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Speaker 1: Hutchinson and a teen is charged is a child pornographer
Speaker 1: for sexting a video of herself to her friends. A
Speaker 1: court ruled this is according to buzz feed News. For
Speaker 1: the first time, the Maryland Court of Appeal said it
Speaker 1: had to grapple with applying the state's child pornography laws
Speaker 1: to miners who can centrally engage in sexting. A teen
Speaker 1: who texted her her friends a video of engaging in
Speaker 1: a consensual sex act is considered a child pornographer under
Speaker 1: Maryland's eight law. The highest Court ruled wednesday for the
Speaker 1: first time the appeals that it had to grapple with
Speaker 1: applying the law to the kid. That's what I just said.
Speaker 1: The court decided that the state's child pornography statute does
Speaker 1: apply to a sixteen year old girl who texted a
Speaker 1: one minute video herself to her teenage best friends. Look
Speaker 1: what I can do a guys again, suck a deck.
Speaker 1: In the video, she has seen performing a consensual sexual
Speaker 1: act on a mail If it's eating his ass, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be really impressed, but I'm probably sure it's sucking
Speaker 1: his dick. In his opinion, Judge Joseph Getty, Oh, Judge Joseph,
Speaker 1: he hasn't gotten laid in along non in a while,
Speaker 1: said that the court who after he masturbated the video.
Speaker 1: He said that the court had to contend with his question.
Speaker 1: Can a minor legally engage in consensual sexual activity be
Speaker 1: his or home her own pornographer through the act of sexting,
Speaker 1: I mean, being my own pornographer. That just sounds empowering. Um.
Speaker 1: In a six to one ruling, the judge decided that
Speaker 1: the answer was yes, despite considering complexities of the socio
Speaker 1: culture phenomenon of sexting by miners. Guys, if you do better,
Speaker 1: have gotten in trouble. What dude was sucking well fucking now, Yeah,
Speaker 1: he's probably fine. He probably plays a cross and he's fine. Uh.
Speaker 1: Maryland is one of twenty two states that has not
Speaker 1: passed legislation to amend its child pornography statute since the
Speaker 1: event of sexting. The court noted, oh, that's a pretty
Speaker 1: fucking important note. You guys. We we've been making these
Speaker 1: laws and then ship changes. Then you got cell phone,
Speaker 1: you got a little pocket in your computer, pocket pocket
Speaker 1: in your computer, and you're gonna sex with it. Okay,
Speaker 1: just get over it, make roll, make laws. And also
Speaker 1: there's so much other's ship to be worrying about. Um.
Speaker 1: The Charles County States Attorney reviewed the case and charged
Speaker 1: her as a juvenile under the child Pornography and Obscenity statues.
Speaker 1: A juvenile court then determined that sk was involved in
Speaker 1: a delinquent act, which would be a crime if committed
Speaker 1: by an adult. What that doesn't make sense. She did
Speaker 1: not have to register as a sex offender, but was
Speaker 1: placed on electronic monitoring and pro basition, she had to
Speaker 1: undergo weekly drug tests and take an anger management class
Speaker 1: as part of appropriation. What does that have to do
Speaker 1: a sucking day? Yo, when we're mad, we ain't sucking
Speaker 1: a dick. You guys need to all know that girl
Speaker 1: needs anger management for sucking a dick. If I'm stuck
Speaker 1: at a dick, it's usually because I'm in a pretty
Speaker 1: great mood. Yeah, if anything sad, and it's definitely not anger.
Speaker 1: I mean, you can't suck a dick with anger, you're
Speaker 1: bite it off exactly. So anyway, guys, I hope you're
Speaker 1: being great out there, but just remember, if you're under eighteen,
Speaker 1: look up your state's pornography laws because, uh, you might
Speaker 1: be fucked. Yeah, I mean, if you're just if you're
Speaker 1: under eighteen, just you know, do the sexual acts, not
Speaker 1: on video, do it in person. I would, it's my recommendation. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's really not a great idea. And also I'm guessing
Speaker 1: you're not that great at it, so you don't need
Speaker 1: it on video tape. No sixteen year old is good
Speaker 1: at sucking a dick, And if you are, it's creepy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: something bad happened, something not great, or you really are
Speaker 1: studious and watched a lot of videos, but even that,
Speaker 1: it's like your kid go outside and play pretend. Yeah.
Speaker 1: And if you're capable of watching videos and then emulating
Speaker 1: it to that level, you think of all you could
Speaker 1: be achieving and stuff. Could be a sketch writer, you could,
Speaker 1: you could build set. I like, that's the first thing
Speaker 1: you thought, is right, a sketch? Yeah, right, a sketch
Speaker 1: and make a video. You could be president. You could
Speaker 1: be president as well. Yeah, but not if that video
Speaker 1: you sucking dick gets out. Sorry, that's the world we
Speaker 1: live in. Girl. You could work it, Dwayne read it's
Speaker 1: that you suck a dick on video, but don't do it. Okay,
Speaker 1: come see us live, everybody. We don't have a date
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Speaker 1: This week we just give some uh stuff away about
Speaker 1: Taylor Swift, some little some little anecdotes that we've heard
Speaker 1: in our travels. Additionally, uh, September ninety one, maybe longer,
Speaker 1: I'll be in Toronto at JFL forty two. Well, seriously,
Speaker 1: they keep adding shows and not telling me when I'm big.
Speaker 1: I'm probably the person who needs to know that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So just for last forty two in Toronto, and then Thursday,
Speaker 1: October tenth, I'll be in Newport, Rhode Island for the
Speaker 1: Rhogue Island Comedy Festival. And then right from there, I
Speaker 1: will be going to Nashville, UH to headline Zanies Friday
Speaker 1: October eleven and Saturday October twelfth. Make sure to check
Speaker 1: that out. I'll put all those dates on something, and
Speaker 1: I'll put on Instagram or something. You know, you get
Speaker 1: it all right? Uh? And then we have an email
Speaker 1: from a funker. Subject is can someone just eat my
Speaker 1: bloody pussy. Maybe Hello, ladies. Sorry if it appears I
Speaker 1: am yelling at you, but I'm just yelling in general
Speaker 1: because I'm so frustrated. My name is Autumn, you can
Speaker 1: say if us just not my last name. I am
Speaker 1: a twenty three year old woman living in New York,
Speaker 1: so I never realized how important oral sex was to
Speaker 1: our relationship until recently. I had UH next Planing put
Speaker 1: into my arm about two months ago, and everything has
Speaker 1: been fine for me emotionally, because pills made me have
Speaker 1: a cardi b attitude toward everyone I met. I researched
Speaker 1: it for a long time. I felt it was the
Speaker 1: best option for me. My partner is mature and has
Speaker 1: never made any negative comments regarding period sex or has
Speaker 1: let it be a barrier in intimacy. However, since having
Speaker 1: next plan and put in two months ago, I have
Speaker 1: been bleeding every single day. I handle it because I can,
Speaker 1: but I am so sexually frustrated. We moved in together
Speaker 1: a few weeks ago, so this is at the forefront
Speaker 1: of all my thoughts what we cohabitate. I don't like
Speaker 1: to hold my partners um to the standard of ex's
Speaker 1: because it's unfair and their excess for a reason. The
Speaker 1: two boy ex boyfriends and three year olds I have
Speaker 1: had have both requested I wear a tampon during my
Speaker 1: period so they can still go down on me. From
Speaker 1: the start of my sexual experience, this has been normalized
Speaker 1: for me. However, I'm completely ridiculous to be annoyed that
Speaker 1: my part nor has not offered to do this me.
Speaker 1: Is it completely ridiculous, I think me and I admit
Speaker 1: I can see how it is kind of gross, But
Speaker 1: if two asshole boys in their twenties can do what
Speaker 1: I expect more from a thirty year old man without
Speaker 1: pussy in time, I feel lonely and isolated within my relationship.
Speaker 1: We are still having sex, however, I feel that intimacy
Speaker 1: peace is missing, and I feel sadness. I never realized
Speaker 1: how important and integral this was to our relationship. It's
Speaker 1: something he loves doing, and it's constantly begging to go
Speaker 1: down on me and praise my puss, which I love.
Speaker 1: But I just want him to love when it's bloody too.
Speaker 1: I got on a rant, but basically, is it unfair
Speaker 1: of me to ask this of my partner? Is this
Speaker 1: a disgusting request? I've been with men who are turned
Speaker 1: off by my periods and relationships ended from there. For
Speaker 1: other listeners the next planet, spotting slash bleeding ranges from
Speaker 1: person to person. I work in a sexual health center.
Speaker 1: Sometimes people have no have normal periods, no periods at all,
Speaker 1: spotting for six months or spotting for a week. Upon insertion, okay,
Speaker 1: that's I was gonna say, like, make sure it was
Speaker 1: a doctor, that that's okay that you're still bleeding, because
Speaker 1: I was gonna be my first thing. I've never had
Speaker 1: a guy go down on me when I'm on my period,
Speaker 1: when I have a tampon in, but um, I just
Speaker 1: kind of assumed that we don't do that, um because
Speaker 1: I like, if I'm sweaty or if I'm like having showered, Like,
Speaker 1: I don't want a guy going down on me because
Speaker 1: I don't want to have to worry about what he's experiencing.
Speaker 1: So I need to I need to be in good
Speaker 1: working order. So I personally I have never but I've
Speaker 1: also never had a guy even offer, So I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's a young guy thing. Well, I mean
Speaker 1: we'll know, because one guy in his four as I'm
Speaker 1: seeing said he did that to somebody I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: that's nice. Yeah, it depends. I mean, like in my
Speaker 1: inspirit experience, it's older guys who are more willing to
Speaker 1: do stuff like that. However, I also have never dated
Speaker 1: someone even when I was in my uh three, I
Speaker 1: never dated someone of that age, so I have no
Speaker 1: idea how they act. My my uh knowledge of that
Speaker 1: starts like twenty six. Also, I think millennial guys for
Speaker 1: all the issues I have with them as far as like,
Speaker 1: you know, not being man um, I'm just kidding guys
Speaker 1: kind of um, but they I think they are really
Speaker 1: good about stuff like that and exploring sexuality, putting things
Speaker 1: in the butt, stuff like being open and that, and
Speaker 1: that goes with like, you know, being emotionally opened. Uh
Speaker 1: So that goes hand in hand and I think that's great. Um.
Speaker 1: And the couple of people in their early twenties that
Speaker 1: I have talked to on dating apps who express interest
Speaker 1: in me have been really fucking cool. I have a
Speaker 1: good friend who I hang out with a lot, who's
Speaker 1: like twenty two years old, fucking awesome. I think he
Speaker 1: would be like a great partner, not for me, just
Speaker 1: because I don't want to. You don't want to have
Speaker 1: boyfriend who's ten years younger than me. But for someone
Speaker 1: um that being said, I'm I'm very comfortable with blood.
Speaker 1: You know, I like blood play. Uh, this is gross
Speaker 1: to me. I think it's pretty gross. Uh, and if
Speaker 1: people are into it, I don't wanna you know, you
Speaker 1: know there's a I don't want to get you. The
Speaker 1: tampon to me makes it grosser. I see the tampons
Speaker 1: makes it safer. I thought of a tampon string like
Speaker 1: dangling in my I'm a woman. I wouldn't want my
Speaker 1: own tampon string dangling in my face while getting someone
Speaker 1: out that. I think it's fucking gross. I know what
Speaker 1: goes on with periods, and like, of course the process
Speaker 1: is not gross, but it's like it's all in the
Speaker 1: same area. And you know, if you're doing piss blood shit,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go piss before I go blood or ship
Speaker 1: any times. Blood from your vagina for sure, because it's different.
Speaker 1: Like it's not like you know, it's different, it's different.
Speaker 1: Textures differ saying it's shedding uterine lining it's not beautiful,
Speaker 1: but there is hygiene involved here. Hygiene Well, I mean
Speaker 1: thinking about an illustration that you can create life. That's
Speaker 1: that's that's what I'm thinking of when I think administration,
Speaker 1: and I think when people shop on it. That's what
Speaker 1: um is. You know, perhaps offensive or u and you
Speaker 1: know women are women's bodies are going through a lot
Speaker 1: so that we can create life. But periods are powerful, sure,
Speaker 1: and I never want to say that, but this is
Speaker 1: like something that you It's cool if someone wants to
Speaker 1: do it, but you can never require this of a partner. However,
Speaker 1: if it's just spotting, like I've had someone. I never
Speaker 1: had people go down on me during full period, but yes,
Speaker 1: at the very beginning or the very end, when it's
Speaker 1: very light, I have had people do it. I give
Speaker 1: them my heads up and then to me it's their
Speaker 1: choice from there. Um, period sex. If I'm with a partner, yes,
Speaker 1: I require you have to period sexy because it's your dick,
Speaker 1: and your dick is probably dirtying the dirty or my
Speaker 1: vagina on any goddamn day. Mouth to put your mouth
Speaker 1: on something. Can you imagine if someone's dick was bleeding.
