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episode 8: Sadie Evans [transcript]


I started my coaching method with one goal in mind: to help single mothers and young professionals get to the root of their limited beliefs so that they can heal, forgive and design a life they deserve. My background in human services, psychology and mental health combined with my lived experience and spirituality guides me, so that I am able to help others focus, reflect, and design their lives by resetting their mind.

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 2022-01-19  22m
 
 
00:00  Sadie Evans
When
00:00
you
00:00
stated
00:01
about
00:02
the
00:02
shame
00:02
and
00:03
guilt,
00:03
sometimes
00:04
family
00:05
is
00:06
the
00:06
biggest
00:07
one
00:07
that,
00:07
that
00:08
implement
00:09
that
00:09
into
00:09
our
00:09
lives
00:10
and
00:11
cause
00:11
us
00:11
to,
00:12
you
00:12
know,
00:13
be
00:13
discouraged
00:14
about
00:14
what
00:14
we're
00:14
doing.
00:16  Ed Watters
Yes,
00:16
that's
00:16
right.
00:17
And,
00:17
you
00:18
know,
00:18
as
00:19
a
00:19
matter
00:19
of
00:19
fact,
00:19
that's
00:20
where
00:20
we
00:20
get
00:20
most
00:21
of
00:21
it
00:21
from,
00:22
because
00:23
a
00:23
lot
00:24
of
00:24
it
00:24
is
00:24
subconscious
00:25
that
00:26
we
00:26
deal
00:26
with.
00:27
And
00:28
we
00:28
don't
00:28
recognize
00:29
the
00:29
trigger
00:30
points
00:30
that
00:31
have
00:31
been
00:31
put
00:32
on
00:32
us.
00:33
Like
00:33
we
00:33
were
00:34
talking
00:34
about
00:34
earlier
00:35
with
00:35
looking
00:36
at
00:36
ourselves
00:36
and
00:37
growing,
00:38
by
00:39
understanding
00:40
who
00:40
we
00:40
are,
00:41
where
00:41
we
00:41
came
00:41
from.
00:42
That's
00:42
the
00:43
vital
00:43
part
00:44
to
00:44
all
00:44
of
00:48
that.
00:51
To
00:51
overcome
00:53
you
00:53
must
00:53
educate.
00:55
Educate
00:56
not
00:56
only
00:57
yourself,
00:58
but
00:58
educate
00:59
anyone
01:00
seeking
01:01
to
01:01
learn.
01:03
We
01:03
are
01:03
all
01:04
Dead
01:04
America,
01:05
we
01:06
can
01:06
all
01:06
learn
01:07
something.
01:08
To
01:09
learn,
01:10
we
01:10
must
01:10
challenge
01:11
what
01:11
we
01:11
already
01:12
understand.
01:14
The
01:14
way
01:14
we
01:15
do
01:15
that
01:16
is
01:16
through
01:16
conversation.
01:18
Sometimes
01:20
we
01:20
have
01:20
conversations
01:21
with
01:21
others.
01:23
However,
01:24
some
01:25
of
01:25
the
01:25
best
01:26
conversations
01:27
happen
01:28
with
01:29
ourself.
01:31
Reach
01:31
out
01:32
and
01:32
challenge
01:33
yourself,
01:35
let's
01:35
dive
01:35
in
01:36
and
01:36
learn
01:36
something
01:37
right
01:38
now.
01:42
Today
01:43
I
01:43
am
01:43
really
01:43
super
01:44
excited
01:44
to
01:45
have
01:45
our
01:45
guest,
01:45
Sadie
01:46
Evans.
01:47
Sadie
01:48
is
01:48
an
01:48
author,
01:49
a
01:49
speaker,
01:50
and
01:51
a
01:51
self-development
01:52
coach.
01:53
Let's
01:53
not
01:53
waste
01:54
any
01:54
time
01:54
and
01:54
get
01:55
into
01:55
this
01:55
awesome
01:56
discussion
01:57
here.
01:58
Sadie,
01:58
could
01:59
you
01:59
please
01:59
introduce
02:00
yourself
02:00
and
02:00
let
02:00
people
02:01
know
02:01
just
02:01
a
02:01
little
02:02
bit
02:02
about
02:02
you
02:02
please?
02:03  Sadie Evans
Hello.
02:04
Yes.
02:05
Thanks
02:05
for
02:05
having
02:05
me,
02:06
by
02:06
the
02:06
way.
02:06
My
02:07
name
02:07
is
02:07
Sadie
02:07
Evans.
02:08
I'm
02:08
an
02:08
author,
02:09
a
02:09
speaker,
02:09
and
02:09
a
02:09
self-development
02:10
coach
02:10
as
02:10
you
02:10
stated.
02:11
I
02:12
am
02:12
a
02:13
transplant
02:14
in
02:14
Atlanta,
02:14
Georgia
02:15
from
02:15
Omaha,
02:16
Nebraska.
