Speaker 1: Morning, everybody. It's DJ Envy charlamagnea God.
Speaker 2: We are the breakfast Club Jess hilarious to see our
Speaker 2: guest co host, and we got a special guest in
Speaker 2: the building, Jocelyn Hernandez.
Speaker 3: Welcome, Thank you, press, thank you, thank you for saying special.
Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you.
Speaker 1: And in town.
Speaker 2: I didn't even know that you are doing your Jocelyn's
Speaker 2: Cabaret in New York.
Speaker 4: I am.
Speaker 3: I cannot believe you didn't come see me yet. It's
Speaker 3: so much fun to j Envy I have. I had
Speaker 3: three shows there this past four weeks. It was really
Speaker 3: four shows, but I ended up going to perform in
Speaker 3: Miami at the Floyd Mayweather fight show. You guys heard,
Speaker 3: but tonight's my last show. So everybody in New York
Speaker 3: come out and see me as starlets. You can get
Speaker 3: your ticket if you go to my Instagram Jocelyn. You
Speaker 3: can get your tickets there Jocelynscabaret Tour dot com.
Speaker 4: But it's so much fun. I got the girls dancing,
Speaker 4: so break.
Speaker 2: Down with the cabarets. Because you know, Startless is a
Speaker 2: strip club. It's a gentleman club.
Speaker 3: It is a strict cuse shout out to Starless and
Speaker 3: Marty and everybody. So okay, So the cabaret, you know
Speaker 3: the cabaret. I'm on my fourth season on Gradulations. Yes,
Speaker 3: four seasons. Girl, that's a lot.
Speaker 4: That is a lot. And I owned the show. I
Speaker 4: owned the IP, my intellectual property.
Speaker 3: I wrote it. I wrote the cabaret. I created it,
Speaker 3: I produced it. I do everything about it.
Speaker 4: I act in it.
Speaker 3: So basically, it's like a group of ladies. They compete
Speaker 3: to be inside of my cabaret. Actually, least performance, which
Speaker 3: was Saturday, I had twelve ladies dance with me on stage.
Speaker 3: You know. Some of them put their self on fire,
Speaker 3: shoes on fire, they skate on stage. So it's like
Speaker 3: a whole show that this girl is actually moving to
Speaker 3: the house.
Speaker 4: They compete.
Speaker 3: It's like it's like, uh, it's like Tyra Banks with
Speaker 3: her show, with the modeling show, except that they're dancing.
Speaker 4: They're not modeling, you know what.
Speaker 1: They set themselves on fire on the pole, on the.
Speaker 3: Pole they choose they kitty cat, everything be on fire,
Speaker 3: the kitty.
Speaker 4: The kiddy cat be on fire.
Speaker 3: Did Andy, That's what I'm trying to tell you. You talk about, yes,
Speaker 3: you know, not that type of like you know, messed
Speaker 3: up fire.
Speaker 4: I'm talking about like fun, you know, like a real show,
Speaker 4: like a real show.
Speaker 3: Definitely this season the ladies step third game up because
Speaker 3: season one, season two, season three of the.
Speaker 4: Cabaret it was great, and you know we build to it.
Speaker 3: You know, the first season, I was trying to get
Speaker 3: the ladies to understand my vision. I want to do
Speaker 3: a cabaret with my music and I want some dancers,
Speaker 3: and says I'm a musician. I want to do it
Speaker 3: on TV. I want the girls to dance. I want
Speaker 3: to make it make sense. I want to make it
Speaker 3: make one. Some of the girls didn't believe. Season two,
Speaker 3: we did it. One of them one ten thousand dollars.
Speaker 3: We performing Atlanta. We did the whole choreography to one
Speaker 3: of my songs. So that was great.
Speaker 4: Season three, I went on tour to twelve different cities.
Speaker 4: It was a lot. It was quick, it was fast.
Speaker 4: So we really needn't have an actual show.
Speaker 3: But the people love that, you know, they can they
Speaker 3: seen the girls getting on stage doing they thing on
Speaker 3: the post. But now season four, it's more organized. We
Speaker 3: got a routine, we got the whole show. It's a
Speaker 3: thirty minute show. I think I'm performing like eight songs
Speaker 3: for thirty minutes, and you know, then I do my
Speaker 3: meet and greet. Before I would my last tour, I
Speaker 3: would just go and just keep performing. But now I
Speaker 3: have to, like you know, I have to preserve myself.
Speaker 4: I have to film.
Speaker 3: And I'm actually also filming season four at the Cabaret.
Speaker 3: That would be Aaron Next one on Susan Network.
Speaker 2: They laughed you when you first came out with this cabino.
Speaker 2: They thought it was funny, they thought it was jokes.
Speaker 2: They didn't think it was going to survive. And it
Speaker 2: seems to be doing pretty good.
Speaker 4: Well, thank you. Well, you know, I mean, you know,
Speaker 4: it's okay.
Speaker 3: One thing, you know, one thing I'm learning that if
Speaker 3: you stay focused, no matter what anyone say, you can
Speaker 3: really do what you love to do. And I always,
Speaker 3: since I was a kid, since I was Bonnie's age,
Speaker 3: I wanted to be a musician. I've been writing since
Speaker 3: I was four. I'm a great writer. I write. I
Speaker 3: wrote the TV show. I write all my songs. You know,
Speaker 3: I have some of the trainier songs ever Vegas. Do
Speaker 3: it like it's your be day every night of the week.
Speaker 3: These are songs that are trending on TikTok. I'm still
Speaker 3: I still consider myself an underground autist, and I'm okay
Speaker 3: with that.
Speaker 4: Listen.
Speaker 3: I'm happy to be working towards my dream, my biggest
Speaker 3: dream in my life. I'm happy to be whether I
Speaker 3: have a thousand people coming to see me or whether
Speaker 3: I have a hundred people coming to see me, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna still perform the same, and they still always get
Speaker 3: me a step closer to my dreams, which is to music.
Speaker 2: You think people don't take you serious because of the
Speaker 2: love and hip hop, because of the College Hill, because
Speaker 2: of the cabaret, like they don't take you as serious
Speaker 2: as you feel like they should.