Speaker 1: I would not put my mouth on that. I just
Speaker 1: I don't think I would either. But if you put
Speaker 1: your mouth on my clip, that's not you know, it's
Speaker 1: it's you know, they're close. It depends exactly, and so
Speaker 1: it's you know this, I don't end putting like a
Speaker 1: diva cup or something some fucking thing. It just seems
Speaker 1: like it's really important to you. So I think this
Speaker 1: is something that specifically is important to you. Yeah, if
Speaker 1: you feel lonely because your boyfriend, your boyfriend hasn't been
Speaker 1: able to go down on you or won't go down
Speaker 1: on you right now because you're spotting, you're bleeding, then
Speaker 1: that's yeah. Then then that's that takes precedence, that's something
Speaker 1: that means a lot to you. It's how you connect sexually,
Speaker 1: and it's how you feel bonded with your partner. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And spotting is different than because it's not your full
Speaker 1: period to like the not to be gross, but the
Speaker 1: chunks aren't going to be coming out. Spotting is very
Speaker 1: Spotting is very light. Um, And I think that, like,
Speaker 1: you know, I would stamp on in put the string
Speaker 1: in between you about snip the string a little bit,
Speaker 1: snippet not so much so that you out, but yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know. Yeah, just like I don't want to
Speaker 1: stamp on near my face. I think that's gross. But whatever,
Speaker 1: whatever it is you can do. Um, yeah, I think
Speaker 1: it's it's it's it's fair to ask because you say,
Speaker 1: is it unfair of me to ask this of my partner?
Speaker 1: It's not. We'll ask of it's like require I think
Speaker 1: it's to have a discussion at certain table. Yeah, you can't.
Speaker 1: It's unfair of you to require that your partner, in
Speaker 1: my opinion, do that. But but also you have to
Speaker 1: figure out what you will put up with, put up
Speaker 1: within quotes in a relationship, and what you won't. And
Speaker 1: if this is a deal breaker for you, then that's
Speaker 1: then then you need to take that very seriously and
Speaker 1: have a conversation with him and let him know, let
Speaker 1: him know how important it is to you. Um, and
Speaker 1: have the converse. It's it's everything's just a conversation, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. It's all just exploring possibilities. And
Speaker 1: anything can be a deal breaker. And I don't think
Speaker 1: just because something is not important to Christina or myself
Speaker 1: doesn't mean that it can't be a deal breaker for you.
Speaker 1: So if this is something something that you need to
Speaker 1: be getting eaten out all the time, multiple times a week,
Speaker 1: and that's very important to you, no matter what's going
Speaker 1: on with your body. I think it really needs it
Speaker 1: to be talking about that with partners. And I don't
Speaker 1: think it's I don't think it's stupid that it's a
Speaker 1: deal breaker for you if that makes you feel sad.
Speaker 1: But I also um going to tell you that, Yeah,
Speaker 1: most people are not gonna want to lick blood, right,
Speaker 1: So there's that. That that what's going on in your life?
Speaker 1: Not much, see fish, not much, not much, no zero.
Speaker 1: I mean I saw your roller blade and oh yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm doing that well. I've tried to keep it on
Speaker 1: here to sex and relationships and dating topics just because
Speaker 1: that's what's about and nothing. But I feel victimy. I
Speaker 1: feel bad, like you know, I can't tell I don't know,
Speaker 1: I don't like what's happening. Okay, I don't like it. Okay,
Speaker 1: I don't know how to change it, but I I'll
Speaker 1: figure it out. Yeah, yeah, I mean I'm good. I mean,
Speaker 1: besides that, my my move almost killed me physically, actually
Speaker 1: almost killed me. Um. I was like it was I
Speaker 1: haven't felt this tired since Guys be Fest uh And
Speaker 1: I almost fainted in the middle of Guys be Fast
Speaker 1: because I was so exhausted from putting together guys to
Speaker 1: be fast. Um so yeah, no, it's it's going good.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Yeah, I decided I'm not going to
Speaker 1: talk more about personal things because I think it's talking
Speaker 1: about on the podcast Fox It up on it, like yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't think. Yeah, I just I don't have any
Speaker 1: I want something to be going on. But I'm like,
Speaker 1: you know what, maybe it's time for I'm always in
Speaker 1: this debate in my head. I'm like, stop looking at boys. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think it's business time past. I'm very excited for
Speaker 1: the fall. I think big things are going to happen. Uh,
Speaker 1: now that I got my housing situation in order which
Speaker 1: to take up housing and Luminary took about a very
Speaker 1: large chunk of this year for yeah, I know, Luminary
Speaker 1: for you too. And then uh, I just want to
Speaker 1: kind of like wrap everything together and just and immerse
Speaker 1: myself in art and creating. And I love the fall.
Speaker 1: It is my time of the year. I'm never I'm
Speaker 1: never sad to see summer go. I had a great summer.
Speaker 1: I had a great summer, but I'm never sad to
Speaker 1: see summer go. It's because summer to me is like
Speaker 1: this very long vacation. Everyone is behavior is a little
Speaker 1: bit off, and it's like kind of like for two months.
Speaker 1: We all live in Miami, and I love Miami, one
Speaker 1: of my favorite places to visit. Would never want to
Speaker 1: live in Miami because it doesn't feel real, right, right, right,
Speaker 1: We're right. It's like you're in a fantasy landlad time.
Speaker 1: Everything is not a vacation. Everything cannot be a resort.
Speaker 1: I do not function that way. It makes me feel
Speaker 1: lazy and slow. And I like fall. Let's put on
Speaker 1: a fucking windbreaker. Let's put on a light jean jacket
Speaker 1: and achieve some fall. Fashion is my ship. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: want to start chasing excitement with like, I just want
Speaker 1: new experiences. I want to like, go fucking I want
Speaker 1: to drive a fucking race car. I want to fucking
Speaker 1: I just want to do ship. You're such a thrill seecret.
Speaker 1: Please don't die. No, I'm not gonna die because I
Speaker 1: wouldn't like I wouldn't skydive, not that if you go
Speaker 1: skydavery and you're gonna die. But like I you know,
Speaker 1: my you you certainly could and people have, but you know,
Speaker 1: my thrill seeking is like roller blading is It's not
Speaker 1: thrilling to me anymore because I'm like really good at
Speaker 1: it and I know what to do and I don't
Speaker 1: feel like I'm gonna fall, so it's almost too easy
Speaker 1: for me now. Um, so I need something else. But
Speaker 1: uh yeah, hula hooping? Know who hoop across the nation? Ye?
Speaker 1: Skip it? And I'll make people donate for a thing.
Speaker 1: And I'll say I'll go across the country and hulu
Speaker 1: if you donate, and they'll be like, why can't we
Speaker 1: just donate? And then you give the money to the people.
Speaker 1: I'm like, now I gotta do something right heart, Yeah,
Speaker 1: like just give you a check? Yeah? Yeah, I might
Speaker 1: want to get an animal, a dog. Yeah, I don't know, though,
Speaker 1: I can't tell if I I really I like being
Speaker 1: the selfish. It's a little lonely, but I think loneliness
Speaker 1: is really good for me right now. Uh, there's something
Speaker 1: where you can go and pet puppies. Tommy did it
Speaker 1: like for things? So maybe you want to try that first? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I want to. I would love Well. I'm gearing up
Speaker 1: for the you know, training for the Bellevue um oh yes, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: saying um with the being a volunteer advocate for victims
Speaker 1: of sexual crime, abuse assault. Um, so I'm really really
Speaker 1: fucking excited for that, but I just want to I
Speaker 1: don't know I want I don't can't tell if I
Speaker 1: want company or not. And then when I say company,
Speaker 1: I mean a pet because I really enjoy being selfish.
Speaker 1: But it's lonely but I like it. I'm never satisfied
Speaker 1: with give yourself. It's it's only been not it hasn't
Speaker 1: really been that long and the big scheme of things
Speaker 1: that you've actually been alone, and once you do it,
Speaker 1: you can't undo it, right, And I'm like, wow, I don't.
Speaker 1: I also want to travel by myself because I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't have a child, I don't have a pet.
Speaker 1: I don't have a pet travel before yeah, and I
Speaker 1: don't have a partner. I don't have any of those things.
Speaker 1: And nothing is tying me down other than like my
Speaker 1: career stuff, which I want it to tie me down.
Speaker 1: So that's different. But like, you know, I got I
Speaker 1: should go. I want to go either to Germany or
Speaker 1: Amsterium or Ireland. Those are my three because I've been
Speaker 1: eyeing those countries for or of those places, um for
Speaker 1: the past like five years. I'm like I want to
Speaker 1: one day, I'm gonna travel by myself. Fuck yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: so I one of the most beautiful things the lady
Speaker 1: can do. I agree that there's something to it. There
Speaker 1: is something to it. Um alright, guys, well this is
Speaker 1: very exciting. This is a milestone episode for us, and uh,
Speaker 1: we put together something that we wanted to do because
Speaker 1: we're like, what how should we celebrate this very special episode? UM,
Speaker 1: So we decided. You know, we talked a lot about
Speaker 1: everyone else's relationships and kind of try to navigate our
Speaker 1: way bumpily through ours and something we've we've never done
Speaker 1: that with Christine and I, you know, talked about wooo
Speaker 1: stuff a lot um, but we've never actually sat down
Speaker 1: and gotten like a reading together. So we have two
Speaker 1: people that we brought on today thanks to our wonderful
Speaker 1: associate producer Emily Rodgers for organizing this. And we have
Speaker 1: someone who's going to read first our tarot and our palm,
Speaker 1: and then we have an astrologist get into our charts. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and obviously we we edited this down because we started
Speaker 1: for like three plus hours with these people, and I
Speaker 1: know that no one is as interested in us as
Speaker 1: we are interested in our very true. That's an important
Speaker 1: thing to carry with you, especially for millennials. Um, but yeah,
Speaker 1: ladies and gentlemen, welcome to episode three hundred. Sitting to
Speaker 1: see and winces on the patio. The party's fine, but
Speaker 1: the coven says it's time to go sent all in lace.
Speaker 1: Such a brig this. I try to come with treat always.
Speaker 1: On the other line, I try to sleep well and
Speaker 1: dreaming of you all the time. You know, the boys
Speaker 1: to you, it's too better that day all for you.
Speaker 1: You could be my ban my girlfriend things on Friday
Speaker 1: nights when your sister lets you use a car, pick
Speaker 1: the cup to frants, pick them into a fancy bar. Okay,
Speaker 1: we are here with Mark Saltzman, and apparently our palms
Speaker 1: are very interesting. You are how do you define your job? Tied?
Speaker 1: What is your job title? I see myself as a
Speaker 1: character analyst, so to use metaphysics as a tool to
Speaker 1: understanding of human nature. Okay, and you you read palms,
Speaker 1: and you I do astrology, internal charts and all this stuff.
Speaker 1: You all have very different purposes. The chart which shows
Speaker 1: you the potentials of the person, assuming the birth time
Speaker 1: and birth information is correct. Um, The hands show what
Speaker 1: you've actually done with those potentials. So, and the cards
Speaker 1: are used to get at things you can't get at
Speaker 1: through hands or charge because you could ask about someone else,
Speaker 1: but I couldn't tell you from your hands or your
Speaker 1: chart about someone else because I need their hands or
Speaker 1: their chart. Got it. The terror will give information because
Speaker 1: that's reaching into your unconscious Okay, all right, okay, So
Speaker 1: that makes sense then why they're all used? Okay? And
Speaker 1: how long have you been doing this? Over forty years
Speaker 1: professionally okay, and before that just for fun of parties,
Speaker 1: for justice, curiosity and fun about human nature. Yeah, okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: Well let's get started. Our hands have already been reviewed,
Speaker 1: and then there are some long silences and there's a
Speaker 1: lot to talk about. And you have our birth time,
Speaker 1: place and dates. I do in your possession with these
Speaker 1: circles with lines and looks like a science thing that
Speaker 1: I have no idea what it means. So let's get
Speaker 1: into it. Okay, Okay. I think if you ask questions,
Speaker 1: it's almost easier than my life going no, I don't know, um, well,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I I'm curious what you You look
Speaker 1: at Karn's palms and you said very interesting. I have
Speaker 1: a lot to talk about, have a lot to talk about.
Speaker 1: You know, all all people are interesting. But in the
Speaker 1: context of what you're doing. Um, I've looked at your
Speaker 1: hands and I see things that are both consistent and
Speaker 1: inconsistent with the nature of the the podcast itself. So uh,
Speaker 1: Like Karen, you're um, fiercely independent. You hate being told
Speaker 1: what to do. You know, you you need to do
Speaker 1: your own thing. Really, Um, you bureaucrats, critical thirty figures,
Speaker 1: forget it. In terms of relationships, you you need to say,
Speaker 1: a million miles away from anybody who's controlling, possessive, jealous
Speaker 1: things like that, no future whatsoever, zero. Um. To a
Speaker 1: large extent, what you see is what you get. You
Speaker 1: you like being frank and direct, although that can be
Speaker 1: hard for some people because they'd rather you be nice
Speaker 1: and make the peace. Christina is a much more nice
Speaker 1: and better peacemaker than you are. Um. But that's maybe
Speaker 1: a liability for where many more beasts and frogs and
Speaker 1: princes out there. Yeah, that's the truth. So you want it, um, Yeah,
Speaker 1: well you want to We'll do Karn first, We'll do Yeah.