02:17
I
02:18
am
02:18
really
02:19
excited
02:20
about
02:21
writing
02:21
and
02:22
helping
02:22
people
02:22
transform
02:23
their
02:23
pain
02:24
and
02:25
to
02:25
purpose
02:25
and
02:26
help
02:26
people
02:27
realize
02:27
that
02:27
the
02:27
things
02:28
that
02:28
they
02:28
went
02:28
through
02:29
was
02:29
just,
02:29
went
02:30
through
02:30
was
02:30
just
02:30
the
02:30
process
02:31
to
02:31
get
02:31
them
02:31
to
02:31
their
02:31
purpose.
02:34  Ed Watters
Well,
02:34
it's
02:34
pretty
02:34
awesome
02:35
when
02:35
people
02:35
do
02:36
that,
02:36
Sadie.
02:37
And
02:37
I
02:37
went
02:38
to
02:38
your
02:38
website,
02:39
you've
02:39
got
02:39
a
02:39
beautiful
02:40
layout
02:40
on
02:41
your
02:41
website.
02:42
And
02:43
the
02:44
thing
02:44
that
02:44
caught
02:45
my
02:45
eye
02:46
the
02:46
most
02:46
is
02:48
on
02:48
your
02:48
website,
02:50
at
02:50
the
02:50
bottom,
02:51
it
02:51
has
02:51
Jeremiah
02:52
29:
02:52
11.
02:55
For
02:55
I
02:55
know
02:56
the
02:56
thoughts
02:56
that
02:56
I
02:57
think
02:57
towards
02:57
you
02:58
saith
02:58
the
02:58
Lord,
02:59
thoughts
02:59
of
02:59
peace
03:00
and
03:00
not
03:01
of
03:01
evil
03:02
to
03:02
give
03:02
you
03:03
an
03:03
expected
03:04
end,
03:05
you
03:05
know,
03:05
Sadie,
03:06
I
03:06
have
03:07
a
03:07
coin
03:07
in
03:07
my
03:08
wallet
03:09
with
03:09
that
03:10
saying
03:10
on
03:11
it.
03:11
And
03:12
on
03:12
the
03:12
other
03:12
side
03:13
of
03:13
that
03:13
coin,
03:14
there's
03:14
another
03:15
Jeremiah
03:15
saying,
03:16
and
03:17
that
03:17
is
03:17
Jeremiah
03:18
1:5.
03:20
Before
03:20
I
03:20
formed
03:21
you
03:21
in
03:21
the
03:21
womb.
03:22
I
03:23
knew
03:23
you,
03:23
before
03:24
you,
03:26
do
03:26
you
03:26
know
03:26
the
03:26
verse?
03:27  Sadie Evans
Yes,
03:28
yes.
03:28
Yes.
03:29  Ed Watters
Before
03:30
you
03:30
were
03:30
born,
03:31
I
03:31
set
03:32
you
03:32
apart
03:34
and
03:34
that's
03:34
what
03:35
I
03:35
see
03:35
in
03:35
you,
03:36
Sadie.
03:37
It
03:37
just
03:39
emits
03:39
from
03:39
you,
03:40
your,
03:40
your
03:41
energy
03:42
and
03:42
your
03:43
soulful
03:43
meaning
03:44
of
03:44
purpose.
03:45
It's
03:46
Just
03:47
something
03:47
that
03:47
is
03:48
there.
03:48
You
03:48
can
03:49
tell
03:49
you
03:50
have
03:50
it.
03:50
Let's
03:51
talk
03:51
about
03:51
who
03:52
Sadie
03:52
is.
03:53
Where
03:54
did
03:54
Sadie
03:54
come
03:55
from
03:55
and
03:55
what
03:55
made
03:56
Sadie
03:57
get
03:57
into
03:59
helping
03:59
other
03:59
people?
04:01  Sadie Evans
Well,
04:03
I
04:03
was
04:03
born,
04:04
um,
04:05
in
04:05
Omaha,
04:05
Nebraska.
04:06
I
04:06
was
04:06
born
04:06
while
04:06
my
04:06
mother
04:07
was
04:07
incarcerated
04:09
in
04:09
York,
04:09
Nebraska.
04:10
So
04:10
my
04:11
grandmother
04:11
raised
04:12
me
04:12
and
04:12
my
04:12
other
04:13
siblings,
04:13
um,
04:14
which
04:14
is
04:14
six
04:15
of
04:15
them,
04:15
and
04:15
seven
04:15
of
04:16
us
04:16
altogether.
04:16
So
04:17
she
04:17
raised
04:17
us.
04:18
She
04:18
did
04:18
the
04:19
very
04:19
best
04:19
that
04:19
she
04:20
could.
04:20
There
04:20
was
04:21
a
04:21
lot
04:21
of
04:22
verbal
04:22
abuse
04:23
that
04:23
took
04:23
place
04:23
in
04:24
the
04:24
home.
04:24
Sometimes
04:24
when
04:25
people
04:25
don't
04:25
know
04:25
better,
04:26
they
04:26
cannot
04:26
do
04:26
better.
04:27
Um,
04:28
I
04:29
consider
04:29
that
04:29
a
04:29
generational
04:30
curse.
04:31
So
04:32
as
04:32
I
04:32
grew
04:33
older,
04:34
I
04:34
just
04:34
knew
04:34
I
04:35
wanted
04:35
to
04:35
break
04:35
free
04:36
from
04:37
that.