Speaker 3: I feel like they take me super serious. I always
Speaker 3: have cell I shows. I have my only my fans
Speaker 3: that are personally fans of Johnson that if you go
Speaker 3: on my Instagram, on my Twitter or any of the
Speaker 3: hashtags at the cabaret, they say my songs word for.
Speaker 4: Word, word for word, like you got.
Speaker 3: I do shows sometimes with fifteen hundred people, twenty five
Speaker 3: hundred people, one hundred people, three hundred people, five hundred people.
Speaker 3: It's different cities, different shows, different locations, and every city
Speaker 3: you go to, they sing my songs, every song, not
Speaker 3: just birthday song, not just Vegas I want to ride,
Speaker 3: but every night of the week, Getrico finger fucking check
Speaker 3: slay every song. They run me my money every song
Speaker 3: that I have and I have. You know, I've never
Speaker 3: put out an album, but I put out singles like
Speaker 3: all the time, and so I definitely feel like people
Speaker 3: have taken me s Do I feel like it took
Speaker 3: them a long time?
Speaker 4: Yes? But do I feel who am I to be.
Speaker 3: Before anyone else? I just have to keep working. If
Speaker 3: I believe in myself, I have to just keep pushing.
Speaker 3: I love that I see a lot of different things
Speaker 3: for you. It's like coming from love and hip hop.
Speaker 3: I just think that that kind of they put you
Speaker 3: in one boat with that, and then when you came out,
Speaker 3: you came out swinging, doing a bunch of different things.
Speaker 3: So like even going back to the latest thing that
Speaker 3: just happened, why the hell you won't get into like
Speaker 3: pro wrestling? Why you why you won't you paid for
Speaker 3: slapping people?
Speaker 4: You know, because you was handing off slaps like you know,
Speaker 4: like stone cold Steve Austin. I seen it. I just
Speaker 4: sent it to you in the DM. I said, damn,
Speaker 4: you look cute doing it, but like why, wow, what
Speaker 4: what was happening? Like, why you won't go in pro
Speaker 4: what is wrong with you? Slapping? Security's supposed to protect you.
Speaker 4: She's slapping this nigga. Nigga ain't quick enough, poud.
Speaker 3: So I tell you what, I tell you what I'm
Speaker 3: not really you know, you know I just got out
Speaker 3: of jail.
Speaker 4: Yes, you know. I just got out of jail.
Speaker 3: So it's really not too much that I could talk
Speaker 3: on that, but I will, you know, because you know,
Speaker 3: you know I was gone, girl. I was in lod
Speaker 3: of thel Brownwood County. I was cold, came out with
Speaker 3: a coughing everything I thought.
Speaker 4: I was gone for two days and I'm sitting up
Speaker 4: here as sick as a dollar. Why me? Why me?
Speaker 3: So I can't really speak too much on that, but
Speaker 3: but what I can say is that I'm I'm gonna
Speaker 3: always ut uh what he said, portray.
Speaker 4: No, protect, yes, protect, yes, me right.
Speaker 3: And if you see me out here in the streets
Speaker 3: when you know you two in the world America, whoever
Speaker 3: knows me, know where I come from and what I've
Speaker 3: done and how I've changed, you know, I'm just making
Speaker 3: sure that I'm straight and.
Speaker 4: No one hurts me, you know. So you know, the
Speaker 4: media only show you one thing.
Speaker 3: It looks like a whole lot of chaos, but you
Speaker 3: might not know what happened prior to that chaos, like
Speaker 3: five seconds before or ten seconds before. You just see
Speaker 3: like the row right and because it's me is always
Speaker 3: so much bigger than what it actually is.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and that's another big point too.
Speaker 3: So it's like, you know, even to keep going back
Speaker 3: to a you know, love and hip hop, they had you,
Speaker 3: I know that the it was a lot of tension
Speaker 3: with you on Mona because it's like she always wanted
Speaker 3: to portray you in that light, even when you were
Speaker 3: trying to change from that, even after giving birth to
Speaker 3: Bonnie and just everything you wanted to change.
Speaker 4: And then you got from under that.
Speaker 3: And then you go to Zeus and I and you
Speaker 3: know a lot of people even me for like like.
Speaker 4: Zeus want to kind of portray you in the same light.
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Do you ever feel any
Speaker 4: way about that, like how you would be for Mona
Speaker 4: about it?
Speaker 3: And then you go over in Laura Lamel, he got you,
Speaker 3: you know, looking the same way, not all the time,
Speaker 3: but like it's like negative driven. It's like it's always
Speaker 3: like that when you're so many other things and just
Speaker 3: fight her. Well, I say this, I would say this,
Speaker 3: shout out, shout out to Mona and shout out to
Speaker 3: let me.
Speaker 4: Yeah, they both gave me. I may say the opportunities.
Speaker 3: And I will also say I'm a grown person right
Speaker 3: the way I run my cabaret as far as like
Speaker 3: being on suits network, because when I did love a
Speaker 3: hip hop, I was like, you know, I was younger,
Speaker 3: I was wild, I.
Speaker 4: Was out there.
Speaker 3: So it's only but so much that and network could
Speaker 3: do for yourself to help you or break you.
Speaker 4: You know, you.
Speaker 3: Still have to act responsibilities as a human being, as
Speaker 3: a you know, for yourself. So with that, that was
Speaker 3: what it was right, and if it wasn't for love
Speaker 3: of hip hop, let's just be real.
Speaker 4: I will not be here with the cabaret.
Speaker 3: And then you know, with the cabaret, like listen, that's
Speaker 3: just how I run my motherfucking show. You know what
Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like I run my bitches to do what
Speaker 3: the fuck I tell them to do. If you can't beat,
Speaker 3: you can't be in the cabaret. Because it's like I'm
Speaker 3: giving you an opportunity, opportunity. I pay them five hundred
Speaker 3: dollars a day when they go on tour with me.
Speaker 3: If we do ten, fifteen, twenty nights and then you know,
Speaker 3: people throw once on us, they throw money. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: even get a cut out of that. I'm like, bitchy'all dance.