Speaker 1: Let's one of the things that you know, I noticed
Speaker 1: about krin is that deep down, she's romantic, she's soft,
Speaker 1: she's feminine, she's old fashioned, she's she's a kind of
Speaker 1: candle light talk about feelings. So sex for the sake
Speaker 1: of sex. There's no lasting, um, nothing lasting about it.
Speaker 1: It's just an experience. It's not even satisfying necessarily. But
Speaker 1: you know, except maybe the first time. The erotic part
Speaker 1: of it, the the fantasy part of it, but the
Speaker 1: actual um, you know, mundane aspect of um. You mean,
Speaker 1: the challenge is exciting for you. Once the challenge is gone,
Speaker 1: it gets less and less exciting and less. The person
Speaker 1: can talk about their feelings or they um, bring a flower,
Speaker 1: have a candle light meal or like you know, good
Speaker 1: music and old movie to cry out or whatever. You
Speaker 1: know that that that it's just the wham bam thing.
Speaker 1: It doesn't there's no future in it. Wow, you can
Speaker 1: see the all that from my hand or you're you're
Speaker 1: adding the chart to I'm just looking at your hand
Speaker 1: at the moment. Wow, damn wow? What else? What else?
Speaker 1: This is crazy? Um? Huh, you're a big picture person.
Speaker 1: You're uh, you know, when you get caught up in
Speaker 1: mundane routine stuff, you get bored restless and patient. You
Speaker 1: you have no uh no, no real patients for details.
Speaker 1: You know, Christine is way better at details than you
Speaker 1: are in terms of the organizational parts. And um, you're
Speaker 1: you're a big picture lady, so um, big picture, big
Speaker 1: picture later spreadsheets. You're both ambitious, so you you know
Speaker 1: you want a lot, you will you you're you're here
Speaker 1: to make something of this, and um, I have to
Speaker 1: look at your hands more closely again, but I don't
Speaker 1: think if you can just closer. Uh, money is not
Speaker 1: a motivation. It's you. You like your we happen to
Speaker 1: make it, but it wasn't a motivation. Yeah. No, you
Speaker 1: like your comfort, you like your security, you like your stability.
Speaker 1: You know that part of your big challenge in life
Speaker 1: is finding a balance between freedom and responsibility because you
Speaker 1: love your freedom. But then you think I should be
Speaker 1: doing this, I'm supposed to be doing that. There's a
Speaker 1: there's all this sort of a sense of I wouldn't say,
Speaker 1: you know you feel particularly guilty or obligated, but you
Speaker 1: do feel practical, like I need to be practical about this.
Speaker 1: If we're going to talk about this, let's make a
Speaker 1: business out of it, or you know, figure out how
Speaker 1: to make it, you know, pay that kind of thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: quite quite accurate. That's very accurate. What about her chart
Speaker 1: unless there's more about her palms? Let me look at it. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: go ahead and you can. I can wheel this towards you.
Speaker 1: I printed a bunch of current events, all kinds of things.
Speaker 1: But what do we got? All right, I'm going to generalize,
Speaker 1: but as a leap or strong liver, that's kind of,
Speaker 1: you know, like a sleeping beauty energy. It's it's it's
Speaker 1: kind of like like that, like wanting to find hoping
Speaker 1: that the prince will come. You know that the ideal
Speaker 1: perfect person will come wake you with a kiss and
Speaker 1: very pretty and very tired. However, you know you're you're
Speaker 1: in a way much more virgin goddess. Um, you're of
Speaker 1: you're kind of like artemists because you're dominant in terms
Speaker 1: of your elements and modalities. Your your dominant fire and
Speaker 1: uh and car a cardinality, which is you know, action
Speaker 1: kind of thing. So you're you're you're like artemists. You know,
Speaker 1: the protect us of children, small animals, the archer. Definitely. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you're you're a heroine. Um of question, you're both heroines.
Speaker 1: But you're, um, I have to look at Christina's chart,
Speaker 1: but I think you're both virgin goddesses. Oh wow, how
Speaker 1: ironic virgin goddesses. We're both virgin goddesses. That should be
Speaker 1: the title of hilarious. Um, let's see. Yeah, you're Pisces, yes,
Speaker 1: very much. Born the same day as my daughter. Yeah,
Speaker 1: except a couple of years apart. But but that's kind
Speaker 1: of a on the good side, UM, I wish your
Speaker 1: name like the little Mermaid. Yeah, you know, like wanting
Speaker 1: to to um swim around wherever you want to swim,
Speaker 1: whenever you want to swim, and and you know, see
Speaker 1: what you want to see, do what you want to do. UM.
Speaker 1: On the dark side, that's sort of like Ursula, you know,
Speaker 1: because you you, um, you're you're awesome oxtopus. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm an octopus and you're all poor unfortunate souls. You're
Speaker 1: a We all have a and a negative show for sure,
Speaker 1: and I definitely am in touch with both. Well that's
Speaker 1: a good thing, I hope. So. Um. In terms of
Speaker 1: life cycles, yeah, when we're gonna die, Yeah, you know
Speaker 1: that this might actually carn be a challenging time for friendships. Um,
Speaker 1: and also questioning your you know, what you really want
Speaker 1: for yourself, your hopes and dreams and things like that,
Speaker 1: like kind of um feeling like maybe you've reached plateau
Speaker 1: and now you're what's next? You you need to really
Speaker 1: rethink what you want for yourself for the future. Um,
Speaker 1: you know how much future is there in um the
Speaker 1: particular thing you're doing right now, and also um, what
Speaker 1: you're doing for money versus what you're doing for your
Speaker 1: you know, sort of soul level stuff. UM. But you
Speaker 1: of feeling maybe from time time a little sad, a
Speaker 1: little distant from people, I mean all the time. Maybe
Speaker 1: not having an easy time with your mother. Maybe she
Speaker 1: it's in some level of disapproves or it doesn't you know,
Speaker 1: particularly like what you're doing or um, but there's a um,
Speaker 1: maybe a feeling a distance from people, um, not really
Speaker 1: feeling social or wanting to to be particularly social right now. Um.
Speaker 1: It's kind of a whole year theme. Oh that's okay,
Speaker 1: I mean there's a whole life theme. Honestly, Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: not when I was little, but as an adult. Yes,
Speaker 1: that's interesting because to a certain extent it's chosen. Oh yeah, no, no, no, yeah,
Speaker 1: it is it's not like you have a chronic you know,
Speaker 1: like you're chronically depressed or anything. You're You're really I go,
Speaker 1: are you sure? Talks? She was like, no, you're fine.
Speaker 1: I just don't like people know you're a very positive
Speaker 1: person and the whole you're you're you are an idealist
Speaker 1: and I have a fun time in my house alone. Yeah. Well,
Speaker 1: I think for me, what's refreshing about you is that
Speaker 1: what you see is what you get. It's so funny.
Speaker 1: I was just telling someone that the other day, how
Speaker 1: it's so frustrating how people always try to like read
Speaker 1: in deeper and be like this must mean this, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, I told you exactly. The next time
Speaker 1: they do that, point them to this interview where you
Speaker 1: have it confirmed. Yeah, I literally told you want from
Speaker 1: New Jersey. It's very clear what I need and what
Speaker 1: I want. And then people like, no, she must mean this,
Speaker 1: Like no, I actually mean exactly what I just told you.
Speaker 1: It's very frustrating. I think what what's hard to when
Speaker 1: you're really frank with somebody about something that they don't
Speaker 1: really want you to be frank about them. They're preferring
Speaker 1: that you'd be nice or you'd be and you're good
Speaker 1: or you you know, uh you know the peace yeah,
Speaker 1: um not causeless drama on Twitter exactly. So what questions
Speaker 1: you have? Um, I don't know. I mean it's funny
Speaker 1: because a lot of this stuff, like you know, I
Speaker 1: do you know read into things like this a little
Speaker 1: bit um and this aligns with kind of the like
Speaker 1: this is a time of maybe like deciding what I
Speaker 1: need to do and definitely a lot of heavy theme
Speaker 1: of um uh, whatever I choose as like my or
Speaker 1: my purpose in life has to be something about giving back,
Speaker 1: like I love being in the entertainment business. Which makes
Speaker 1: sense because basically all when I'm not thinking of jokes,
Speaker 1: I just think of building a shelter for dogs. That's
Speaker 1: what I really actually want to do. Um. I mean
Speaker 1: I want to do both, you know, but I really
Speaker 1: want to build that shelter for dogs, Senior Senior Center
Speaker 1: for dogs. Guys. It's gonna be great. I'm excited about it.
Speaker 1: Makes sense. Actually, yeah, I love dogs and I feel
Speaker 1: like this is crazy, but can you see if someone
Speaker 1: was like past life? Because I truly feel that I
Speaker 1: was a dog in a past life and everyone's come
Speaker 1: up until I talked to her it's weird seen it.
Speaker 1: I know, I know, like most people like dogs, but
Speaker 1: I feel like I like them on a different like
Speaker 1: in a different way, but not not like sexually. But yeah,
Speaker 1: we're going to go there and this ship. But yeah,
Speaker 1: so like past life things, Yeah, that's not something I do. Um,
Speaker 1: there are people that claim to. Of course, it's very
Speaker 1: hard to affirm any of them. Sure, once upon a
Speaker 1: time I went to a bunch of different people hoping
Speaker 1: that you know, people come up with the same things
Speaker 1: so that I would have some kind of affirmation. But
Speaker 1: I've been all sorts of things according to the various
Speaker 1: people have been to, but some of them have actually
Speaker 1: felt like they rang a little true. But you never know.
Speaker 1: I always have like random like I was a colonial
Speaker 1: woman in the past life. I don't know why, but
Speaker 1: I just decided that's what you've said that before. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was, like I lived in Williamsburg, Virginia in hundred. Well,
Speaker 1: a lot of particularly women who were more interested in
Speaker 1: this sort of stuff, especially early and you know it's
Speaker 1: exception whatever. Um they decided or were told that they were,
Speaker 1: which is burned at the stake, or you know, maybe
Speaker 1: they were washerwomen or something like that, but there there
Speaker 1: were very few, um, high priestesses. There were a lot
Speaker 1: of high priestesses, you know, but you know, people are
Speaker 1: what they want to be sure, you know. Um so um,
Speaker 1: you wonder where all the regular people went to. Yeah, like,
Speaker 1: oh man, everyone's so interesting your past life. I know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's like someone was probably just like you know, Clark
Speaker 1: at a deli or something. You know, that's fine. I
Speaker 1: say that if you're a clerk at a deli now,
Speaker 1: then why would you been a high priesis in the
Speaker 1: past life? Maybe made some Oh my gosh, so wait,
Speaker 1: um does it do you see if I have like, um,
Speaker 1: is there? Do I have like a soulmate? Or am
Speaker 1: I not meant to be with somebody long time? Is
Speaker 1: that what? It's like the exact question I have to
Speaker 1: that's the thing that you say that because I think
Speaker 1: that you both like partnering. It's good to you have
Speaker 1: each other, you know, partner we don't have sex. Well.
Speaker 1: I think of um, Karen, that you tend a little
Speaker 1: bit to see people as you'd like them to be
Speaker 1: instead of how they really are. There's a little bit
Speaker 1: of that projection of you know, the the chemistry is great,
Speaker 1: you know this is my prince, and you're in a
Speaker 1: hurry of course to find out. You know, so you
Speaker 1: you you consummate. But the exact thing that you need
Speaker 1: to do if you really want the kind of relationship
Speaker 1: you want, is to be old fashioned to make them work,
Speaker 1: just like right away. Yeah, no, I'm saying, definitely hold
Speaker 1: off on. I think there's there there is a strength
Speaker 1: to that tactic. I think it's what's valued. What's worked
Speaker 1: for is valued. Yea, what is you know, what's earned
Speaker 1: is valued. What comes too easily is not. So if
Speaker 1: you really like someone and you want them to like you,
Speaker 1: you have to have the sort of self respect at
Speaker 1: least you know, in their eyes to make them work
Speaker 1: if they earn it. I mean every molecule, nothing, every drop.
Speaker 1: It's like, you know, I'm not giving anything away. That's
Speaker 1: very interesting because yeah, I wasn't being I met someone
Speaker 1: I really liked. Um, I knew the person, but we
Speaker 1: see each other in a different light now and and
Speaker 1: and uh we did you know, started hook up as
Speaker 1: the kids say, and uh, then I wasn't being treated
Speaker 1: the way I wanted to be treated. So I literally
Speaker 1: I stopped the whole thing and I pulled back, and
Speaker 1: I'm seeing somebody else now, and now it seems like
Speaker 1: someone's creeping back in well school, if you don't have
Speaker 1: a friend, you don't have anything. So you know, perhaps
Speaker 1: making a friend first would be a good thing. Although
Speaker 1: you are reticent to let as much as you're capable
Speaker 1: of expressing your feelings, you're reticent to let people touch
Speaker 1: you on a deep intimate level. So earning it is
Speaker 1: the best idea. Someone who earns your trust has a friend,
Speaker 1: a real friend, and those that don't, they they're just acquaintances.