04:37
But
04:37
when
04:37
you
04:37
condition
04:39
to
04:39
dysfunction,
04:40
you
04:40
kind
04:41
of
04:41
seek
04:41
out
04:41
that
04:41
until
04:42
you
04:42
take
04:42
the
04:42
time
04:42
to
04:42
heal.
04:43
Well,
04:43
I
04:43
had
04:43
never
04:44
took
04:44
the
04:44
time
04:44
to
04:44
heal.
04:45
So
04:45
it
04:45
caused
04:46
me
04:46
to
04:46
go
04:46
through
04:46
domestic
04:47
violence
04:47
relationships
04:48
and
04:49
a
04:49
lot
04:49
of
04:49
hurtful
04:49
things
04:50
that
04:51
I
04:51
could
04:51
have
04:51
avoided
04:51
if
04:52
I
04:52
would
04:52
have
04:52
healed,
04:52
but
04:52
I
04:53
didn't.
04:54
So
04:55
when
04:55
I
04:55
finally
04:56
came
04:56
into
04:57
who
04:57
I
04:58
am
04:58
today,
04:58
and
04:58
I
04:59
finally
04:59
went
04:59
through
04:59
the
04:59
healing
05:00
process
05:00
and
05:00
the
05:01
journey
05:01
of
05:02
healing.
05:03
I
05:03
decided
05:03
that
05:04
I
05:04
was
05:04
doing
05:05
whatever
05:06
I
05:06
could
05:06
do
05:08
to
05:08
help
05:08
other
05:08
individuals
05:09
not
05:10
have
05:10
to
05:10
go
05:10
through
05:10
that
05:11
journey.
05:12
So
05:12
what
05:12
I
05:12
would
05:13
do
05:13
is
05:13
help
05:14
them
05:14
learn
05:14
to
05:14
love
05:15
themselves,
05:15
help
05:16
them
05:16
learn,
05:16
to
05:17
see
05:17
who
05:17
they
05:17
are,
05:18
who
05:18
they
05:18
are
05:20
through
05:20
the
05:20
creator
05:21
through
05:21
who
05:21
created
05:22
them.
05:22
Cause
05:22
that's
05:22
the
05:22
only
05:23
way
05:23
we
05:23
can
05:23
know
05:23
who
05:24
we
05:24
are
05:24
and
05:24
what
05:25
our
05:25
purpose
05:25
is.
05:25
Is
05:25
to
05:26
get
05:26
a
05:26
relationship,
05:27
build
05:27
a
05:27
bond
05:28
with
05:28
the
05:28
creator
05:29
who
05:29
created
05:29
you,
05:29
to
05:30
meet
05:30
God,
05:31
you
05:31
know?
05:31
So
05:32
that's
05:32
what
05:32
I
05:32
strive
05:33
to
05:33
do.
05:33
And
05:34
that's
05:34
how
05:34
I
05:34
got
05:35
here.
05:35
I,
05:35
where
05:36
I
05:36
am
05:36
today
05:37
is
05:37
because
05:37
I
05:38
knew
05:39
I
05:39
wanted
05:39
to
05:39
help
05:39
other
05:40
individuals
05:42
skip
05:42
some
05:42
of
05:42
that
05:43
painful,
05:44
some
05:44
of
05:44
the
05:45
process
05:46
painful,
05:46
painful
05:47
process
05:47
that
05:48
some
05:48
people
05:48
have
05:49
to
05:49
go
05:49
through
05:49
to
05:49
get
05:50
to
05:50
their
05:50
purpose.
05:51
And
05:51
only
05:52
being
05:52
able
05:52
to
05:53
tell
05:53
my
05:53
story,
05:53
and
05:54
being
05:54
transparent,
05:55
and
05:55
being
05:55
vulnerable.
05:56
Would
05:56
I
05:56
be
05:56
able
05:56
to
05:56
do
05:57
that?
05:57
And
05:57
I
05:57
also
05:58
believe
05:58
that
05:59
things
06:00
that
06:00
we
06:00
survive
06:01
and
06:01
things
06:01
that
06:01
God
06:02
allow
06:02
us
06:02
to
06:02
get
06:03
through,
06:03
it
06:04
was
06:04
not
06:04
about
06:04
us,
06:05
it
06:05
wasn't
06:06
about
06:06
us,
06:07
even
06:07
though
06:07
we
06:07
had
06:07
to
06:07
go
06:08
through
06:08
it.
06:08
It's
06:08
about
06:09
surviving
06:09
it
06:10
and
06:10
helping
06:10
pull
06:10
somebody
06:11
else
06:11
up
06:11
out
06:11
of
06:12
it.
06:13  Ed Watters
Boy,
06:13
I'm
06:13
right
06:14
there
06:14
with
06:14
you.
06:15
You
06:15
know,
06:15
that's,
06:16
that's
06:16
my
06:16
purpose
06:17
and
06:17
my
06:18
passion
06:18
is
06:19
finding
06:19
out
06:20
ways
06:20
to
06:20
help
06:20
people.