Speaker 3: I need to get my cut, you know I get.
Speaker 3: I need my PC for everything. So it's like with that,
Speaker 3: you know, it's that so you know when you see
Speaker 3: me on suits will lend me on the cabaret.
Speaker 4: I just think that did you see so much more of.
Speaker 3: Me running a business instead of seeing like the person
Speaker 3: of Joscelyn, Like the person of Jocelyn is different than
Speaker 3: the Johnson and that's actually running a business. So I
Speaker 3: might look like I'm row or like I'm being putting
Speaker 3: this one life, but you got to remember you're.
Speaker 4: Only seeing, like really just twenty thirty percent of my life.
Speaker 3: Because even though I got camerase out for forty six weeks,
Speaker 3: like I do right now, film me Johnson dis Cabaret
Speaker 3: season four, it's still not every single that you know,
Speaker 3: you don't see when I'm crying, you don't see when
Speaker 3: I'm taking care of my daughter. You don't see when
Speaker 3: I'm you know, working out doing yoga every day. I've
Speaker 3: been in New York and I've been doing yoga every day.
Speaker 4: With my husband.
Speaker 1: But you know, you could.
Speaker 2: I was gonna say, but you know the fact that
Speaker 2: it's your show. You can display what you want to display. Now,
Speaker 2: you can put that out there. You just ain't got
Speaker 2: to put the cabaret part. You could put that out too.
Speaker 2: And I was gonna ask you shout it out, you know,
Speaker 2: Mota Scott. I know one time you were saying, now
Speaker 2: you you and moreta go back and forth. But the
Speaker 2: fact that y'all shout her out, have y'all spoke, have
Speaker 2: y'all squashed that beef at that time, or you just
Speaker 2: let it go?
Speaker 4: You know what.
Speaker 3: I haven't talked to her, but I was doing drinks
Speaker 3: shamps like a couple of week to with Nori. And
Speaker 3: you know, Knowing is always so nice to me and
Speaker 3: my husband, and he love us and he fuck with us.
Speaker 3: We live in Miami, so he lives in Miami. We're
Speaker 3: always running to each other. And you know, when I
Speaker 3: was having an interview with the guys, you know, it
Speaker 3: was real It was very emotional, and you know, I
Speaker 3: talked about everything, and it's just like you come to
Speaker 3: a place where you grow up. I don't got to
Speaker 3: keep being mad at Mono, being mad at anybody for nothing, Like.
Speaker 4: Well, how does that help me? How does that give
Speaker 4: me any blessing?
Speaker 3: How does that make God open the door for me
Speaker 3: to get like keep opening up my third eye so
Speaker 3: I can keep pursuing my dreams and my career. How
Speaker 3: could I help young ladies in the world. You know
Speaker 3: like that, ain't you know? My biggest goal to be
Speaker 3: in life. I grew up and I always say this,
Speaker 3: I grew up in Puerto Rico. I grew up in
Speaker 3: Cattolina and says middle and Cassaido. I grew up in
Speaker 3: the ghetto, in the hood, in the trenches, and I
Speaker 3: used to be running around without no shoes and have
Speaker 3: needles hero on needles on my feet.
Speaker 4: I had to come home.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna have to pull in my My dad used
Speaker 3: to be a crack and a heroin addict. So I
Speaker 3: come from right and my dad died when I was
Speaker 3: very young. And for me, my most important thing is
Speaker 3: to showcase to the little girls that they could do it.
Speaker 4: If I did it, you could do it too.
Speaker 3: Like that's always going to be my inco because I
Speaker 3: have a daughter, and it's and its rooted deep in
Speaker 3: my heart. I want to always have be that voice
Speaker 3: of reasoning to the young girls because they know I
Speaker 3: was a mess when I first came out.
Speaker 4: But look where I come from.
Speaker 3: Look what what cards was played was given to me
Speaker 3: for me to play. It wasn't really that much many
Speaker 3: It wasn't that many options. My mom came to from
Speaker 3: Puerto Rico too, for Lauderdale with five kids already, and
Speaker 3: then you know, she got pregnant here with her six child.
Speaker 3: My mama got five every daddy and five every Daddy's like,
Speaker 3: come on, how you gotta si children with five every daddy?
Speaker 3: And you know you bring all your little kids from
Speaker 3: She left my oldest sister in New York. I mean,
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, Puerto Rico by herself when she was sixteen pregnant.
Speaker 3: So you got to remember I come from a really
Speaker 3: low income family. When I tell you low income, I
Speaker 3: mean like food stam slow income.
Speaker 4: You feel me.
Speaker 3: And so for me now, it's like all I want
Speaker 3: to do is really just do my job, do what
Speaker 3: I love to do music, TV, help the little girls,
Speaker 3: take care of Bonnie, have another child with my husband,
Speaker 3: and keep hersue with my dreams. I don't really want
Speaker 3: that much in life. I feel like I want what
Speaker 3: everybody should want. It's a good life, a good personal
Speaker 3: life with their family and their children, like I know
Speaker 3: you have with your kids and your wife and stuff
Speaker 3: like that. I don't know too much about you, but
Speaker 3: I'm sure you have my son. You know you have
Speaker 3: a son. You have a family, so you know what
Speaker 3: we're doing for it. Look today I'm here. It's all
Speaker 3: great energy. This feels this feels great to be here.
Speaker 4: With you, guys.
Speaker 3: I want to thank them both for you, because this
Speaker 3: feels great tonight, because it's like it's a real conversation. Yes,
Speaker 3: I'm an autist. Yes I do messed up things. Yes
Speaker 3: I'm out there. You might see something. Oh she crazy.
Speaker 3: I'm not crazy. I'm not doing anything. You know, I'm
Speaker 3: not gonna ever do anything that truly in my heart
Speaker 3: don't feel like I need to do, and I'm going
Speaker 3: to take the consequences afterwards.
Speaker 1: Do you do? You do you turn up for the cameras.
Speaker 1: The reason I say that.
Speaker 3: Is absolutely when people.
Speaker 1: Talk about Johnson.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I've been on flights with Jocelyn, like and
Speaker 2: she's the coolest. Commis, how's your family, how's your wife doing?