Speaker 1: So you know, my advice in terms of actual advice
Speaker 1: is if you see someone you really like, you need
Speaker 1: to take your good old time make them work, and
Speaker 1: you need to work too. You need a challenge to Yeah,
Speaker 1: if you come too easily, that's that's good either, that's
Speaker 1: that's a big part of the problem. So you know
Speaker 1: everybody and you're like, guys, come on, make me earning. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, I need to work. Yeah, it's turn off,
Speaker 1: it's yeah. I think generally it's usually a turn off
Speaker 1: when someone Yeah when the that's why women don't like
Speaker 1: men who come off as so freaking. It comes off
Speaker 1: as desperate. When a guy's like, here's my dick, Like,
Speaker 1: calm down, buddy, I don't even know your name. You know.
Speaker 1: I just like work in general. I like nothing. I
Speaker 1: like to work for everything, not just relationships. I don't
Speaker 1: know why. I like. It's like I like some kind
Speaker 1: of form a few human torture. Well, I think the
Speaker 1: challenge is the best part for you, and then everything
Speaker 1: else is like, well, this wasn't even worth its Well.
Speaker 1: I think that when it gets mine, once it gets
Speaker 1: mundane and routine, it's time for a new challenge. The problem.
Speaker 1: Some people will stay challenging, you know. I you know
Speaker 1: I happened, do you know, James, I'm the child of
Speaker 1: the sixties. So the one thing that you always talk
Speaker 1: about k so easily to me. That's sexual intercourse. It
Speaker 1: all came in the sixties. But you know it's I
Speaker 1: never thought twice about it. I was glad that there
Speaker 1: weren't diseases that you know, I didn't go away then, yeah, Chris,
Speaker 1: I never met any so I was lucky. But um,
Speaker 1: I was promiscuous. So but you know, in the end,
Speaker 1: I of course waited till thirty eight to get married
Speaker 1: and have a child. But I like that I found
Speaker 1: somebody perfect for me. So did you make her work?
Speaker 1: Did you make you work? Um, that's the house hand.
Speaker 1: Maybe it's not his hand. That's a long story. We
Speaker 1: don't have enough time in the podcast. Um, that's cool,
Speaker 1: you're delightful. Um, anything else about I don't know. I
Speaker 1: feel like yeah, I mean the things that I think
Speaker 1: about most are like love and career, but there are
Speaker 1: obviously other aspects to life. I think about philanthropy too,
Speaker 1: But is there anything like beyond those three things that
Speaker 1: it should be something that I'm looking at or concentrating
Speaker 1: on life that I'm not. I think that as long
Speaker 1: as you have a good cause, that's something you consider
Speaker 1: a good cause, that you have a quest that will
Speaker 1: keep you going because you need to be inspired, you
Speaker 1: need to feel passionately. That's really really important to you
Speaker 1: that you you have that, uh that part, otherwise it's
Speaker 1: going to get mundane routine. So it almost doesn't matter
Speaker 1: if you are excited about what it is you're doing.
Speaker 1: Almost doesn't matter what it is. Um. I've seen hands
Speaker 1: uh like yours on Oh, most frequently people are in
Speaker 1: business for themselves. Um, but event planners and contractors. That's
Speaker 1: so funny if I wasn't a comedian. I would want
Speaker 1: to be an event planner. I would want to be
Speaker 1: a party planner. Yeah, well you'd be good at it,
Speaker 1: thank you. I mean you have the social skills and
Speaker 1: you um don't really care what anybody thinks. It's kind
Speaker 1: of like you're gonna do what you want to do
Speaker 1: no matter what. That's true, and that's a good thing
Speaker 1: because when people say no, you'll just go knock on
Speaker 1: the next door instead of taken it personally and saying,
Speaker 1: oh me would if I would have finally had said
Speaker 1: this or only had done that or whatever, which a
Speaker 1: lot of people do. Yeah, I've noticed from the podcast.
Speaker 1: And then I was like, wow, you guys must be
Speaker 1: waste a lot of time. Yeah, there's a lot of
Speaker 1: procrastinators out there. That's really fun. Neither of you were
Speaker 1: one of them. That's interesting. Huh wow cool. How could
Speaker 1: I can talk about her hand? I don't know. We'll
Speaker 1: talk about but let me look at her, let me
Speaker 1: look at her church. Yeah. Yeah, Well we talked about
Speaker 1: being a Pisces and you know, like the little mermaid
Speaker 1: or but the your dominant in earth and cardinalities. So
Speaker 1: that's Capricorn energy Okay, what's Capricorn energy. Um, on the
Speaker 1: dark side, it would kind of be like Scrooge. Oh man.
Speaker 1: It's very practical, very responsible, reliable, dependable, pragmatic objective. Of course,
Speaker 1: that's one aspect of you. Um. I think you do
Speaker 1: have a highly developed sense of responsibility and obligation and
Speaker 1: that kind of a thing. Um. And I think that
Speaker 1: there was your your your different emotionally than career and
Speaker 1: you are more practical about your feelings. It's it's like
Speaker 1: you're the romantic thing is not as important to you
Speaker 1: as that things be the way you want them to be.
Speaker 1: Kind of. Um, you're in a very different place in
Speaker 1: terms of career wise because you've been working, Uh, you know,
Speaker 1: towards what you're doing, and now it's time to to
Speaker 1: reap the harvest. It's like you're it's time for you
Speaker 1: to make the most and whatever way you can of
Speaker 1: what you've got. Um, you're both ambitious, you're both hard working.
Speaker 1: You know, you two are fiercely independent. I don't like
Speaker 1: being told what to do. UM hate breaucrafts and critical
Speaker 1: authority figures. And uh, I think you've built a lot
Speaker 1: of self esteem. I don't think that valuing yourself was
Speaker 1: something that was just so easy. Um, you're a little ambiguous,
Speaker 1: you know, emotionally and mentally, So it's hard making up
Speaker 1: your mind and your heart. Yeah, I mean when the
Speaker 1: heart gets difficult, you compartmentalize, you rationalize, you analyze. You
Speaker 1: you want to make decisions about feelings. It's easier than
Speaker 1: sometimes verbalizing them, though you're very capable of verbalizing them. Um.
Speaker 1: I think karenin has to verbalize them in the end, Um,
Speaker 1: even though she doesn't want to let anybody clear in. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm too scared. Sometimes you learned as a child to um,
Speaker 1: be a good little girl, at least appear to be
Speaker 1: a good little girl. So if you did something your
Speaker 1: parents didn't approve of, they just didn't know about it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's probably still true. Actually, Um. So as powerful as
Speaker 1: you've become, and you have, you've really worked hard on yourself,
Speaker 1: you give your power away by thinking you have to
Speaker 1: be on good behavior. You have to fix it, you
Speaker 1: have to make everything okay. So if you someone you know,
Speaker 1: your potential mate, partner, whatever is cranky or you know,
Speaker 1: behaving in a way you don't like you, you you
Speaker 1: try and fix it. You you you you figure well,
Speaker 1: because I am who I am or the way active
Speaker 1: way I am, they'll come around or they'll they'll they'll
Speaker 1: you know, everything will be okay because I'm trying so hard,
Speaker 1: or you know, because I am who I am. But
Speaker 1: that's not true because you've to choose them right from
Speaker 1: the get go first. And um, and you have to
Speaker 1: know yourself well enough that when you follow into patterns
Speaker 1: like pretending everything's okay when it's not, or acting like, oh,
Speaker 1: everything's fine when it's not fine, then you're doing everybody
Speaker 1: this service. Yeah, I know you don't want to be
Speaker 1: doing that. I say, own your power and this is
Speaker 1: your your time. This is your time to be your
Speaker 1: most powerful self. Okay, how can I best do that?
Speaker 1: Pay attention to your behavior, um, because it's really easy
Speaker 1: to fall back into patterns from childhood. You learned early,
Speaker 1: and it becomes a habit, and habits are hard to break,
Speaker 1: and it's you know, and buttons get pushed. So you're
Speaker 1: the little girls still in there wanting to be loved
Speaker 1: and approved of and yeah everything else. Yeah, And I
Speaker 1: feel that where I work with a trauma psychologist and
Speaker 1: we do a lot of inner child stuff and I
Speaker 1: have she asked me to identify the child. That's what
Speaker 1: age the child is that is hurt by this particular
Speaker 1: thing I have in particular one person. Uh, that's the
Speaker 1: romantically that just triggers me just very and they don't
Speaker 1: it's not even something that they are doing, like they're
Speaker 1: not doing anything on purpose. Uh. And then somebody asked
Speaker 1: me to identify and I was like, she's three and
Speaker 1: she's so scared that like like, so, yeah, do you
Speaker 1: have any um recommendations on how to like other than
Speaker 1: just feeling you at three? Because I don't really know
Speaker 1: what I'm doing, but I feel like I have. I
Speaker 1: sort of feel like I have like these weird powers
Speaker 1: sometimes where I can like like I can lay down
Speaker 1: and if I really concentrate, I can make any part
Speaker 1: of my body like go numb. It's weird. Yes, So
Speaker 1: the inner child work I'm really interested in doing because
Speaker 1: I want to heal that stuff. Well. For pisces, it's
Speaker 1: an I deal kind of activity. I you know, people
Speaker 1: come to me and they say, oh, I learned more
Speaker 1: in you know, ten minutes and I did six months
Speaker 1: with my psychiatrist. But that's not true because it's easy
Speaker 1: to identify things it's hard to work them up. So
Speaker 1: I you know, I don't want to hear the same
Speaker 1: thing over and over again. You know, I'm too impatient,
Speaker 1: and you know, I just don't. You know, it's not
Speaker 1: my thing. Um my daughter who's is a psychotherapist, so
Speaker 1: she and she knows her own things like that, but
Speaker 1: she um likes doing that, you know, she helps people,
Speaker 1: and um, that's the best way to get at that stuff.
Speaker 1: I mean, if you go to a regressionist, you can
Speaker 1: learn in this life what happened to three years old
Speaker 1: that makes you feel that way, And that would help
Speaker 1: a lot, because they kind of have you put you
Speaker 1: in a tunnel that there are lights in the tunnel
Speaker 1: and there are certain places you move backwards in time
Speaker 1: they talk you through it the lights that you turn
Speaker 1: the lights on. So there are places where it's dark
Speaker 1: you have to stop there, turn the light on and
Speaker 1: see what it is. Why you know it was in
Speaker 1: the dark. Yeah, yeah, so you you you know, I
Speaker 1: did it myself with you know, a pretty well known regressionist,
Speaker 1: and I got back to my really early childhood and
Speaker 1: I found myself, you know, on the party with my
Speaker 1: mother making grunting noise is trying to force me to
Speaker 1: go to bathroom when I didn't have so, you know,
Speaker 1: like I had to be the first kid on the
Speaker 1: block to be toilet trained. Um, maybe that's too much information. No, No,
Speaker 1: that that moment for a child, it was you think
Speaker 1: about it, a rental figure is forcing you to urinate
Speaker 1: or deficate exactly. It's like it's confusing, but no, one's
Speaker 1: like you can't step out of situation. Go she just
Speaker 1: whatever her reasons are, you can't identify. Does it makes
Speaker 1: you or whatever your fixation is. I mean, after that,
Speaker 1: I did confront my mother, and you're not the flamer
Speaker 1: or anything that I said, Hey, you know we weren't
Speaker 1: the perfect family that you know, I've gone back on
Speaker 1: my memory and I've remembered a lot of things. And
Speaker 1: she said, son, I'm sorry. I apologize for anything I've done. You'll,
Speaker 1: you know, when you're a parent, you'll you'll understand. You know,
Speaker 1: you we try our best, but sometimes you know I
Speaker 1: was immature, screwed up. You know, I did the best
Speaker 1: I could. So I accepted her apology and you know,
Speaker 1: move moved on because you know the truth is you
Speaker 1: I mean, it's sweet. Yeah, I'm curious um, what is that?
Speaker 1: So is all that from my chart? Is that my
Speaker 1: hand anything? Absolutely your your hands is opposed to Krens
Speaker 1: where she's a big picture person. You're much better at
Speaker 1: you know, organizational stuff, at technical stuff, at um you know, um,
Speaker 1: dealing with the detail. But ever it is, so that's complimentary. Yeah,
Speaker 1: although the other of you have a lot of patients.
Speaker 1: But that's good for us though, because we like getting
Speaker 1: let's get it done. Yeah. And plus you could delegate
Speaker 1: things because you don't really want to be doing a
Speaker 1: lot of this stuff that is too mundane or routine. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you have Emily doesn't say hey Emily, you have to
Speaker 1: look at Emily's hands after, Um, that's cool. Can you
Speaker 1: somebody read my palm a long, long long time ago
Speaker 1: and told me about like lifelines and kids. Can you
Speaker 1: see how many kids somebody you know? Of course mine
Speaker 1: didn't appear in my hands so after I had her.
Speaker 1: So what you see is what you think. Hands change
Speaker 1: as thinking in circumstances change. I used to print everybody.
Speaker 1: Now I take digital photos sometimes if i think I'm
Speaker 1: gonna have a long term client, so I can look
Speaker 1: over time with this how this hands have changed some
Speaker 1: people's hands don't change, because those are people who are
Speaker 1: very fixed that don't don't change. There are people like
Speaker 1: that that you're You're not two of them. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: that's good. That's good, that's progress. Do you have your
Speaker 1: Tarot cards with you? Do? Um? Could we? And that?
Speaker 1: So Tarot you said is for the future future I have.
