After 2 years of hosting The Deep and holding space for others, I'm ready to share with you one of the traumas that I lived through. When I was younger, I became a victim of domestic violence. I was manipulated, isolated, physically and sexually abused until I didn't know who I was anymore. But I got out. Somehow. And this is my story.Sean Szeps holds this conversation. Someone I trust and tell all my secrets to.Please note. During this chat I may sound guarded or at times unemotional. I know that this is still a trauma response. Because of legal reasons I can't reveal the identity of my abuser so some things need to stay private. It makes this a difficult conversation because I can't share everything that I want to. What I am doing is sharing the full extent of this abusive relationship for the first time ever.Content warning; This episode discusses domestic abuse, physical and sexual abuse, and suicide. Support resources are listed below...
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episode 3: The Gambling Addict
Today we speak to a gambling addict. Elliott was introduced to sports betting at an impressionable age and became a full blown addict for 10 years. As someone who doesn't fully understand the pull of gambling, I really wanted to know where the high comes from and what makes them keep going back. Elliott was really candid with me and shared things he's never spoken about before.
Content warning: This episode discusses gambling addiction and suicide...
episode 2: Honouring The Bleed
Today I want to start a conversation about periods. I want there to be no shame, no self consciousness, just freedom. I want to know how we can honour our bleed and what it does for us, and undo the decades of negativity that we have been fed. So today I speak to Zoe Butler, a body whisperer, and we do just that.
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episode 1: My Relationship With A Paedophile
As a 12 year old, Ruth loved to chat with her friends online but it wasn't long before a predator found and groomed her. This very quickly became a real life, sexually abusive relationship between a child and a full grown adult paedophile. We have spoken to a few chid abuse victims on this podcast but Ruth's memory of this time is so clear that we get a real insight into what 12 year old her was thinking and experiencing...
episode 16: Beyond the Surface: Zoe Marshall's Journey Through Life's Depths Straight Talk with Mark Bouris
From the podcast Straight Talk with Mark Bouris.
Zoe Marshall: a wife, mother, media personality, and the host of the thought-provoking podcast, 'The Deep.'
Mark and Zoe unravel the layers of her life – from her role as an unconventional wife to Benji Marshall, her insights into relationships and human interactions, to her courage in addressing taboo topics...
episode 15: Favs From The Archives: The Pussy Whisperer
Rosie Rees is a pussy whisperer, crystal sex toy entrepreneur, and nude yoga founder. She's all about connection to the vulva. Pop in some headphones 'cause this one is going to get juicy and isn’t for little ears.
Content warning: this episode is sexually explicit.
Follow Rosie on Instagram @rosie.rees and visit www.yonipleasurepalace.com
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episode 14: Do you ever feel like it's groundhog day too? w Zoe Marshall
From the podcast Parenthood.
This week I chat to one of my fabulous mentors, Zoe Marshall (@zoebmarshall). We discuss her existential crisis in May and how that has changed her forever...
episode 13: Favs From The Archives: The Open Relationship
Do you think you could watch your lover get dolled up for an evening, putting on perfume and their sexiest undies... knowing they were about to sleep with someone else? So many of us couldn't even imagine, but many people can - and do. Being in an open relationship or living in "the lifestyle" for some is liberating and is the most loving way they know to honour their partner.
Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content...
episode 12: Surviving Domestic Violence with Zoe Marshall - Untidy
From the podcast Untidy.
In this episode of Untidy we talk to Zoe Marshall, media personality, creator of ‘The Deep’ podcast, and self-described over-sharer. Our conversation with Zoe is about her experience of surviving domestic violence. We talk about what made her a target for getting drawn into that relationship, how she got trapped, and why it’s so hard for the victims of abuse to get out and stay safe...
episode 11: Favs From The Archives: The (middle of the) Human Centipede
Everyone has heard of the 2010 cult horror film "The Human Centipede" and if you haven't, I’m sure you are googling it now.
I remember hearing how it had been banned in some countries and that people were passing out in the cinemas watching it!
I was fascinated, over the years I had watched the trailer, too scared to watch the film. It’s plotline- three tourists are sewn together mouth to… end, by a mad surgeon to form one gastric system...
episode 10: Zoe Marshall Uninterrupted
From the podcast The Girls Uninterrupted.
We are so excited to have Zoe Marshall on the podcast this week, this is an episode you will NOT want to miss.
Zoe has been a broadcaster for over 12 years, and is the host and creator of the hugely successful podcast The Deep. From diving into Gloriavale, interviewing terminally ill parents, a madam, a lactating porn star and a man who has sex with dolls - there is quite possibly no one Zoe wouldn’t interview...