Speaker 2: So then when I turn on the TV, I'm like,
Speaker 2: that's not the person.
Speaker 4: I just it for three hours.
Speaker 1: I'm like, that's not the same person. And then if
Speaker 1: I see you on.
Speaker 4: The street, you like every house every day, come there.
Speaker 2: And then when I turn on the TV, I'm like,
Speaker 2: that's not the motherfucker I've just seen on the thing.
Speaker 1: So so you you make it your business to entertain?
Speaker 4: Can I tell you something?
Speaker 3: You could ask my family. You could ask my best
Speaker 3: friend Melissa, which is my manager, and my husband. But lissay,
Speaker 3: I am a trip. I wake up in the morning tripping.
Speaker 3: I'm tripping. I'm high off life. I'm recently clean. And
Speaker 3: when I say clean, listen, let me tell you I'm grown.
Speaker 3: I could do whatever I want. I got my stuff together.
Speaker 3: I ain't never been in the streets.
Speaker 4: Y'all. Ain't never heard that I owe nobody money. You
Speaker 4: ain't never.
Speaker 3: Heard that that that I'm broke. You ain't never heard
Speaker 3: that I ain't getting no money. You ain't never heard
Speaker 3: that I'm a junkie outside shooting up.
Speaker 4: No do I do? Did?
Speaker 3: I like to party, absolutely, still love to, but I
Speaker 3: know that I have to focus and I have to
Speaker 3: be as clean as I can to be the best
Speaker 3: that I can be. Right, but you can ass too.
Speaker 3: I don't have to have nothing in my system. I
Speaker 3: wake up with the bullshit. I'm just like a funny person.
Speaker 3: People always be like, you should be a comedian. No,
Speaker 3: I'm funny because I don't want to be a comedian.
Speaker 3: I'm funny because that's just who I am as a person.
Speaker 3: So like I do turn off for the cameras, but envy,
Speaker 3: I'm a funny ass bitch no matter what.
Speaker 4: Like, I wake up funny. I just like to have fun.
Speaker 4: I like to have fun.
Speaker 3: I think, and I'm very and you gotta remember, when
Speaker 3: I'm working on filming, I have to be very strict.
Speaker 3: And the second I get out to be strict, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna be I'm gonna be funny.
Speaker 4: I'm gonna be a bitch. I would be cracking jokes everything.
Speaker 1: Now you said you're clean. Is it?
Speaker 2: You're clean because you have your baby and you're like,
Speaker 2: I have to change or what decided you?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: You know what I want to be clean. And what
Speaker 1: does clean mean?
Speaker 4: Well, you're not clean, is not you know, you know,
Speaker 4: not doing a one.
Speaker 3: Too, yo, not doing the one too?
Speaker 4: I'm done, but not doing not doing I want to.
Speaker 2: Baby make you want to say you know what I
Speaker 2: gotta change or what was it that made Was it
Speaker 2: a scare or.
Speaker 4: It wasn't like no scared, no scared?
Speaker 3: No. I was being very cautious and I do everything
Speaker 3: very limited, you know, because I'm I'm cute as fuck.
Speaker 3: I want to stay that way, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: So I'm like, you know, i'd be like you know
Speaker 3: when I hang out with my business. You know, I'm
Speaker 3: I'm more like a social party person, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean. And I don't hang out all the time.
Speaker 3: But to answer your question, I feel so much stronger
Speaker 3: and so much better. It's like I feel like I
Speaker 3: don't need the crutches anymore. To me, the way I
Speaker 3: think about it's like a fucking crutch, and I just
Speaker 3: feel like I'm finally walking without them and I don't
Speaker 3: need them. And I feel stronger, I feel smarter, I
Speaker 3: feel sharper.
Speaker 4: Look.
Speaker 3: I finished working last night two in the morning. I
Speaker 3: went to sleep and I'm back up at seven o'clock.
Speaker 3: I told my manager just I said, bitch, I cannot
Speaker 3: believe I took a poop. I brushed my teeth, I
Speaker 3: drank some tea, I drank some water, I did some medicine.
Speaker 3: I did my haird and my makeup from seven thirty
Speaker 3: to eight thirty and got here about forty five.
Speaker 4: I said, that is not Johnson Rnanda.
Speaker 1: That's a change.
Speaker 3: That's that's evolution, that's having open that's make sure that
Speaker 3: you don't abuse any drugs. You don't abuse anything in
Speaker 3: your path that could potentially throw you off being the
Speaker 3: best you.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 3: And and so I want to know, are we ever
Speaker 3: going to see a reality show with your husband and
Speaker 3: your baby and maybe a belly, Like are we going
Speaker 3: to see that type of reality?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Because you know you don't how Bonnie on VH want
Speaker 3: on camera, did you remember that? Yes, I do remember that.
Speaker 3: I remember all of that. That's when, like I became
Speaker 3: a fan. You are so like vulnerable with us, like
Speaker 3: fans that you didn't even know you had at first,
Speaker 3: even when you were talking about your mom. I know
Speaker 3: you spoke on your mom earlier, but like even how
Speaker 3: you were even like you took yourself out of and
Speaker 3: was like she didn't know, she didn't know how to
Speaker 3: be a mom to me because at first, you know,
Speaker 3: y'all were like struggling with your relationship, and you was
Speaker 3: even like.
Speaker 4: I still struggle. I still struggle with my mom's relationship.
Speaker 3: And the reason why I do is because I feel like,
Speaker 3: you know, once you become of age, you gotta kind
Speaker 3: of like grow up.
Speaker 4: Right.
Speaker 3: It's nothing for you to be a mom and call
Speaker 3: your kid and say, look, I fucked up, let me
Speaker 3: come through. The child is really supposed to do that,
Speaker 3: because that's a You're supposed to make sure that your
Speaker 3: child is safe and sound and happy and everything.
Speaker 4: And thriving right.
Speaker 3: And so I still struggle with my mom because of that,
Speaker 3: and as much as I love her, I'm here for
Speaker 3: all my family. They can get anything from me. I
Speaker 3: would do anything for my family, any one of them.