Speaker 1: I have questions about my future, and because this is
Speaker 1: a sex and dating relationship podcast, might as well just ask.
Speaker 1: You know, I feel stuck on a person and it
Speaker 1: makes no sense and I'm truly exhausted by it, confused
Speaker 1: by it, and the person literally is just existing and
Speaker 1: I'm it's it's weird, and I just I don't know
Speaker 1: if there's something in that, but I don't know. I've
Speaker 1: taro it's perfect for that. So we're gonna give you
Speaker 1: help you shed some insight into it. But what I'm
Speaker 1: going to do is pull away from the mic, spread
Speaker 1: the cards, shuffle the cards, spread them out. You're gonna
Speaker 1: pick ten. I'm gonna use the Celtic cross spread, which
Speaker 1: is a six month spread, and we'll take a look
Speaker 1: at your question, like and to to frame it, and
Speaker 1: you give yourself agency. What can I do to make
Speaker 1: this relationship better if that's something you're interested in, or
Speaker 1: just don't know if that's the right move. I don't
Speaker 1: know what I don't know. You don't want to ask
Speaker 1: you yes, no questions. You could say, what's wrong with this?
Speaker 1: Why am I feeling this way? Okay? So I'm gonna
Speaker 1: cards out like the hands and like to chart. The
Speaker 1: cards are more relevant in relationship to each other than
Speaker 1: they are seen as individual symbols. But although every uh
Speaker 1: the Devil relates to the whole shame and a lot
Speaker 1: of sexual issues. So it could be that you're wanting
Speaker 1: something that you're not getting in or um. But you know,
Speaker 1: I'm taking it out of context now. So that's at
Speaker 1: the end of the spread. Um. Each position means something
Speaker 1: um so um. And there are seventy eight cards, so
Speaker 1: you know there's some people keep picking the same cards
Speaker 1: even though shuffle them well and everything. Not exactly cards
Speaker 1: but relevant ones. UM. So here you are at a crossroads.
Speaker 1: This is where you you know you've been. You know
Speaker 1: you kind of want this relationship. You have everything you
Speaker 1: need to to rock and roll, to move forward, to
Speaker 1: go ahead, um, but you're not sure what directions to
Speaker 1: take you can't make up your mind. You um, you know,
Speaker 1: kind of don't really know which way to go. So, um,
Speaker 1: perhaps you've been consulting. Uh, well, let's let's stop. First.
Speaker 1: You the person you want. They need to be powerful,
Speaker 1: they need to be ambitious. It can't just be about chemistry.
Speaker 1: They need to be have their ship together. They need
Speaker 1: to be a professional in the world, have a career,
Speaker 1: not need you to fix them or not need you
Speaker 1: to make everything okay. So it's it's a tall order.
Speaker 1: You're a very independent person. You don't want codependent relationship,
Speaker 1: so you know, that's the first thing. Um. You also, um,
Speaker 1: to a certain extent, feel like and not knowing what's wrong,
Speaker 1: Like you're damned if you do, damn if you don't.
Speaker 1: So you know, there's enough good stuff that you you
Speaker 1: don't want to lose it, but there's not enough good
Speaker 1: stuff to to want to keep it, you know, in
Speaker 1: a way, and you're you know, so you may be
Speaker 1: talking with other people, but what that ends up doing
Speaker 1: is making you feel more dissatisfied because nobody really knows.
Speaker 1: You know, you know, but you don't know you know necessarily,
Speaker 1: but nobody really knows anything. All they know is you're
Speaker 1: you know you you see them unhappy, you seem happy,
Speaker 1: so they were responding to you. So the best thing
Speaker 1: you can do is keep it to yourself as much
Speaker 1: as possible, unless you consult the mentor someone who either
Speaker 1: has a lot of experience with relationships that UM you
Speaker 1: know as a relationship counselor or UM you know knows you.
Speaker 1: But I think only on a need to know basis,
Speaker 1: should you be talking about this relationship and probably if
Speaker 1: you're talking about on the air, you're really in trouble. Well, no,
Speaker 1: I don't really talk about it that much on the air.
Speaker 1: I used to, but not anymore because I find when
Speaker 1: I talk about it with friends, I'm like, I just
Speaker 1: feel gross. Yes, yes, no, talk about it with friends.
Speaker 1: That's my advice. UM, but do find somebody who can
Speaker 1: help you have real insight into it. UM. It's your
Speaker 1: birthright to have a great relationship. It's your you know,
Speaker 1: it's like the promise you You deserve it, You've worked
Speaker 1: hard to to be able to have it. But it's
Speaker 1: got to be somebody who in certain ways it's like you,
Speaker 1: you know, fun loving and adventurous, and then you know
Speaker 1: that you could go off. You can plan dream work
Speaker 1: as a team. I mean you could be doing completely
Speaker 1: different things, but you know, but but sort of just
Speaker 1: be in each other's lives. Could be an add on
Speaker 1: to a great life. Yeah, that's my you know, plan
Speaker 1: a great trip, an adventure or something like that. It's
Speaker 1: gonna be real adventure. It's gonna renew and refresh yourself. Um.
Speaker 1: I think that right now things are falling apart. You're
Speaker 1: trying to keep them together, but they're actually falling apart
Speaker 1: and romantically in my life. No, I'm talking about your
Speaker 1: particular person. Yeah. Yeah, you asked this particular person. So
Speaker 1: we're addressing that, and it's there's stuff about the relationship
Speaker 1: is falling apart, and if you need to let it
Speaker 1: fall apart. If it's gonna fall apart, you can't keep it.
Speaker 1: You can't keep putting band aids. Want to come prompt
Speaker 1: fracture or whatever you need to to. Um, if it's
Speaker 1: gonna work out, it it's great that it will work out.
Speaker 1: If it isn't, that's great too, Yeah, because then everyone
Speaker 1: can move on exactly and other people see it falling apart.
Speaker 1: You it's not like you don't you know, they're like that.
Speaker 1: It's just you know, other people see it, they're like, uh,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know, Christina handwaggings on the wall,
Speaker 1: but just kind of like ignoring it or whatever. So um,
Speaker 1: and I think that they're there. You know, there's a
Speaker 1: sexual show, but there are sexual issues in this relationship
Speaker 1: and you need to umarent's gotta shipt grin on her
Speaker 1: face right now. Guys just need to know that you
Speaker 1: need to address it. You need to and there there.
Speaker 1: It could be something back in childhood. I mean, you
Speaker 1: know you're yes for you know, it could be for
Speaker 1: the other person too. It could be that something happened
Speaker 1: in their oulthood that made them either uptight about something
Speaker 1: or you know, have maybe there was a religious thing
Speaker 1: that that that got in the way, a parent that
Speaker 1: that had, you know, some kind of fixation that that
Speaker 1: was unhealthy. Um. You know they for a lot of reasons,
Speaker 1: people have their that the section this show is so popular. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's I mean I purposely didn't watch any of the episodes.
Speaker 1: And the first thing my daughter said when I told
Speaker 1: her I was going to be on this is you
Speaker 1: should watch some episodes. I'm not going to do that.
Speaker 1: Thank you for not so. I think that the best
Speaker 1: thing you could do right now. Take space, Take space,
Speaker 1: take time, find a peaceful place where you could feel
Speaker 1: centered in the hole, away from this person. And if
Speaker 1: you you know, at some point you want to come back, great,
Speaker 1: If not, that's great too. Yet right now, from the
Speaker 1: extra card you picked, you picked the elevens that attend,
Speaker 1: but it was an accident. The two were stuck together.
Speaker 1: It shows that you're using tact this diplomacy, you're using
Speaker 1: goal to keep everything going. You're you're not really truly
Speaker 1: being honest. You're um, you're hiding the deeper stuff because
Speaker 1: you're afraid it's gonna you know, uh, you know, put
Speaker 1: the blitz on it or whatever. But um, that's really
Speaker 1: a mistake. You have to be yourself. Yeah first and foremost. Yeah,
Speaker 1: whatever that is. You take a lesson for a group
Speaker 1: from care Yeah yeah, okay, okay, that's good. I like that.
Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you for thank you. You want to
Speaker 1: do your cards current? Yes, yes I do. So let's
Speaker 1: talk about your questions. I the romance that that you're
Speaker 1: talking about is correct. I don't even try to hide
Speaker 1: it that much, and I think it's come it's come
Speaker 1: out more from doing this podcast. Because I think when
Speaker 1: we started, UM, you would think that Christina was like
Speaker 1: the romantic and I was like this sexual, crazy one,
Speaker 1: And it's actually completely the opposite, crazy with love not
Speaker 1: like just like more. I'm I'm more of vanilla. UM.
Speaker 1: I like, I like, I'll do weird stuff, but only
Speaker 1: with one person. I don't like groups. I like the
Speaker 1: same person very much. Looking for like a really deep,
Speaker 1: like almost psychotic connection with someone. I'm into that, like
Speaker 1: serial killers, you know, Like I like, I like like
Speaker 1: a real like not codependent, but like intense, real intense,
Speaker 1: like a real intensity there. I do like that, um
Speaker 1: on both ends. And I want to feel it too,
Speaker 1: like a like a but without yeah, without jealousy or control.
Speaker 1: And it is possible, but that's a very specific combination. Um.
Speaker 1: And so I like a year and a half ago,
Speaker 1: I got out of a relationship. Uh that was is
Speaker 1: I mean, I really like that person. But then as
Speaker 1: I step away from it, it gets more and more
Speaker 1: I see I see the light on how toxic it was.
Speaker 1: And we were very similar. But the only difference I
Speaker 1: would say is that, um, she's a bad person. I'm
Speaker 1: a good person. And that's actually something he pointed out
Speaker 1: not me, And I was like, you know what, really
Speaker 1: like he said, I think that I might be a
Speaker 1: bad person and you're a good person. And I will
Speaker 1: always remember that because I didn't want it to be
Speaker 1: true at the time, but I think it might It
Speaker 1: might be true. Um, oh no, I get that because
Speaker 1: you're sometimes so rebellious that you you almost cut off
Speaker 1: your nose to spite your own face. Yes, yeah, I
Speaker 1: mean as it probably as a child, you're probably your
Speaker 1: parents probably thought, oh god, you know, she's never gonna
Speaker 1: listen to anybody. Well, yeah, I mean as far as
Speaker 1: my mouth constantly gets me in trouble. Um, not like
Speaker 1: I'm like violent or anything like that. Never haven't I've
Speaker 1: been ready hit on anyone. I've never been in a
Speaker 1: fight anything like that. But yet my mouth constantly gets
Speaker 1: me in trouble. I was like a pretty good kid
Speaker 1: as far as like a goody choo shoe. But that's
Speaker 1: because it was there was no choice, Like I would
Speaker 1: have been. I would have been locked up in a
Speaker 1: cage had I not like my my my parents are
Speaker 1: like restrict without being violent. You you had a need
Speaker 1: to work hard all your life. Whatever it was that
Speaker 1: she did. Yeah, I always did, And I also think
Speaker 1: there's like, you know, as I get older, it's, uh,
Speaker 1: I I work extra hard because because I have the
Speaker 1: time and energy too, because I didn't have a lot
Speaker 1: of trauma in my childhood. So it's almost like I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: I want to I don't know. I just feel like
Speaker 1: I have to earn things, maybe a little bit more
Speaker 1: than other people, even though there's like I shouldn't like
Speaker 1: punish myself for having for just like the luck of
Speaker 1: having a good life, but I often do. Um. And
Speaker 1: then so that relationship, I've had a really hard time
Speaker 1: getting over that, even though I know now that was
Speaker 1: not right and I'm the one who ended it um
Speaker 1: and I guess. And since then, because I was I
Speaker 1: was happy being in a relationship, and because before that
Speaker 1: I had been like single for war years. Uh. And
Speaker 1: I'm usually not someone who's looking to be in a relationship,
Speaker 1: but I felt feel like that one was kind of
Speaker 1: like taken from me without my control in his behavior.
Speaker 1: And so now it's almost like I've been frantically looking
Speaker 1: for someone else to understand me. I have a really
Speaker 1: hard problem like being understood. And I feel, like you said,
Speaker 1: disconnected from people a lot and as soon as someone
Speaker 1: even like says something on a date that lets me
Speaker 1: know like they really don't get me at all, I
Speaker 1: immediately like shut down. Um. And so in the past,
Speaker 1: um uh, in the past what what? What month is
Speaker 1: it now? September? So in the past like nine months,
Speaker 1: I would say, I think I've like fallen in love
Speaker 1: like three times. And the first one definitely not in
Speaker 1: love with anymore or I'm not even sure if I
Speaker 1: ever was. And then that's the next two are people
Speaker 1: who are still kind of in my life and I
Speaker 1: don't and now I and now I feel like it
Speaker 1: might be like I might have to make a decision
Speaker 1: between the two, like like going back to this person
Speaker 1: I walked away from or really getting to know this
Speaker 1: new and exciting person, and I don't know what which
Speaker 1: one to pick or what what or which one to
Speaker 1: follow and like devote my time and attention to or
Speaker 1: maybe neither, you know, So how do you want to
Speaker 1: frame the question? Yeah? That was very complex. It was
Speaker 1: giving a little backstory. Um. I mean I think the
Speaker 1: question is there's two people of interest who show interest
Speaker 1: in me, um, and how do I know which one
Speaker 1: to pursue? Yeah? Um, I think you use the word
Speaker 1: falling in love and for for you to a large extent,
Speaker 1: that's a fantasy. Uh, that's a um, I mean until
Speaker 1: it's reality. Right, it's a a dream, a desire, and
Speaker 1: so um. I mean it goes back a little bit
Speaker 1: to how you know who's working hardest for your uh
Speaker 1: you know, your love for whatever, your affections and um.