06:21
And
06:22
it
06:22
was
06:22
really,
06:23
really
06:23
hard
06:24
to
06:24
heal
06:25
from
06:25
that
06:25
past
06:26
trauma
06:26
that
06:27
we
06:27
all
06:27
kind
06:28
of
06:28
experience
06:28
in
06:29
our
06:29
life
06:29
in
06:30
some
06:30
form.
06:31
Uh,
06:31
some
06:32
worse
06:32
than
06:33
others,
06:33
but,
06:34
you
06:34
know,
06:35
getting
06:36
over
06:36
it
06:36
is
06:37
really
06:37
looking
06:38
inside
06:38
ourselves.
06:39
Yes.
06:40
That
06:40
sometimes
06:41
is
06:41
really
06:42
touchy
06:42
and
06:43
temperamental.
06:45
How,
06:46
how
06:46
was
06:46
that
06:47
process
06:47
for
06:47
you?
06:47  Sadie Evans
It
06:48
was
06:49
very,
06:50
very
06:50
painful.
06:51
Um,
06:51
I
06:52
actually
06:52
started
06:52
to
06:53
have
06:53
panic
06:53
attacks
06:54
and
06:54
anxiety
06:56
and
06:56
things
06:57
that
06:57
affected
06:57
me
06:57
mentally
06:58
because
06:59
when
06:59
you
06:59
release
07:00
something
07:00
and
07:00
you
07:00
ready
07:01
to
07:01
be
07:01
free
07:02
from
07:02
something.
07:03
It,
07:04
sometimes
07:04
it's
07:05
painful
07:05
especially
07:06
when
07:06
that
07:06
is
07:06
conditioning
07:07
too,
07:07
that's
07:07
all
07:08
you
07:08
know.
07:09
So
07:09
that's
07:09
how
07:09
I
07:09
came
07:10
up
07:10
with
07:10
my
07:10
devotional
07:11
in
07:11
my,
07:12
my
07:12
journal.
07:13
And
07:13
it's
07:13
a
07:13
60
07:13
day,
07:14
I
07:14
call
07:14
it
07:14
spiritual
07:15
surgery.
07:16
Just
07:16
because
07:17
it
07:17
was
07:17
like
07:17
surgery
07:18
and
07:18
having
07:18
to
07:18
go
07:19
through
07:19
the
07:19
process
07:20
of
07:20
surgery,
07:21
the
07:21
pre-op,
07:22
everything,
07:23
the
07:23
painful
07:24
healing
07:24
process.
07:25
Everything
07:26
is,
07:26
it's
07:26
like
07:26
you
07:26
put
07:27
a
07:27
mirror
07:27
in
07:27
your
07:27
face
07:28
and
07:28
you
07:29
can
07:29
no
07:29
longer
07:29
be
07:29
the
07:30
victim.
07:30
You
07:30
got
07:31
to
07:31
look
07:31
at
07:31
you.
07:33
For
07:33
who
07:33
you
07:33
are
07:34
and
07:34
you
07:34
got
07:34
to
07:34
dig
07:34
deep
07:35
within
07:35
yourself
07:35
and
07:36
you
07:36
gotta
07:36
be
07:36
ready
07:37
because
07:37
if
07:38
you're
07:38
not
07:38
ready,
07:39
you'll
07:39
find
07:40
yourself
07:40
running
07:41
in
07:41
circles,
07:42
running
07:42
in
07:43
circles.
07:43
You
07:43
gotta
07:43
be
07:44
ready
07:44
to
07:44
confront
07:45
your
07:45
nasty
07:46
ways,
07:47
things
07:47
about
07:47
you
07:47
that
07:48
you
07:48
didn't
07:48
think
07:49
that
07:49
you,
07:50
how,
07:50
you
07:50
didn't
07:50
even
07:51
know
07:51
that
07:51
you
07:51
have
07:51
that
07:52
inside
07:52
of
07:52
you,
07:52
because
07:53
sometimes
07:54
it's
07:54
comfortable
07:54
playing
07:55
the
07:55
victim
07:55
and
07:56
why
07:56
me
07:56
and
07:57
why,
07:57
sometimes
07:59
it's
07:59
comfortable.
08:01
When
08:01
you
08:01
got
08:01
that
08:01
mirror
08:02
in
08:02
your
08:02
face
08:02
and
08:02
you're
08:03
going
08:03
through
08:03
that
08:03
process
08:04
and
08:04
you
08:04
just
08:04
tired
08:05
of
08:05
being
08:05
tired
08:06
of
08:06
running
08:06
and
08:07
living
08:07
your
08:07
life
08:07
in
08:07
a
08:07
circle.
08:08
You'll
08:09
do
08:09
that
08:09
work
08:10
that's
08:10
required
08:11
for
08:11
you.
08:13  Ed Watters
And
08:13
that
08:13
is
08:13
some
08:14
tough
08:14
work
08:14
to
08:15
do
08:15
like
08:15
you
08:15
just
08:16
stated.