Speaker 3: They can pick up the phone any day. Hey whatever,
Speaker 3: I'm here. I'm never gonna be an evil person and
Speaker 3: malicious person that if you I'm doing my thing, if
Speaker 3: you know, I ain't gonna never be like that. But
Speaker 3: what I will do, I will make sure that I'm
Speaker 3: a better parent to my daughter, and I will make
Speaker 3: sure that I focus on what my heart and my
Speaker 3: mind and my writing, which I write every day always.
Speaker 3: You can always write what you're gonna do for the day.
Speaker 3: Every day I wake up, I write.
Speaker 4: What I'm gonna do. I walk around with a book.
Speaker 3: This is what I'm gonna do today. And you be
Speaker 3: so surprised. Everything I write that I'm going to do,
Speaker 3: I do it. Do it on a daily basis. I
Speaker 3: wake up, I'm doing this today. I get it done.
Speaker 3: And so for me, if I focus on that while
Speaker 3: everybody that's my family or friends or around me, while
Speaker 3: y'all get y'all stuff together, I'm gonna get my stuff together,
Speaker 3: and when everything comes back to normal, then we will
Speaker 3: be all right. But like, I can't focus on the negativity,
Speaker 3: even if it's my parents or my family, because for me,
Speaker 3: it's just taking me away from the distraction.
Speaker 4: That's a big distraction.
Speaker 2: I want to ask you know, after the Floyd fight,
Speaker 2: we spoke about your relationship with your husband, right, and
Speaker 2: I want to ask you about that because what we
Speaker 2: said was and this is what I said on a
Speaker 2: I said, you know, regardless me and my wife, if
Speaker 2: my wife swing I swing, there's no question and without
Speaker 2: talking about that in because I know you can't talk
Speaker 2: about that internet, But how how is your relationship? So
Speaker 2: because I look at my wife as not only as
Speaker 2: my wife, my lover, she's my sister, she's my best friend.
Speaker 2: So if she swing, I'm swinging. And then when we
Speaker 2: get home, I got to find out if she was
Speaker 2: right or wrong. That's just how our relationship works. But
Speaker 2: how how is your.
Speaker 1: Relationship when it comes to those type of things?
Speaker 2: Because you are on TV and you are you know,
Speaker 2: taped all the time, and you are out and about,
Speaker 2: So how is that relationship with you and you and
Speaker 2: your man?
Speaker 3: Well, shout out to relistic. He is the man of
Speaker 3: my dreams envy. I love that man.
Speaker 4: How she did a day dream? I love that.
Speaker 3: We know, but the relationship is says, I'm gonna tell
Speaker 3: you like this. If he swings on a man, I'm swinging.
Speaker 3: If I swing, he don't swing. It's just that he
Speaker 3: always there in the moment by me making sure that
Speaker 3: don't nobody else.
Speaker 4: But the person that is involved is not doing nothing.
Speaker 1: Say he just gonna hold the other girl.
Speaker 4: But no, no, no, never never never never. Now he'll
Speaker 4: be like why the fuck is you here? He gonna be,
Speaker 4: he gonna stay in the bit. Why is you here?
Speaker 3: Now? You know, johnsonly don't want your ass here, you know.
Speaker 3: But my man is a very respectful man. He's been
Speaker 3: around all the ladies from the cabaret. He's a trusted
Speaker 3: man and he's a real man.
Speaker 4: He will not swing on a lady.
Speaker 3: And he's never swung on old lady if he looks
Speaker 3: at the heat of the moment where he might be
Speaker 3: screaming on their holding making sure that don't nobody else
Speaker 3: do anything to me. He gonna always do that as
Speaker 3: a man, because that's what a man is supposed to do,
Speaker 3: you know. And he's so strong, he's got all the
Speaker 3: African power. If he's swings on a lady.
Speaker 4: She's dead.
Speaker 3: Look at that man, That man six feet sometime two
Speaker 3: hundred and some pounds. He's a big, old strong man,
Speaker 3: you know. So he know better than that.
Speaker 2: He doesn't do it now, you know, without talking about
Speaker 2: the incident. But you perform that night I performed.
Speaker 3: That was my first time performing at an arena. Shout
Speaker 3: out to let me for letting me do that, because
Speaker 3: I asked, let me, let me let well, from the
Speaker 3: Owner Suits network. He put the fight together and I
Speaker 3: was like, oh my gosh, let me. Can I perform there?
Speaker 3: And he was like sure, was.
Speaker 2: Like, how was that performance? Yeah, butterflies, because I mean
Speaker 2: you perform, I mean you not.
Speaker 3: I perform in my shows that people know my music
Speaker 3: and they come to see me and pay to see me.
Speaker 3: I never performed in a place where they go you
Speaker 3: feel me. So that was my first time. So I
Speaker 3: was I was nervous. But we've been practicing because I'm
Speaker 3: also filming the cabaret here in New York.
Speaker 4: So we've been dancing every day and it went really good.
Speaker 3: And then actually the girls I had just picked four
Speaker 3: dancers that I just met him in New York to
Speaker 3: dance with me.
Speaker 4: So we we learned that routine twenty four hours prior.
Speaker 4: You trust on them and not even I mean.
Speaker 3: I gotta trust something if I want to if I
Speaker 3: wanted to go well and it went well, look it
Speaker 3: would look.
Speaker 4: Here's what I can't say. When I did my first song,
Speaker 4: they were.
Speaker 3: Clapping like the rhythm and they clapping for me. This
Speaker 3: is this is this is good stuff. These people don't
Speaker 3: know my mean this all people coming to see people
Speaker 3: fight like all people don't be out there really just
Speaker 3: knowing what you know, like an underground artist on myself
Speaker 3: is really doing like yeah they might have heard my song,
Speaker 3: do it like if you'll be there, I want to
Speaker 3: write in their grandkids, you know house or the children house,
Speaker 3: but not like that. But you don't know, you don't know,
Speaker 3: you could have, you don't know. Some of them old
Speaker 3: people was probably leaving it.
Speaker 4: They were like, yeah, whatever, you never know that would happen.
Speaker 4: I was like many fasts, so I was. I was
Speaker 4: excited about that.