Speaker 1: But let's spread the cards. I'm going to just smooth
Speaker 1: this out of the way first. Sure, make a pou
Speaker 1: of tin. It's interesting thing, Christine. I didn't notice which ones,
Speaker 1: but you picked some with your conscious hands, some with
Speaker 1: your unconscious hand. Times I pay attention, yeah, um, and
Speaker 1: but other times I you know, oh conscious meaning like
Speaker 1: like particularly like random or your right hand is your
Speaker 1: conscious hand because you're right handed. Yeah, okay, yeah, your
Speaker 1: left hand is unconscious, so you picked some with your
Speaker 1: left hand, and that you know it has a slightly
Speaker 1: different meaning. Interesting. The hermit, he's just like, oh this bite, well,
Speaker 1: they say. Sometimes it's not what you see, but what
Speaker 1: you say and how you say it that makes the difference. Definitely,
Speaker 1: tone matters. That's the problem. I have ten different terror
Speaker 1: readers could be here and give you ten different interpretations
Speaker 1: and they could all be right, but though they may
Speaker 1: be different from each other. Um, I think you too,
Speaker 1: uh need to take some time in space. You know.
Speaker 1: You you're so wanting everything in a hurry that you
Speaker 1: tend to kind of push um more than oh. I mean,
Speaker 1: you can't force things. They have to take their time
Speaker 1: and unfold in their own way. I'm trying three four though,
Speaker 1: So so is that mother nature? No? No, no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't want to have kids. I'm just I'm just
Speaker 1: sing with you, all right. Well, you know there is
Speaker 1: a real yeah yeah, yeah, know, honestly, I think about
Speaker 1: that like a lot. And that's why I don't like
Speaker 1: force like dating apps and stuff like that, because there
Speaker 1: is no mother nature clock for me because I don't
Speaker 1: want to have it. It doesn't matter. Yeah that's good.
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, your creativity or your children to
Speaker 1: your your you know, thank you, my careers, my baby,
Speaker 1: thank you. Yeah and dogs. Yeah. So, um, you're you
Speaker 1: have had some counseling, but you're you're still in a
Speaker 1: place where I mean, I call this ov It's like
Speaker 1: you know, you've you've worked so hard, you've had so
Speaker 1: many relationships you you you know, and now you have
Speaker 1: these two, But so what do you do for an encore?
Speaker 1: What's next with you know? How do you proceed? UM?
Speaker 1: And I think that what this is saying is is
Speaker 1: that you need quality alone time. You need to take
Speaker 1: some alone time, you need to put back off and
Speaker 1: see how that affects those relationships and how those people
Speaker 1: respond to that. UM. That taking of space and time interesting.
Speaker 1: It's important to realize that you're the place you're in
Speaker 1: is a consequence of your own choices and actions. So
Speaker 1: you're you're in this situation. You're in because you've chosen it, UM,
Speaker 1: you know, and you're just getting to know yourself in
Speaker 1: new ways despite the fact that you're thirty four, you
Speaker 1: are UM still only UM and perhaps always, but right
Speaker 1: now in touch with feelings that you've not been in
Speaker 1: touch with. So you're seeing yourself in new ways. UM.
Speaker 1: You're also are independent, or even maybe more independent than
Speaker 1: you've been in the past, in that you're oh responsible
Speaker 1: for yourself and not asking anybody for anything. UM. You're
Speaker 1: It's interesting because you both have had such similar symbolism.
Speaker 1: In this particular case, it's that's different, but it's very
Speaker 1: similar UM that other people are seeing it differently than
Speaker 1: you're seeing it. You know, you're you're seeing your which
Speaker 1: you want, and other people are seeing that several one
Speaker 1: of them is definitely not you know right or we
Speaker 1: don't I know who that is? Um or you know,
Speaker 1: perhaps it's you know, it's gonna fall apart to give
Speaker 1: you know sooner or later. So why don't you just
Speaker 1: let it? Um? And you you don't like being confused.
Speaker 1: It's hard on you. You it's it's very frustrating for
Speaker 1: you to be confused. So and you are confused right now.
Speaker 1: And so what I want to say is that's okay.
Speaker 1: It's okay to be confused. So okay to feel confused.
Speaker 1: You have to be patient with yourself. It's um, it
Speaker 1: will sort itself out. UM. You know you have high
Speaker 1: ideals and you um do have dreams and visions. And personally,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't settle for less. I wouldn't I wouldn't compromise.
Speaker 1: I mean, you're you're a person who is romantic. You
Speaker 1: are romantic, you you are old fashioned, will be romantic
Speaker 1: and old fashioned, but don't compromise. You know, if if
Speaker 1: someone who's right, that doesn't mean kick him to the curb,
Speaker 1: but it didn't means it's you know, you have a
Speaker 1: partnership meeting and talk about what's working well it isn't
Speaker 1: and you know how you can without blame, you can
Speaker 1: work together to make things better. Um. I think that
Speaker 1: your biggest challenges kind of not being in a hurry. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like you're you're you're you're. Uh. Once you know or
Speaker 1: see you know what you want, you just you know,
Speaker 1: let's get on with it. Let's you know, let's get
Speaker 1: it together or whatever. But that it just doesn't work
Speaker 1: that way. You can do that way for yourself. It's great.
Speaker 1: You want to you know, do something, make something, build something,
Speaker 1: go ahead, do it. You know, when someone else is
Speaker 1: involved you cannot control or you know they're they're timing there,
Speaker 1: their destiny whatever. M So, in terms of this spread,
Speaker 1: I would say the best way to deal with these
Speaker 1: two relationships is not to think which one is better,
Speaker 1: which one is less good right now? But take some
Speaker 1: time and space from both of them. And I don't
Speaker 1: know how much time that means. Um could be a
Speaker 1: short time or it could be a little longer, but
Speaker 1: quality time. You know, maybe you don't like being a
Speaker 1: one you you you you want to have a partner.
Speaker 1: You um enjoy partnering and you feel like you should
Speaker 1: have a partner, but um, until there's no question, M
Speaker 1: there's a question. Yeah, indeed, because when the relationship is
Speaker 1: going to work out, is it's like should it just
Speaker 1: seamlessly work out? I don't think so, Okay, I think
Speaker 1: it's work all the time, forever whatever. Yeah, it's fun
Speaker 1: to put work in a relationship. But I've noticed like
Speaker 1: the times that I've just eased into a relationship with
Speaker 1: somebody and there was just no confusion. Like there's been
Speaker 1: a couple of times in my life where we've just
Speaker 1: both been engulfed in each other and there was no
Speaker 1: game playing, there was no There was some waiting, but
Speaker 1: just out of self respect and I don't even know
Speaker 1: you that well yet kind of waiting. But like, and
Speaker 1: then sometimes you meet somebody and there's a lot of
Speaker 1: hurdles and it's like, well, when is that worth jumping
Speaker 1: over the hurdles? Like you can't it's hard to tell sometimes.
Speaker 1: Well that's one big obstacle course out there. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you aside. Yeah, And what do you think about online
Speaker 1: day do you think that messes up? Like do you
Speaker 1: think online dating messes up the natural flow of things. UM,
Speaker 1: I on the whole don't recommend it, although I've had
Speaker 1: people who have had great I mean, i have a
Speaker 1: nephew because of online dating. So I'm you know, obviously
Speaker 1: you know, I'm a believer. But at the same time,
Speaker 1: it does there's something about it that feels a little
Speaker 1: It's not something I would do because I feel like
Speaker 1: without you know, UM, eye contact and touch and real communication.
Speaker 1: You know, people say, oh, I want to reading you know,
Speaker 1: from a distance. I could probably you know, get rich
Speaker 1: doing that. But I'm not interested in reading people from
Speaker 1: a distance because I need to see. I need to
Speaker 1: look in their eyes. I need to feel connect I
Speaker 1: need to feel connected. I need to know whether I'm
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Speaker 1: services you offer? You do, Burt, you reach charts, tarot
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Speaker 1: a good? Um reasonings for people like when your clients
Speaker 1: come to you like what are you? What areas are
Speaker 1: you most helpful with? There's three reasons people come to
Speaker 1: see somebody like me. They're They're concerned about relationship. That's
Speaker 1: number one, especially, that's why I'm here. Number two is career,
Speaker 1: and I'm great a career, but um. And number three
Speaker 1: is health. Although I'm not a medical, um metaphysical person,
Speaker 1: I can see things and I can recommend. Oh, Karin
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Speaker 1: just like, I gained like thirty pounds in a in
Speaker 1: a year, even though people even though like I work
Speaker 1: out like an insane amount, and it was like unlike
Speaker 1: carry a day diet. I mean, I went to an
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Speaker 1: just annoying. I mean it was annoying because people were like,
Speaker 1: you know, you're just getting older, b body positive, You're
Speaker 1: just like getting some weight, and I'm like, no, my
Speaker 1: body is shutting down like a thirty three year old
Speaker 1: woman shouldn't be happy to take a three hour nap
Speaker 1: in the middle of the day because she has no
Speaker 1: energy to go on. It's good to trust your intuition
Speaker 1: and it's good to follow up. I, you know, would
Speaker 1: never diagnose, So if I see something that actually does
Speaker 1: look serious to me, I'll say, I'm not a medical promise,
Speaker 1: but I think you should see your internet hurt. So
Speaker 1: like that would just come up and like that would
Speaker 1: come up in a mom or generally comes up in
Speaker 1: the in the palm. Cool, okay, cool, like okay, so yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah we're healthy still, um so health career, love relationships
Speaker 1: and where can people find you? Where can people contact you?
Speaker 1: I guess go to my website, the Mark Seltman dot
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Speaker 1: So that's it. Thanks so much, Mark. Thanks really insightful
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Speaker 1: nothing like hands for a party, because there's five minutes
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Speaker 1: So we are here with angel Idealism. Hello, Hi, welcome,
Speaker 1: Thank you for thank you for being here, thank you
Speaker 1: for having me. Um, we're very excited. So you specialize
Speaker 1: in reading charts, people's charts, their birth charts, right, Yes,
Speaker 1: I am an astrologer and I read astrological charts. Okay,
Speaker 1: so let's get into it. Um. Let's so you have
Speaker 1: our information. Do you, well, do we can do Karren.
Speaker 1: I would think I'd like to do Karns for us
Speaker 1: because she had some very specific things that I want
Speaker 1: to address. Well, I don't think bad. Oh everybody gets
Speaker 1: scared when you know a lot of things. I'm scrolling up.
Speaker 1: That's why I asked if this was live, right, because
Speaker 1: oh yeah, So I'm not going to read your entire chart.
Speaker 1: I'm going to focus more on Um, the asteroid goddess
Speaker 1: warrior called Lilith, who is the She's the feminist asteroid.
Speaker 1: As far as I can, I can see where my
Speaker 1: research can see and Karin Um is it okay? If
Speaker 1: I say your data okay, and you can end up
Speaker 1: she were born in Livingston, New Jersey, September at five PM.
Speaker 1: And that's PM, not am. That's correct. Okay, great, So
Speaker 1: this gives you crack hor rising. Now I just had
Speaker 1: that crack corps and I don't care, I really and
Speaker 1: I really don't, you know, actually care. But anyways, I
Speaker 1: just want to people people who are crack hose the
Speaker 1: mouse stimulous people in the world. Okay. So anyway, so
Speaker 1: you have Pisces ascendant. So Pisces is such a fascinating
Speaker 1: sign because it's the saint, the ho the spiritualist, the debaucher.
Speaker 1: Pisces just it's ruled by Neptune and just likes to
Speaker 1: escape to another place, um, to escape the visceral realities
Speaker 1: of every day um. So one way to escape is
Speaker 1: through spirituality, swimming in the ocean, meditation, yoga, um. And
Speaker 1: the other way is to escape through drinking, debauch ing, etcetera.
Speaker 1: So just so long as you become another entity somehow
Speaker 1: escape uh boring reality, that's the just the nature of Pisces.
Speaker 1: We think Mary Magdalene from the Bible, that sort of thing. Anyway,
Speaker 1: so that's your ascendant. So you want to transcend the
Speaker 1: mundane in one way or the other. So of course
Speaker 1: that gives you a Virgo descendant. And the descent is
Speaker 1: the partnership house. Who you marry, how you marry, how
Speaker 1: you vibe on relationships. So of course, because you are
Speaker 1: a Libra's son, most people know their basic sun shine astrology,
Speaker 1: and I happen to really like Libres by the way.