08:17
And
08:17
I
08:17
love
08:18
the
08:18
mirror
08:19
aspect
08:19
of
08:19
that,
08:20
looking
08:20
at
08:20
yourself
08:21
and
08:21
really
08:22
identifying
08:23
that
08:23
core
08:23
issue
08:24
you
08:24
have,
08:25
because
08:25
it's
08:26
easy
08:26
to
08:26
find
08:27
and
08:27
point
08:27
the
08:28
blame
08:28
to
08:28
others
08:30
to
08:30
get
08:30
out
08:30
of
08:30
it,
08:31
to
08:31
avoid
08:32
it.
08:32
But
08:32
when
08:33
you're
08:33
stuck
08:33
with
08:33
yourself
08:34
and
08:35
there's
08:35
nowhere
08:35
to
08:36
point.
08:37
That's
08:37
a
08:37
heavy
08:38
burden
08:39
to
08:39
have
08:39
sometimes.
08:40
And
08:41
getting
08:42
over
08:42
that
08:42
process
08:43
was
08:43
very
08:43
tough
08:44
for
08:44
me
08:44
because
08:46
I,
08:46
I,
08:46
myself
08:47
came
08:47
from
08:48
some
08:48
pretty
08:49
bad
08:49
things
08:50
and
08:51
I
08:51
am
08:51
so
08:52
proud
08:52
of
08:52
what
08:53
I've
08:53
came
08:54
from
08:54
because
08:56
it
08:56
helped
08:56
me
08:56
develop
08:57
who
08:57
I
08:57
am.
08:58
And
09:00
that
09:00
gives
09:01
me
09:01
the
09:01
courage
09:02
enough
09:02
to
09:02
stand
09:03
up
09:03
and
09:03
try
09:03
to
09:04
develop
09:04
myself
09:05
even
09:06
more
09:07
to
09:08
touch
09:08
others.
09:09
It's
09:09
one
09:10
of
09:10
those
09:10
things,
09:11
that
09:12
self-development
09:13
within
09:14
us.
09:15
You
09:15
have
09:15
a
09:15
podcast,
09:17
what
09:17
type
09:18
of
09:19
audience
09:19
do
09:19
you
09:20
want
09:20
to
09:20
create
09:21
with
09:21
your
09:21
podcast,
09:22
Sadie?
09:23  Sadie Evans
I
09:24
want
09:24
individuals
09:25
that's
09:25
really
09:26
searching
09:26
to
09:26
know
09:27
who
09:27
they
09:27
are
09:28
and
09:28
searching
09:29
to
09:29
build
09:30
a
09:30
better
09:30
relationship,
09:31
a
09:31
better
09:32
prayer
09:32
life.
09:32
Um,
09:34
all
09:34
of
09:34
that,
09:34
just
09:35
individuals
09:36
that's
09:36
really
09:36
searching
09:37
to
09:37
figure
09:37
out
09:38
who
09:38
they
09:38
are.
09:38
That's
09:39
really
09:39
trying
09:39
to
09:39
dig
09:40
deep
09:40
within
09:40
themselves
09:41
to
09:41
heal.
09:41
That's
09:42
why
09:42
I
09:42
call
09:42
it
09:42
Soul
09:43
food
09:43
with
09:43
Sadie,
09:44
because
09:44
I
09:44
believe
09:44
in
09:45
feeding
09:45
the
09:45
soul
09:46
so
09:46
that
09:46
you
09:46
can
09:47
grow
09:47
spiritually.
09:47
Because
09:48
I
09:48
believe
09:49
when
09:49
you
09:49
grow
09:49
spiritually,
09:50
everything
09:51
else
09:51
will
09:51
fall
09:51
in
09:51
line.
09:52
That
09:53
is
09:53
the
09:53
audience
09:54
I'm
09:54
trying
09:54
to
09:55
attract
09:56
to
09:56
myself,
09:56
individuals
09:57
that
09:57
really
09:57
want
09:58
to
09:58
do
09:58
that
09:58
soul
09:58
work.
10:00  Ed Watters
Yeah.
10:01
So
10:01
I'm
10:01
a
10:01
podcaster
10:02
and
10:02
I've
10:03
interviewed
10:03
quite
10:04
a
10:04
few
10:04
people,
10:05
and
10:05
I
10:05
know
10:05
the
10:05
struggle
10:06
in
10:06
the
10:07
hurt
10:08
sometimes
10:09
involved
10:09
with
10:10
these
10:11
creative
10:11
ideas
10:12
that
10:12
we
10:12
have
10:13
and
10:13
we
10:13
want
10:14
to
10:14
share
10:14
with
10:14
others.
10:16
What's
10:16
the
10:16
toughest
10:17
part
10:17
of
10:18
your
10:18
journey
10:18
so
10:19
far
10:19
in
10:19
podcasting?
10:22  Sadie Evans
Honestly,
10:22
my
10:23
toughest
10:23
part
10:23
is
10:24
staying
10:24
consistent.
10:25
Um,
10:26
I
10:26
struggle
10:26
there
10:27
really
10:28
staying
10:28
consistent.
10:29
I
10:29
feel
10:29
like
10:30
if
10:30
I
10:30
was
10:30
to
10:30
stay
10:31
consistent,
10:31
I
10:32
will
10:32
get
10:32
that
10:32
audience.
10:33
But
10:33
it's
10:34
just
10:34
that
10:35
consistency
10:36
part
10:36
is
10:36
really
10:37
a
10:37
struggle
10:37
for
10:37
me.