Speaker 3: I did like a three songs said because I only
Speaker 3: had like seven minutes and thirty seconds, and I.
Speaker 4: Thought it was great.
Speaker 1: Now when you drunk that night, because people asked were
Speaker 1: you drunk?
Speaker 4: I had let me tell you her.
Speaker 3: I always love to say I wasn't drunk, but I
Speaker 3: would have one or two drinks and for some reason,
Speaker 3: and I think because I'm not chasing it with any drugs,
Speaker 3: it just hits me so much harder because I remember
Speaker 3: when I used to be on my ship.
Speaker 4: I could drink ten drinks. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: I could drink drinks. But it's not like I tell
Speaker 4: my husband, Oh my gosh, I got a headache. How
Speaker 4: many drinks? You only?
Speaker 3: I like to drinks had a fucking headache? I would
Speaker 3: have they with a headache. It's like it's like my
Speaker 3: brain just don't want to go back.
Speaker 2: It's called age.
Speaker 3: That's what it's called age.
Speaker 4: Drinks. I gotta ask you this.
Speaker 3: Okay, So how is your co parents and relationship with Stevie?
Speaker 4: I was that? How were y'all? I mean, you know,
Speaker 4: I don't really never talk to him.
Speaker 3: He talks to Bonnie on the phone and uh, you know,
Speaker 3: he says, sir, I have I have primary custody of Bonnie.
Speaker 3: I have physical custody of Bonnie. And he's seen her life.
Speaker 3: He's you know, he has the right to see her
Speaker 3: when he wants to. So I think I think it's
Speaker 3: pretty cool.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think it's good.
Speaker 3: And you know, my husband being with Bonnie since she
Speaker 3: was six months and he's been taking care of her
Speaker 3: because I mean, and my husband when Bonnie was like
Speaker 3: six two eight months, it was she was like a
Speaker 3: like a.
Speaker 4: Little toddler, like a little baby, not even a talent.
Speaker 4: She was a baby.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And so you know, she loves she loves my husband,
Speaker 3: and you know, she has a great relationship with her dad.
Speaker 4: I'm sure she loves him too, so sure. I mean
Speaker 4: I think I think it's great she has two dads.
Speaker 4: I mean I never put it that way because.
Speaker 1: She does.
Speaker 2: This day all the time. It's just two dads. Yeah, Now,
Speaker 2: what made you do college?
Speaker 4: Hell?
Speaker 1: Did you want to go back to school? Was that
Speaker 1: one of it? Was that one of your dreams? Like
Speaker 1: I want to can I tell you something?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 1: Really yes?
Speaker 3: And I told my husband, I'm like, damn, I got
Speaker 3: the opportunity to go back to school.
Speaker 1: I never went.
Speaker 4: First of all, I didn't even finish high school. Y'all.
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm very smart though, I got ownership for all.
Speaker 2: You gotta go get your g D first before you
Speaker 2: are But you skipped the g D. You went to college.
Speaker 2: Tell us that experience so well.
Speaker 4: First of all, it was a great experience.
Speaker 3: Because HBCU, A lot of people always see, this is
Speaker 3: something I need to clarify.
Speaker 4: Maybe I need to do it at the Breafast Club,
Speaker 4: which I.
Speaker 3: Too, because I've always considered myself a black woman. But
Speaker 3: I was born in Puerto Rico and I speak Spanish.
Speaker 3: My first language is Spanish. But that's that doesn't take
Speaker 3: away from the pack. And I walk in the building,
Speaker 3: people look at me and they say, that is a
Speaker 3: black woman, right, and so I always been cool and
Speaker 3: love to be.
Speaker 4: A black woman.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And they'd be like, afle latino, no bitch, I
Speaker 3: don't have an afro.
Speaker 4: I don't have an afro. I don't have an afro.
Speaker 3: And I am a black woman that was born in
Speaker 3: the island of Puerto Rico that speak Spanish.
Speaker 4: And I teach my.
Speaker 2: Daughter, my daughter will confused out of somebody right now.
Speaker 2: But but why because you're Puerto Rican.
Speaker 3: I am Puerto Rican. But back to the HBCU. In
Speaker 3: the HBCU, you know what I learned. I learned that
Speaker 3: the Puerto Ricans, the people that were born in Puerto
Speaker 3: Rico that were black two and back in the days,
Speaker 3: Back in those days, there were definitely Afro Latinos because
Speaker 3: they always used to wear you know, the the big here.
Speaker 3: But you know that the the black African American and
Speaker 3: the Puerto Ricas they were tight. You know that when
Speaker 3: they were trying to do everything with the freeing the
Speaker 3: Negro and stuff like that.
Speaker 4: That's the stuff that I learned at the HBCU. In
Speaker 4: the Alabama.
Speaker 3: You know, they were kind of telling us how the
Speaker 3: black Spanish and the black African American came together and
Speaker 3: they were so much tighter than we actually are now.
Speaker 3: But me, I consider myself, Yeah, I consider myself a
Speaker 3: black woman that was born in Puerto Ricano. Yes I'm
Speaker 3: Latina because of course I see Spanish and I'm Latin.
Speaker 3: But for me, it's more than just saying that. For me,
Speaker 3: it's just that I'm proud to be black, whether I'm
Speaker 3: Spanish or not. And I just feel like a lot
Speaker 3: of people just have a problem with me being so
Speaker 3: proud to be black. What's your with me proud that
Speaker 3: I have that I have this, that I have this color, Like,
Speaker 3: what's the problem? And was that what kind of like
Speaker 3: takes you off with Amber? Like because I kind of
Speaker 3: seen that.
Speaker 4: It was like.
Speaker 1: Even like what happened because I don't know what to
Speaker 1: what happened.
Speaker 4: With I mean, I didn't have the camera. I wasn't
Speaker 4: in their class, so I don't know. She was like
Speaker 4: selling her like, yo, like you don't want to be black,
Speaker 4: you don't want to be black.
Speaker 1: I've seen you told am, but she didn't want to
Speaker 1: be black.
Speaker 4: But I've seen previous.