Speaker 1: So anyway, so your son is in Libra, and it's
Speaker 1: also in a Libra house because the seventh house is
Speaker 1: a Libra house. Um. Because Libra rules balanced fair play
Speaker 1: and harmony in relationships. You have Virgo on the cusp
Speaker 1: of the house, so that means you're a bit picky
Speaker 1: and fussy about partnerships, and you're very analytical about partnerships,
Speaker 1: and or you would attract a very um, piggy, fussy,
Speaker 1: analytical type of partner. Communication is huge with your partnerships
Speaker 1: because Virgo Virgo is ruled by Mercury uh and the plan,
Speaker 1: your plan at Mercury is in your seventh house, the
Speaker 1: house of partnerships in the sign of Libra. So communicating
Speaker 1: about relationships is very important to and having uh partnerships
Speaker 1: with people. When you do communication process uh projects um,
Speaker 1: so that makes you a project hoe. Basically it's the
Speaker 1: upshot of that. So you have something kind of interesting.
Speaker 1: You have Fortuna a k the part of fortune, which
Speaker 1: is just a lucky part in the sky that happens
Speaker 1: to be in your seventh house. So you've got a
Speaker 1: very interesting lineup in your seventh house, the house of partnerships.
Speaker 1: And you have Juno, the asteroid of marriage in Libra
Speaker 1: in the sign in it in its domicile in the
Speaker 1: seventh house. So partnerships are of extreme importance to you.
Speaker 1: So I'm going to tell you something that's gonna save
Speaker 1: you about thirty five years of therapy, which basically I
Speaker 1: went to therapy for you and all your bitches so
Speaker 1: that I could, you know, say this information. And just
Speaker 1: a little disclaimer, I'm not a therapist. I'm not a psychotherapist.
Speaker 1: You're going to take the therapist out of that, okay,
Speaker 1: all right. So you have Venus and Virgo, which is
Speaker 1: a very difficult placement for Venus because it's a it's
Speaker 1: in its detriment because it's opposite Venus in its exaltation,
Speaker 1: which is Venus and Pisces. Venus is and Pisces is
Speaker 1: that I love you period, Okay, I love you unconditionally.
Speaker 1: Venus and Virgo is I love you, comma, but your
Speaker 1: feed are stinky. And also you have a very exaggerated
Speaker 1: old factory sense, meaning that your sense of smell is
Speaker 1: more particular than most people. Or are there some issue
Speaker 1: along those lines, So if you get the slightest whiff
Speaker 1: off somebody or you get turned off easily. With Venus
Speaker 1: and Virgo, it's it's a very conditional sort of love.
Speaker 1: So there is a critical attention to detail that is
Speaker 1: just the nature of Virgo. Now, if you put that
Speaker 1: critical attention to detail in an art form, because Venus
Speaker 1: speaks to art, love, beauty, music, and money itself for
Speaker 1: that matter. So if you put your critical attention to
Speaker 1: detail into a money making enterprise, into business, or into
Speaker 1: an art form which is which requires a great deal
Speaker 1: of communication around it as in radio or podcast um
Speaker 1: or uh where you where your critical attention to detail
Speaker 1: is loving in and of itself or money drawing or
Speaker 1: art producing. If you put that critical attention to detail
Speaker 1: on your lover's pores, wow, you know, it just does
Speaker 1: it doesn't go, doesn't go. But in business you could
Speaker 1: be or an art you could be a master craftsman um.
Speaker 1: And also just this tendency to over analyze love and
Speaker 1: you know, and for your business it's you know, absolutely perfect.
Speaker 1: But if your love life learning how to just go
Speaker 1: with the flow, because love should go with the flow,
Speaker 1: there should be a flow to it instead of wait, wait,
Speaker 1: let's just stop. Look at your penis firm it right?
Speaker 1: Whoa yeah? And if that wasn't intense enough, your your
Speaker 1: mars is also in virgo. Mars is fine in virgos,
Speaker 1: but you have a conjoinment conjunction means they're up on
Speaker 1: each other. So Mars in essence is the cock of
Speaker 1: the zodiac. Um, it's it's um, the male membrane. It
Speaker 1: is the uh you know, being yang, being aggressive, being masculine. Um.
Speaker 1: And I know millennials are sort of turning gender on
Speaker 1: its ear. I'm actually not a millennial, so I'm still
Speaker 1: okay with the boy and girl thing. But it is
Speaker 1: a difference, s orry. Now I can explain in the
Speaker 1: your outer generational planets. Uh, you know why some of
Speaker 1: those things go down. Certain certain things happen sexually in
Speaker 1: certain generations that don't happen in other generations. So more
Speaker 1: on that later. So um, so Venus in virgo is
Speaker 1: is has has its own his own charms, as it were.
Speaker 1: But then Mars right next to it can mean that
Speaker 1: you could be somewhat aggressive in love, or that you
Speaker 1: aggressively person to your art, or you aggressively pursue money,
Speaker 1: or you aggressively pursue uh, you know, business. So those
Speaker 1: are all the things that Venus and virgo, But it
Speaker 1: also can mean that there's an aggressive nature with love,
Speaker 1: either you attract aggressive penises or that you're aggressive with them.
Speaker 1: But who am I to talk? My second album was
Speaker 1: called Aggressive Cheesecake, So I know a lot about these
Speaker 1: aggressive penis issues. Um. So in other words, you know,
Speaker 1: it's it's the place that's want to be satisfied. Um.
Speaker 1: But sometimes they can be uh. If you don't understand
Speaker 1: the nature of the energies in your chart, it can
Speaker 1: work against you. It can be counterproductive as opposed to saying,
Speaker 1: oh I understand this, um, I can work with this better.
Speaker 1: And and this happens to take place in the six house,
Speaker 1: which is the house of everyday work. Okay, so your
Speaker 1: everyday job is to overanalyze penises, you know, So you
Speaker 1: somehow happened upon exact career, that exact trajectory you know.
Speaker 1: Choice Now your mars is just shy of the seventh house,
Speaker 1: which is the house of marriage and partnership. So that
Speaker 1: means that there could be a little bit of an
Speaker 1: aggressive nous with um with partners, or or them being
Speaker 1: or fighting, you know. Or and again a way around
Speaker 1: that is to have partners that are very athletic, you know,
Speaker 1: well put together athletic spartan as it were, like let's
Speaker 1: go hiking, let's do a lot of physical activities. To
Speaker 1: other lots of sex, of course, um, but just physical enterprise.
Speaker 1: So that would mitigate it, meaning that you wouldn't have
Speaker 1: lots of aggression and fighting in the relationship. You would
Speaker 1: have a very active relate like a couch potato husband
Speaker 1: or wife is just not in the like someone just
Speaker 1: sits around as mobi. Yeah, it's that, you know, you'd
Speaker 1: you'd prefer somebody who's you know, Marlon Brando, you know,
Speaker 1: get off that roof, betch or whatever he says to
Speaker 1: the exactly. Let's see what else I'm going to tell
Speaker 1: you here. Um. So you have a Sagittarius mid heaven.
Speaker 1: The mid heaven is the fame point in the in
Speaker 1: somebody's chart, and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter, so you
Speaker 1: see in your Jupiter. It means that you you kind
Speaker 1: of want to do everything with your career, like if
Speaker 1: your career was a bagel, would be in everything bagel.
Speaker 1: You want to everything, like I want to do this,
Speaker 1: I want to do that. Um. But there's an element
Speaker 1: of broadcast with your career because Sagittarius is the natural
Speaker 1: ruler of the ninth house and the ninth houses higher education, travel, publishing, advertising, broadcast. Yes,
Speaker 1: and the law for that matter. So having a positive,
Speaker 1: upbeat and comedic approach to your career is important. UM.
Speaker 1: And traveling over the world or you know, covering politics
Speaker 1: or you know broad subjects um is super important. But
Speaker 1: also doing doing what you do in a comedic format.
Speaker 1: You have your and us the planet of weird, wacky
Speaker 1: and wild in your house of broadcast, and Urinus rules internet, television,
Speaker 1: social media, and astrology. So you're again honoring your chart
Speaker 1: by having me here, and you know, having astrology part
Speaker 1: of your of your podcast interesting. So both your urineus
Speaker 1: and your mid heaven are in Sagittarius rule by Jupiter UM.
Speaker 1: And so you know, to broadcast electronically is just pretty
Speaker 1: much what you were, you know, born to do. Now
Speaker 1: back to Lilith, and Lilith again is the uh asteroid
Speaker 1: goddess which has to do with um. She's the divide
Speaker 1: and conquer bitch, you know. So Lilith is often you know,
Speaker 1: uh someone who works in sexuality, or another incarnation of
Speaker 1: it would be to somebody who works in feminism or
Speaker 1: deals with women who have been uh uh disenfranchised in
Speaker 1: some way because of their sexuality and are angry in
Speaker 1: some way and I call it divine female anger. I'm
Speaker 1: a proud um angry bitch. You know I am perfectly
Speaker 1: fine letting my anger out or you know what I say,
Speaker 1: I don't lose my temper. I find it. So for you, Um,
Speaker 1: you have Lilith in your second house, the House of Values,
Speaker 1: So that means you value anger, you value feminism, you
Speaker 1: value um women being able to channel their energy their
Speaker 1: anger for power instead of being victimized. Okay, so she.
Speaker 1: First of all, in your second house you have aries
Speaker 1: on the cusp, which is ruled by Mars. So the
Speaker 1: ruler of your second house, the House of Values, really
Speaker 1: speaks to your relationships because you you have Mars your
Speaker 1: relationships and aggressive relationships because you have Mars right on
Speaker 1: your your descendant or your seventh house cusp. So um.
Speaker 1: But and then in the second house you have the
Speaker 1: north note of the moon, which is a karmic point,
Speaker 1: a point of luck and basically, Um, your north ode
Speaker 1: is in Taurus. So that's what you were put on
Speaker 1: this earth to do. Uh, to make uh, to make money.
Speaker 1: How you're here to make some money else not play
Speaker 1: around UM, to do art and commerce because your north
Speaker 1: notice in Taurus and Taurus has a Venusian content to it,
Speaker 1: meaning that it's ruled by Venus, and Venus is art, love,
Speaker 1: beauty and music. But as the as a dispositor or
Speaker 1: the ruler of of Taurus, it's art and commerce because
Speaker 1: Taurus a lot of money. If they say don't love money,
Speaker 1: they're lying. They love money. They love comfort and ease,
Speaker 1: and there can be a little snobby, but Taurus love
Speaker 1: the money. So the north note in the second house
Speaker 1: it means you really have great luck, um, and good
Speaker 1: fortune by turning art into commerce. Can you teach me
Speaker 1: because like I never at the starving artist thing, like
Speaker 1: I do it just a little too well. So I
Speaker 1: got into astrology because when I get paid, it's a
Speaker 1: it's a miracle. It's truly a miracle. And then you
Speaker 1: have admidos in the second house. And again the second
Speaker 1: house is money, but it's your values. So admidos um
Speaker 1: is also known as the brick wall, and it it
Speaker 1: has a Taurus vibe to it anyway, and um, and
Speaker 1: there's a generational thing. Your generation has it in the
Speaker 1: sign of Taurus. So and it's in but it's in
Speaker 1: your second house. So uh, the vibe with ad medos
Speaker 1: is that with great perseverance and over time, you could
Speaker 1: be called upon as an expert wherever you have admidos
Speaker 1: in um uh, whatever house you have it and whatever
Speaker 1: placement so you have in the second house in Taurus,
Speaker 1: So that means you would be called upon as an
Speaker 1: expert in art and commerce and gets what guess what
Speaker 1: it's right next to So you're an expert in feminism
Speaker 1: or an expert in female rage um and this is
Speaker 1: how you get a paycheck. That's cool anyway, So being
Speaker 1: an expert on feminism is how you would draw a paycheck.
Speaker 1: So probably interesting. And then the ruler of your north node,
Speaker 1: your admidos, and your lilith are all Venus because Venus
Speaker 1: rules Taurus. You know, so art and commerce from you know,
Speaker 1: from this enterprise. And then your venus is in the
Speaker 1: sixth house conjoining Mars, so so your venus can joins
Speaker 1: your penis basically, so you know, let's talk about cock, baby,
Speaker 1: you know you're just you know, your your cock talker um.
Speaker 1: So anyway, so your urinus is in Sagittarius and Uranus
Speaker 1: is the planet of um of rebellion um so um,
Speaker 1: so you are going to rebel through broadcast because your
Speaker 1: urinus is in Sagittarius. You're going to rebel through higher education, travel, publishing, advertising, broadcasting,
Speaker 1: and the law. Um So. Anyway, so Uranus in Sagittarius
Speaker 1: means that you know you're gonna rebel through broadcasts. You're
Speaker 1: gonna rebel by being You're gonna rebel through comedy, and
Speaker 1: rebel through comedy broadcast because your urinus is in the
Speaker 1: ninth house, the house of House of broadcasts. Quite interesting, um, Now,
Speaker 1: the younger millennials have Uranus in Capricorn. So Uranus is
Speaker 1: rebellion and Capricorn is old world structures um conservativism. So
Speaker 1: they rebel by somehow being conservative, and they also rebel
Speaker 1: by taking old world structures out at the knees. So
Speaker 1: the outer generational plans for your for you or for
Speaker 1: your generation are Pluto and Scorpio. So Pluto stays ten
Speaker 1: years and wanting to transform sexuality or destroy or blow
Speaker 1: up gender as we have known it. Um. Then Uranus
Speaker 1: rebelling again through comedy because you have it in Sagittary.