10:39  Ed Watters
Yeah,
10:40
that's
10:40
one
10:41
of
10:41
the
10:41
things
10:42
I
10:42
found
10:43
that
10:43
was
10:43
hard
10:44
because
10:44
of
10:44
a
10:44
lot
10:45
of
10:45
mental
10:45
blocks
10:46
that
10:46
I
10:46
had
10:46
and,
10:47
you
10:47
know,
10:48
worrying
10:48
about
10:49
numbers
10:50
and
10:50
things
10:50
like
10:50
that.
10:51
But
10:52
you
10:52
know,
10:52
as
10:52
long
10:52
as
10:52
you
10:54
get
10:54
there
10:55
and
10:55
you
10:55
show
10:55
up,
10:57
you
10:57
build
10:57
it,
10:57
they'll
10:57
come.
10:58
It
10:59
takes
10:59
a
10:59
lot
10:59
of
11:00
time
11:00
for
11:00
those
11:01
people
11:01
to
11:01
start
11:02
getting
11:02
involved.
11:03
But
11:04
it's
11:04
so
11:04
important
11:05
with
11:05
what
11:05
you
11:06
do.
11:06
I
11:06
want
11:06
to
11:06
encourage
11:07
you
11:07
to
11:08
keep
11:08
going.
11:08
And
11:09
if
11:09
you
11:09
have
11:10
any
11:10
issues
11:11
or
11:11
problems
11:12
or
11:12
questions
11:13
about
11:13
podcasting,
11:14
I'm
11:15
always
11:15
open
11:15
to
11:15
help
11:16
people
11:16
grow
11:17
in
11:17
their
11:17
podcasting
11:18
journey.
11:19
Especially
11:19
people
11:20
like
11:20
you
11:20
Sadie,
11:20
because
11:21
it's
11:21
so
11:22
important
11:23
to
11:24
reach
11:25
out
11:25
to
11:25
people.
11:26
And
11:26
I
11:26
understand
11:27
how
11:27
hard
11:27
it
11:28
is
11:28
to
11:28
reach
11:28
out
11:29
when
11:29
you're
11:30
self-driven.
11:32
Yes.
11:33
And
11:34
you
11:34
seem
11:34
like
11:34
you're
11:35
a
11:35
self-driven
11:36
lady
11:37
and
11:38
you
11:39
have
11:40
a
11:40
very
11:41
good
11:41
attitude
11:42
about
11:43
life,
11:44
even
11:44
after
11:45
going
11:45
through
11:46
all
11:46
this
11:48
turmoil.
11:49  Sadie Evans
Yes.
11:50
I'm
11:50
pretty
11:50
optimistic.
11:52  Ed Watters
Is
11:52
that
11:52
hard
11:53
for
11:53
you
11:53
to
11:54
keep
11:55
energetic
11:55
like
11:56
that
11:56
at
11:56
all
11:56
times?
11:57
Or
11:57
is,
11:58
is
11:58
it
11:59
just
12:00
something
12:00
that
12:01
comes
12:01
natural?
12:03  Sadie Evans
It's
12:03
really
12:03
a
12:03
struggle,
12:04
um,
12:06
to
12:06
really
12:06
show
12:06
up
12:07
and
12:07
authentically
12:08
be
12:08
me
12:10
and
12:11
not,
12:12
you
12:12
know,
12:12
be
12:13
too
12:13
vulnerable
12:14
or
12:14
too
12:14
transparent
12:16
because
12:16
sometimes
12:17
a
12:17
lot
12:17
of
12:17
individuals,
12:19
you
12:19
overshare
12:20
and
12:20
they
12:20
begin
12:20
to
12:20
judge
12:21
you.
12:22
So
12:22
I'm
12:22
not
12:23
going
12:23
to
12:23
say
12:23
like
12:24
every
12:24
day
12:24
is
12:24
cheery,
12:25
cheery
12:25
for
12:25
me
12:25
because
12:26
if
12:26
it
12:26
was,
12:27
I
12:27
would
12:27
be
12:27
more
12:27
consistent
12:28
with
12:28
my
12:28
podcasts.
12:30
Some
12:30
days
12:30
I
12:30
feel
12:31
like
12:32
I
12:32
gave
12:32
the
12:32
world
12:33
everything
12:33
I
12:33
have,
12:34
or
12:34
I
12:34
gave
12:34
people
12:35
everything
12:35
I
12:35
have
12:36
and
12:36
I
12:37
have
12:37
to
12:37
reboot,
12:38
you
12:38
know,
12:38
reboot
12:39
myself
12:40
and
12:40
build
12:41
myself
12:41
back
12:41
up.
12:42
Because
12:42
as
12:42
you
12:42
stated,
12:43
when
12:43
you're
12:43
self-driven,
12:44
you
12:44
don't
12:44
have
12:45
people
12:45
in
12:45
your
12:45
corner
12:46
that's
12:46
rooting
12:46
you
12:47
on.
12:47
You
12:47
don't
12:47
have
12:47
that.