Speaker 3: You know, like it's been years, everybody. It's not no
Speaker 3: damn secret, you know, Am. But really she you know,
Speaker 3: she don't she like to dismiss the black side of her.
Speaker 4: I mean, it is what it is. I mean, she
Speaker 4: wasn't lying. I guess that's just a trigger, you know
Speaker 4: what I mean, you was lying. I wasn't lying. I
Speaker 4: wasn't lying because I wasn't lying.
Speaker 3: And you know, I wasn't lying because we were talking
Speaker 3: about the black the black ship being black. And I
Speaker 3: just have to let the bitch know. Bitch, you don't
Speaker 3: want to be black. You came out of a big
Speaker 3: black pussy, just like I did. My mama got a
Speaker 3: big old black pussy. She's a Puerto Rican woman, but
Speaker 3: that lady black and her mama was blacker than these
Speaker 3: motherfucking table my mama. So I come out of black pussies.
Speaker 3: You came out of a black pussy. But you don't
Speaker 3: want to You don't want to say you're black. That's
Speaker 3: weird to me. That's so weird to me. That's so
Speaker 3: weird to me. I don't care what your color. I
Speaker 3: always thought she considered herself like to I really seen
Speaker 3: that she was a Karen.
Speaker 4: When I got there, I was like, whoa, whoa, whoa.
Speaker 4: It was just pretty woa whoa said I was crazy
Speaker 4: to find out that she was a Karen.
Speaker 2: Do what me and Karen like she she did not
Speaker 2: respect black rights? Were like because I didn't see that
Speaker 2: the show, So I'm confused. So I want you to
Speaker 2: tell me because I don't know.
Speaker 4: You know what a Karen is? Yeah, I do, but
Speaker 4: then that's what she is, Okay, Yeah, I'm telling you yo.
Speaker 3: It's just I'm not the only one that said that
Speaker 3: you can go get this ship come up.
Speaker 4: It was just yeah, it was like it was you
Speaker 4: were just seeing that for the first time there. But
Speaker 4: then I said that.
Speaker 3: For the first time to her, like period, like when
Speaker 3: she was getting upset about what I was saying the joke,
Speaker 3: I was being ignorant as fucking school.
Speaker 4: Sometimes you go to school, you would you want.
Speaker 3: To be ignorant, you want to be in glass Because
Speaker 3: I was just talking ship, I was like, man, I'm
Speaker 3: the biggest. I got up that day. I said I'm
Speaker 3: the biggest man and they were all hating. I was like, man,
Speaker 3: I'm bigger than I'm the biggest. I said, I was
Speaker 3: going to be what I said I was doing. When
Speaker 3: I said I was going to do what I'm doing,
Speaker 3: I put that in my heart in my mind when
Speaker 3: I was five, I'm the biggest.
Speaker 4: They're all back there like this. I'm like, I don't
Speaker 4: know what the fuck you're looking at me like that.
Speaker 3: I'm talking to the professor telling me the professor when
Speaker 3: my heart was at we were talking about some work, right,
Speaker 3: and so you all fall off from work, and so
Speaker 3: it was a poem by the black African American man
Speaker 3: that used to write a poem because he's the HBCU.
Speaker 3: And he was talking about the poor I've been coming
Speaker 3: to perm like you know, like a prone, like a
Speaker 3: saggy like old proom.
Speaker 1: Yeah, prooe he was.
Speaker 3: She was talking about the prone that the professor was
Speaker 3: talking about the poem, and I said, yeah, no, I
Speaker 3: ain't gonna I said, I said, I know.
Speaker 4: A lot of poems.
Speaker 1: Ye with me, I'm the biggest.
Speaker 4: They ain't like that. Everybody started to be with me.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: It was automatic tension and it was all that mad attention.
Speaker 1: I would and I would be I definitely kick you
Speaker 1: out my class. You're standing up talking about the biggest
Speaker 1: talking about her poem. On black HBC poem and you talking.
Speaker 2: I'm the biggest, definitely would have gone out of my class.
Speaker 4: I'm gonna tell you why I said that, Envy.
Speaker 3: I said that I was the biggest because the poem
Speaker 3: has something to do with people not following third dreams
Speaker 3: and been coming prunes, and I was speaking of not
Speaker 3: becoming your dream is I mean, I'm not following your dream.
Speaker 4: You could just sit there and become a prum if you.
Speaker 3: Don't follow your trains because of what other people say
Speaker 3: got you. That's what the HBCU class was about. Talking
Speaker 3: that day on the day that I told the bitch
Speaker 3: she's a car. That's that's that's how we got there.
Speaker 2: Then y'all got into a Philly in Miami scuffle. We
Speaker 2: got a little scuffle scuffle.
Speaker 3: Listen that Joan is not from the part of Philly
Speaker 3: that you think she's from.
Speaker 4: And yo, I it's not.
Speaker 1: Johnson practice.
Speaker 3: But the only thing I practiced is my bullet points
Speaker 3: that I'm supposed to speak on. I don't practice nothing else.
Speaker 3: Everything else is gonna always be me. And you should
Speaker 3: know that that john that.
Speaker 4: You know, her husband is a Philly So you know,
Speaker 4: I know if you want really. Okay, that's now.
Speaker 1: I gotta ask you, big LEXI don't know.
Speaker 4: That whole, okay, period, I really.
Speaker 1: Want to know who she's I didn't really know who
Speaker 1: she is. I don't know.
Speaker 4: I don't know that.
Speaker 1: I wanted to know what you know.
Speaker 4: We don't know, we don't know. We don't know her.
Speaker 4: I never knew, we never know her. We don't know who.
Speaker 4: We don't know who that is. I didn't know.
Speaker 1: I didn't know.
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm just trying to figure out because I know I googled.
Speaker 2: I seemed like that night I googled and I seen,
Speaker 2: and I was trying to figure out.
Speaker 4: We don't know that whole. I don't know. I don't know.
Speaker 4: Let me see, I don't even say nothing about No,
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I was looking.
Speaker 4: But we're going to the show tonight. I want you
Speaker 4: to come to the show. I promise you, guys.