12:48
So
12:48
you
12:48
got
12:48
to
12:48
root
12:49
yourself
12:49
on
12:50
and
12:50
you
12:50
got
12:50
to
12:50
make
12:51
sure
12:51
that
12:51
you
12:51
are
12:51
authentically
12:52
being
12:52
you.
12:53
I'm
12:53
very
12:53
optimistic.
12:54
I'm
12:54
very,
12:55
a
12:55
cheerful
12:55
person,
12:56
but
12:56
that
12:56
does
12:56
not
12:57
mean
12:57
I
12:57
don't
12:57
have
12:58
bad
12:58
days.
12:59
That
12:59
does
12:59
not
12:59
mean
13:00
that
13:00
I
13:00
don't
13:00
cry
13:01
in
13:01
the
13:01
shower
13:01
sometimes,
13:02
you
13:02
know,
13:03
but
13:03
I
13:03
guess
13:03
this
13:03
is
13:04
the
13:04
cross
13:04
that
13:04
I
13:04
have
13:05
to
13:05
bear,
13:05
this
13:05
is
13:05
my
13:06
calling.
13:07
Whatever
13:08
you're
13:08
called
13:08
to
13:08
do,
13:09
is,
13:10
you're
13:10
going
13:10
to
13:10
be
13:10
pressed
13:10
in
13:10
that
13:11
area.
13:11
And
13:12
a
13:12
calling
13:12
is,
13:13
it
13:13
might
13:13
look
13:14
good
13:14
on
13:14
the
13:14
outside,
13:15
but
13:15
it
13:15
ain't
13:16
going
13:16
to
13:16
come
13:16
easy.
13:17
And
13:17
you
13:17
know
13:17
that,
13:17
right?
13:18  Ed Watters
Yes,
13:19
I
13:19
do.
13:20
It's
13:20
not
13:21
a
13:21
happy
13:22
journey
13:22
all
13:22
the
13:22
time.
13:23
And
13:24
the
13:24
devotion
13:25
you
13:25
have,
13:26
it
13:26
really
13:26
has
13:27
to
13:27
be
13:27
a
13:27
passion.
13:28
And
13:29
you
13:30
gotta
13:30
remember
13:30
what
13:31
you're
13:31
trying
13:32
to
13:32
drive
13:33
and
13:33
keep
13:34
that
13:34
focus
13:34
on
13:34
that
13:35
passion.
13:36
And
13:36
that's
13:36
what
13:37
keeps
13:37
me
13:37
podcasting.
13:39
When
13:39
I
13:39
first
13:39
started,
13:40
I
13:40
was
13:40
an
13:40
angry
13:41
person
13:41
and,
13:42
you
13:42
know,
13:42
I
13:43
didn't
13:43
know
13:43
how
13:43
to
13:44
communicate
13:44
well,
13:45
and
13:45
I
13:45
did
13:45
not
13:46
know
13:46
how
13:46
to
13:47
not
13:47
offend
13:48
people.
13:48
And
13:49
you
13:49
know,
13:49
it
13:50
was
13:50
a
13:50
journey
13:51
and
13:51
it
13:51
took
13:52
me
13:52
a
13:52
long
13:52
time.
13:53
It's
13:54
not
13:54
an
13:54
easy
13:55
process.
13:55
And
13:56
a
13:56
lot
13:56
of
13:56
people
13:57
get
13:57
stuck
13:57
in
13:57
these
13:59
and
14:00
they
14:00
give
14:00
up.
14:02
We
14:02
think,
14:03
we
14:03
need
14:03
to
14:04
encourage
14:04
each
14:05
other
14:05
more
14:05
and
14:06
more
14:07
to
14:08
stand
14:08
up
14:08
and
14:09
say
14:10
it
14:10
like
14:11
you
14:11
see
14:11
it,
14:11
because
14:12
that
14:13
that's
14:13
really
14:14
what
14:14
we
14:14
mean.
14:15
And
14:16
you
14:17
know,
14:17
I
14:17
had
14:17
Lois
14:17
Hollis
14:18
on
14:19
an
14:19
interview
14:20
the
14:20
other
14:20
day,
14:21
and
14:22
she
14:22
was
14:22
talking
14:22
about
14:23
that
14:23
shame/
14:24
guilt
14:25
that
14:25
we
14:25
all
14:26
feel
14:26
from
14:26
society.
14:28
And
14:28
it
14:28
holds
14:29
us
14:30
back
14:30
and
14:31
a
14:31
lot
14:31
of
14:31
us
14:31
want
14:32
to
14:32
say
14:32
a
14:32
lot
14:33
more
14:33
than
14:34
we
14:34
can,
14:35
or
14:35
we're
14:36
willing
14:36
to.
14:37
And
14:37
finding
14:38
the
14:38
confidence
14:39
to
14:39
step
14:40
up
14:40
and
14:40
know
14:40
how
14:41
to
14:41
say
14:41
what
14:41
you
14:41
need
14:42
to
14:42
say.
14:43
That's
14:44
the
14:44
real
14:44
trick
14:45
when
14:45
it
14:45
comes
14:46
to
14:46
podcasting
14:47
and
14:48
reaching
14:48
out
14:49
to
14:49
individuals,
14:50
and
14:50
I'm
14:50
just
14:50
now
14:51
starting
14:51
to
14:52
really
14:52
figure
14:52
that
14:53
out.