Speaker 3: I will have you guys, whatever you guys want, bottles,
Speaker 3: anything that you drink, Melissa, but come.
Speaker 4: On, man, listen, all right, all right, come on and
Speaker 4: did you Amma?
Speaker 3: Don't don't act like you got too much going on
Speaker 3: or you got too much money to come see I
Speaker 3: don't don't don't, don't act like that, don't do don't
Speaker 3: do all of that the last night, because the last
Speaker 3: night you already didn't go to one of the tour dates.
Speaker 1: Like, come on, I definitely feel safe. I know nothing
Speaker 1: gonna happen.
Speaker 4: Yeah, we say.
Speaker 1: That job, we're good.
Speaker 4: Right behind you. We're going in behind her.
Speaker 2: So I was gonna ask Love and Hip Hop, would
Speaker 2: you ever do it again? It seems like the ratings.
Speaker 2: Literally I want to go do it.
Speaker 4: I want to do it right now. Oh please, I
Speaker 4: would Now, whoever charge.
Speaker 3: Of leven Hip, I come the princess. I'm gonna coming
Speaker 3: through and ballistic.
Speaker 1: It's cool going on there and having the family and
Speaker 1: everything accent listen, like, look, man, I'm already this far
Speaker 1: in that too.
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna say they need some more ratings, and
Speaker 3: I just I need her to go ahead on over there.
Speaker 3: You should I go to the one in Miami or
Speaker 3: the one in Atlanta. Miami turned up anyone because I
Speaker 3: live in Miami.
Speaker 4: Please you you gave you, you don't.
Speaker 3: Owe nothing else to Atlanta, and you already put that
Speaker 3: franchise on the miss app.
Speaker 4: I need you to do Miami. I do I do.
Speaker 2: Why not are you making money off the mook shot?
Speaker 2: They said that you were hut.
Speaker 3: Everybody get listen, Jocelyn Gavalry Tour dot Com.
Speaker 4: I should have brought you something. Listen. Why ain't waring?
Speaker 4: Why win bring Jessica now? Actually okay, all right, she's like,
Speaker 4: well they'll be there tonight.
Speaker 1: That's the manager.
Speaker 3: But for Jessica, she should have brought you one though. Okay,
Speaker 3: so you're selling I am, and it's gonna make it.
Speaker 4: Listen.
Speaker 3: Can you please go download that there right there, because
Speaker 3: you're gonna it's gonna look good. I had on the
Speaker 3: louver Time briefcase with the louisver Time shoes and the
Speaker 3: louisver Time glasses and and and the gene Now for oh.
Speaker 4: I was flying. It was show. Oh yeah, but I
Speaker 4: thought I was saying Patty and killing it. Yeah, thank you,
Speaker 4: thank you, thank you.
Speaker 3: So got your t shirts? Yeah, Johnson discave right to
Speaker 3: dot com. You can go get them, but not be
Speaker 3: for real. I really am coming through the night though.
Speaker 3: I I ain't gonna be with him. Me and my
Speaker 3: little sister be straight.
Speaker 4: We canna come, yes, and Melissa and Melissa, you're gonna
Speaker 4: make sure that I got you.
Speaker 3: Thank you, you're good.
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, I'm good. I asked everything I.
Speaker 1: Wanted to Joson. We appreciate you for joining us. Thank
Speaker 1: you so much. Yeah, we really appreciate you.
Speaker 2: And like I said, I see you all the time
Speaker 2: and and you're so calm and so nice.
Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna front you. Gotta you.
Speaker 2: You might want to get in boxing after this is all.
Speaker 2: You might just want to just maybe even you know
Speaker 2: a couple of those.
Speaker 4: Can I truly tell you something?
Speaker 3: If I didn't, if I wasn't an autist and I
Speaker 3: didn't care about breaking my face, I would do UFC.
Speaker 4: Oh, yeah I would. I would do UFC. I want
Speaker 4: to box. I would do UFC. But I can't.
Speaker 3: I told my husband all the time, and her I'll
Speaker 3: be like, I would do it, but I can't because
Speaker 3: the first thing is going to break on me is
Speaker 3: my nose and then's.
Speaker 4: But she is so fixed. She could set it up
Speaker 4: how she want to set it up, and she know
Speaker 4: that is not fair. No, that's why I said wrestling.
Speaker 4: I mean, because she can do wrestling and that that's
Speaker 4: big money. No, I would.
Speaker 3: Do you break this bitches down.
Speaker 4: A great fighter listen.
Speaker 3: You know, you know what I told somebody the other day,
Speaker 3: I said, because I told somebody, I said, bitch, you
Speaker 3: do karate, don't you ain't gonna do no more fucking
Speaker 3: karate in me?
Speaker 4: Bitch. I don't know karate, but bitch, I know.
Speaker 3: Crazy, all right, I know crazy.
Speaker 4: You know you know what's his name? Said that?
Speaker 3: What's the singer name, James Brown in the song? I
Speaker 3: don't know karate, bitch, but I know crazy.
Speaker 4: You know James Brown?
Speaker 3: To you?
Speaker 2: I know that's right, ladies and gentlemen. Oh last question
Speaker 2: is that your security go out there? That was out
Speaker 2: there at the fight that night?
Speaker 4: You know what, I troubled with about twenty security guards.
Speaker 2: So I'm not sure you know which one I'm talking about.
Speaker 2: I'm talking about the three pizza? Is that the one
Speaker 2: right there? The three pizza?
Speaker 4: And this is it a slap slap test that they
Speaker 4: gotta get? Cannot stay y'all to y'all so funny? Why
Speaker 4: is y'all so funny?
Speaker 1: When I see them? I noticed before I noticed you.
Speaker 4: I said, it's like, no, we want to be like
Speaker 4: you're good, good water, no ship like that that. I
Speaker 4: don't want to do as that ship. I'm gonna tell
Speaker 4: you they got plenty of money from the suits. They'll
Speaker 4: be just fine. Right. We know that ship, we.
Speaker 1: Know, ladies and gentlemen. It's Johnson and.
Speaker 3: Ireland, the Puerto Rican Princess, the biggest, it's the Breakfast Cloagan.
Speaker 3: You