14:54
So
14:56
supporting
14:57
others
14:58
is
14:58
very
14:58
important.
14:59
What,
14:59
what
14:59
type
15:00
of
15:00
support
15:00
do
15:01
you
15:01
have
15:01
for
15:01
your
15:01
podcast
15:02
and
15:02
your
15:03
multimedia
15:05
setup?
15:07  Sadie Evans
I
15:07
don't
15:07
have
15:08
anything.
15:08
I
15:09
literally
15:09
finance
15:10
everything
15:10
myself.
15:11
Um,
15:13
I
15:13
am
15:14
truly
15:14
a
15:14
one-man
15:14
army
15:15
and
15:16
I
15:16
think
15:16
that's
15:16
why
15:17
a
15:17
lot
15:17
of
15:17
my
15:18
burnout
15:18
comes
15:19
because
15:19
I
15:19
don't
15:20
see
15:20
fruitation.
15:22
Physical
15:23
fruitation,
15:24
although
15:24
spiritually,
15:25
I
15:25
see
15:25
it,
15:26
but
15:26
I
15:26
don't
15:26
see
15:26
the
15:27
physical
15:27
part
15:27
of
15:28
it
15:28
right
15:28
now.
15:28
So
15:28
it
15:29
discourages
15:29
me
15:29
sometimes.
15:30
So
15:31
I
15:31
am
15:31
truly
15:31
a
15:31
one
15:32
man
15:32
army.
15:32
I
15:33
share
15:33
my
15:33
own
15:34
stuff.
15:34
I
15:35
talk
15:35
about
15:35
my
15:36
own
15:36
stuff.
15:37
I
15:37
don't
15:37
have
15:38
that
15:38
support,
15:39
not
15:39
even
15:39
from
15:40
family.
15:40
And
15:40
sometimes
15:42
when
15:42
you
15:42
stated
15:43
about
15:44
the
15:44
shame
15:44
and
15:44
guilt,
15:45
sometimes
15:46
family
15:47
is
15:48
the
15:48
biggest
15:48
one
15:49
that
15:50
implement
15:51
that
15:51
into
15:51
our
15:51
lives
15:52
and
15:53
cause
15:53
us
15:53
to,
15:54
you
15:54
know,
15:55
be
15:55
discouraged
15:55
about
15:56
what
15:56
we're
15:56
doing.
15:58  Ed Watters
Yes,
15:58
that's
15:58
right.
15:59
And,
15:59
you
15:59
know,
16:00
as
16:00
a
16:00
matter
16:01
of
16:01
fact,
16:01
that's
16:02
where
16:02
we
16:02
get
16:02
most
16:03
of
16:03
it
16:03
from,
16:04
because
16:05
a
16:05
lot
16:05
of
16:06
it
16:06
is
16:06
subconscious
16:07
that
16:08
we
16:08
deal
16:08
with.
16:09
And
16:09
we
16:10
don't
16:10
recognize
16:11
the
16:11
trigger
16:12
points
16:12
that
16:13
have
16:13
been
16:13
put
16:14
on
16:14
us.
16:15
Like
16:15
we
16:15
were
16:15
talking
16:16
about
16:16
earlier
16:17
with
16:17
looking
16:17
at
16:18
ourselves
16:18
and
16:19
growing,
16:20
by
16:21
understanding
16:22
who
16:22
we
16:22
are,
16:22
where
16:23
we
16:23
came
16:23
from.
16:23
That's
16:24
the
16:25
vital
16:25
part
16:26
to
16:26
all
16:26
of
16:26
that.
16:27
What
16:27
visions
16:28
do
16:28
you
16:28
have
16:29
for
16:30
your
16:30
programs?
16:31
I
16:31
see
16:31
that
16:32
you
16:32
have
16:32
quite
16:33
a
16:33
few
16:33
services
16:34
and
16:34
you
16:35
just
16:35
did
16:36
a
16:36
program,
16:37
what
16:37
was
16:37
it
16:38
called
16:38
here?
16:39
Not
16:39
Your
16:39
Ordinary
16:40
Conference.
16:41
Can
16:41
you
16:41
talk
16:42
about
16:42
that?
16:43  Sadie Evans
So
16:44
with
16:44
that
16:44
conference,
16:45
um,
16:45
basically
16:46
I
16:46
was,
16:47
uh,
16:47
when
16:47
I
16:47
first
16:47
moved
16:48
to
16:48
Atlanta,
16:48
I
16:48
was
16:48
going
16:49
to
16:49
all
16:49
these
16:49
conferences
16:51
and
16:51
I
16:51
never
16:51
felt
16:52
like
16:52
a
16:52
breakthrough.
16:53
I
16:53
never
16:54
felt
16:55
replenished.
16:56
I
16:56
always
16:56
felt
16:56
like
16:57
just
16:57
the
16:57
consumer,
16:58
somebody
16:59
that
16:59
was
16:59
sold
17:00
to.
17:00
So
17:01
on
17:01
my
17:01
way
17:01
home,
17:02
I
17:02
had
17:02
this