Speaker 1: So the older um so, the only older millennials have
Speaker 1: some sense of humor. The younger ones. That's so much
Speaker 1: because because you know, you're because Sagittarius is like, you know,
Speaker 1: the comedic, and then of course you have your sagittary
Speaker 1: sumidav um, the fame point um and then or maybe
Speaker 1: there's all this stuff astrological sex talk is just getting
Speaker 1: to me, getting the clempt all right, So you and
Speaker 1: of course you're your Neptune, the planet of escapism in
Speaker 1: the sign of Capricorn, and Neptune stays fourteen years in
Speaker 1: a sign, so pretty much for for all of the
Speaker 1: millennials have Neptune in Capricorn. So that means you are
Speaker 1: very imaginative with business and that you can be structured,
Speaker 1: organized and discipline with um, with spirituality or with um. Uh.
Speaker 1: Broadcast Neptune is also a broadcast planet as well, so
Speaker 1: quite interesting here, yeah uh. And do you want to
Speaker 1: see a little bit about what's going on in your future? Okay,
Speaker 1: So you have Uranus, the planet of electronics, the planet
Speaker 1: of internet, television, social media, um and shock and things
Speaker 1: being different and weird, transitting your second house, the house
Speaker 1: of money. It's retrograding. It's at six degrees now, uh,
Speaker 1: is it hitting anything in particular? It's already opposite your Pluto. Oh, interesting.
Speaker 1: Much later this year or early next during US the
Speaker 1: planet of weird wacking, while will conjoin your north node
Speaker 1: in the second and therefore go opposite your south node
Speaker 1: in the eighth. Oh that's interesting. So as humans, when
Speaker 1: we don't know what to do, we all we almost
Speaker 1: always do the worst fucking possible. Like I don't know
Speaker 1: what to do, let me just find my old bad
Speaker 1: habit when I always run back to when I don't
Speaker 1: know what the funk to do, And that's the south notes.
Speaker 1: So that's my fair pair of old fuzzy pink slippers.
Speaker 1: So that's when I'm in a bad mood, I'm going
Speaker 1: to put on my my my sloppy slippers and I'm
Speaker 1: going to write shitty yelped reviews for you know, I
Speaker 1: have a you know, I have a backlog of stuff.
Speaker 1: You know, when you're just like ble or whatever, your
Speaker 1: you know, your old bad habit is, whatever that default is.
Speaker 1: So by urine urin, this is going to uh activate
Speaker 1: your nodes. Like you don't really notice your nodes until
Speaker 1: they're activated. Urinus um. Hitting one node in your chart
Speaker 1: and opposite the south node means that if you um
Speaker 1: do broadcasts that are shocking and different and are really
Speaker 1: in keeping with rebellion in some way. Um, you will
Speaker 1: garner help with you know, new people helping you, but
Speaker 1: you may have to say there's some hellos and some goodbyes.
Speaker 1: You may have to say goodbye to people that don't
Speaker 1: support what you do or think that you've gone too
Speaker 1: far um, or are not okay with the You're making
Speaker 1: money from a rebellious place, so it's definitely going to
Speaker 1: And also it's you saying what are my old bad
Speaker 1: habits and what are my new good habits? Where where
Speaker 1: are my fuzzy pink slippers here? You could have one
Speaker 1: foot with the old ones, one ft the new ones.
Speaker 1: But you're just gonna say chop chop, you know, sorted out,
Speaker 1: let it go. And this is going to be in
Speaker 1: your financial access. So for example, you might take on
Speaker 1: you know more certain people may want to invest in you,
Speaker 1: and other people may not want to invest in you.
Speaker 1: Uh so, but if you stick sticking with your guns
Speaker 1: and saying I want to be REBELLI yes in bold
Speaker 1: um and I want to do a shocking broadcast you
Speaker 1: know that is about art and commerce and you know
Speaker 1: dick yeah, so it Oh and you have some good
Speaker 1: news here. Jupiter the plane of wealth and expansion. Oh
Speaker 1: so good. Um, Jupiter is the ruler of your yarness.
Speaker 1: And Jupiter in the sky right now, just went over
Speaker 1: your yarness that's bringing you great luck and success with
Speaker 1: electronic broadcasts. And Jupiter is in its domicile in the
Speaker 1: ninth House. It loves it's it's it's home. It's at home.
Speaker 1: It loves being in that house. So it's been there
Speaker 1: since let's say last fall, late fall, early winter, and
Speaker 1: so um, late fall this year, early winter, it's going
Speaker 1: to hit let's say mid November. I'm bullparking November is
Speaker 1: it's going to hit you your MC media colum Latin
Speaker 1: for fame CUSP of your tenth house. Wow wow wow uh.
Speaker 1: And it's it's ruler. That's amazing, So you're gonna have
Speaker 1: great look and good fortune. Um. The enterprise is starting
Speaker 1: now because it's Jupiter's in the ninth House where it
Speaker 1: loves being, and it's like sort of a domino effect
Speaker 1: running up to and it's it's at the end of
Speaker 1: the third quadrant, which I call the rise to success quadrant.
Speaker 1: So it's hitting the top of your chart later this
Speaker 1: year and then it will continue in its track for uh,
Speaker 1: you know, a year from the end of basically from
Speaker 1: November of this year until November of next year, it's
Speaker 1: going to be in your tenth house, make hay while
Speaker 1: the sun shines. It will also at at a certain point.
Speaker 1: Actually I can tell you the date. So Neptune, uh,
Speaker 1: is your Neptune in your chart, in your tenth house
Speaker 1: is at zero zero Capricorn. On December two, UM, Jupiter
Speaker 1: will change signs from Sagittarius it's rulership position, and go
Speaker 1: into the sign of Capricorn. So just after that that
Speaker 1: would be December two, so would we would say by
Speaker 1: the end of UM December, Uh, Jupiter will be right
Speaker 1: on your Neptune. Neptune is a has a sort of
Speaker 1: a gaseous orb it's a it's a sort of a
Speaker 1: free floating planet, so you might feel it in advance
Speaker 1: of that, but that's so great. So basically Jupiter is
Speaker 1: hitting both of your broadcast planets, hitting mean conjoining up
Speaker 1: on your urine. Your Urine's just happened, and then um
Speaker 1: later this winter, uh, it'll hit your h well the
Speaker 1: end of all hits your the top of your chart
Speaker 1: at your fame point and then Um in winter hitting
Speaker 1: your December hitting your Neptune. Uh. And so both of
Speaker 1: your broadcast planets are getting a huge boon of luck. Wow, sweet,
Speaker 1: are you getting rid of some friendships or organizations you've
Speaker 1: been involved with? Ah? Not organizations. Well the House of
Speaker 1: Groups eleven houses on Monday in house, but you have Saturn,
Speaker 1: South Node and Pluto all in your eleventh house Hope Dreams,
Speaker 1: which is humanitarian causes. Keep an eye on your friendships.
Speaker 1: So just on his hands like kind of heavy were
Speaker 1: And I don't know if you've heard about this lineup
Speaker 1: of Pluto and Saturn and the South Node in early
Speaker 1: January of next year, but you don't have it hitting
Speaker 1: anything really particular new chart, so that is good. You
Speaker 1: do have Neptune, the planet of confusion, delusion, illusion, but
Speaker 1: also a very inspirational and creative planet in your first house,
Speaker 1: so that means you can create whatever image that you
Speaker 1: would like out into the world, but also you could
Speaker 1: it will. Neptune is the ruler of your ascendance, so uh.
Speaker 1: And Neptune again is one of the broadcast planets. Um
Speaker 1: so Venus is in Virgo right now by by transit,
Speaker 1: and so it just went into your seventh house, the
Speaker 1: house of marriage and partnership or long term relationships. Um,
Speaker 1: so that's very Venus is just very beautifying. Um. It
Speaker 1: just makes things lovely. It makes things easy and lovely
Speaker 1: and lucrative and just nice. So that's quite good. So
Speaker 1: basically also a lot of things let's see, um juno, Mercury,
Speaker 1: Mars and the sun all in virgo now in your
Speaker 1: six house, the house of everyday work. And they're basically
Speaker 1: or you must be horny gosh, actually do you have questions? Uh?
Speaker 1: I mean career. I feel like there's always like a
Speaker 1: lot about career and stuff for me. And then is
Speaker 1: there any for love? Well I did mention venus. Venus
Speaker 1: just went in your seventh house, house of relationships. Um
Speaker 1: and um yes so so basically Mars um is also
Speaker 1: going to Mars is conjoining your Mars. That is a
Speaker 1: very sexual. But that is a personal thing for you,
Speaker 1: right sex right right, because you asked about your personal life,
Speaker 1: so I just talked about yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: so so um Mars on Mars is very you getting
Speaker 1: in touch with your energy and che and and basically
Speaker 1: Mars is dick. So it's like, well, if that's what
Speaker 1: you're into, you are guys, we fuck. It's like it'd
Speaker 1: be funny if you guys were lesbian. So I would say,
Speaker 1: with Mars on your venus, you should be really pleasured
Speaker 1: to the hilt right now, girl, Yeah, and if either
Speaker 1: one of these generals that gives me exactly what information
Speaker 1: I need. In fact, I'm all out of luck. I'm
Speaker 1: so lost without your cock. No I'm not. So I
Speaker 1: would absolutely just go for that as much as pass
Speaker 1: and then all that enterprise. Right now, it's on your
Speaker 1: venus and Mars in the six house, the house of
Speaker 1: every day, it's about to go into a relationship house.
Speaker 1: So a lot of people are going to be wanting
Speaker 1: to get your number and hanging out with you. And
Speaker 1: you know that's just let's just started having the past
Speaker 1: couple of weeks, it's been a little insane. Everyone I've
Speaker 1: ever dated has messaged me. Yeah, and so that's what
Speaker 1: you see that in the charts. Yes, So don't don't
Speaker 1: wait on some lame mess dick motherfucker's No, I don't
Speaker 1: wait on people. Oh I never mean all right, where
Speaker 1: are we going? All right? So let's um, let's check
Speaker 1: out the next young Christina, and you are with a
Speaker 1: K K and too y no k y, jolly, I'm
Speaker 1: sure you've thought of that. I haven't until right now.
Speaker 1: My god, this dirty mind that I have. I usually
Speaker 1: see Dick's wherever I go a little so, uh, just
Speaker 1: check the data. First, you were born in Doylestown, Pennsylvania,
Speaker 1: and that was Bucks County. Yes, such a I would
Speaker 1: have had a slightly different rising sign perhaps if you're
Speaker 1: a different county. Alright, so I'm very particular about these things.
Speaker 1: So February nineteen nineteen, okay, I love that year, by
Speaker 1: the way, Um and nine fIF am. That's correct. Okay,
Speaker 1: So this time day in place gives you the anoretic
Speaker 1: degree of aries ascendant. Anaretic does not mean anorectic. It
Speaker 1: means the last degree of the sign. So it's the
Speaker 1: most exaggerated degree of aries. So aries areas rising is
Speaker 1: me first? Now go go going. It's the natural ascendant.
Speaker 1: It's natural to put yourself first. I have the opposite,
Speaker 1: so I put everybody else first. Um, but I'm charming.
Speaker 1: That's the thing that I'm charming. I'm charming. So anyway,
Speaker 1: so Aria's ascendant, so you should make you like very assertive,
Speaker 1: very assertive. I take it your kind of tomboy growing
Speaker 1: up a little bit a little bit okay, so you're assertive,
Speaker 1: think of yourself more as somebody like I want, I
Speaker 1: need something, I want to go get it. Well, of
Speaker 1: course you have a Pisces son, so your son sign
Speaker 1: very very uh like her rising and people often are
Speaker 1: very drawn to each other when their son and rising
Speaker 1: sign are are the same. So anyway, so piscey son
Speaker 1: sat Ho spiritualisted debaucher, you just want to escape somehow.
Speaker 1: It's a very creative sign um because you have Neptune
Speaker 1: as your ruler, and Neptune is a bit of a
Speaker 1: magic planet where you can just you know, make things,
Speaker 1: use your creative imagination to uh manifest, to manifest what
Speaker 1: you want with all but with all pieces. But your
Speaker 1: son is in the eleventh house, which is an aquarious house,
Speaker 1: So you're a Pisces but with just a dash of
Speaker 1: a query. So you're a little bit more wacky, yeah, strange,
Speaker 1: wacky um and rebellious. Then let's say the average Pisces,
Speaker 1: which just really wants to you know, be a creative
Speaker 1: entity or you know to create or destroy, uh you know,
Speaker 1: whether artistically or through drugs. That's just the nature of
Speaker 1: of Pisces again. And the saint, the ho the spiritualist
Speaker 1: Abouger can go, can you know, go either way as
Speaker 1: it were. But in the eleventh house hope s, dreams,
Speaker 1: wishes and humanitarian causes, um or what you're all about.
Speaker 1: You have mercury and Aquarius. So your mercury is in
Speaker 1: its exultation. Um. Mercury loves being anywhere in the eleventh house,
Speaker 1: So it's in the eleventh house, which is in Aquarius house.
Speaker 1: You have Aquarius on the custom of this house as well.
Speaker 1: It's not always the case. Um. So your mercury is
Speaker 1: in its exultation in the sign of Aquarius, which means
Speaker 1: those crazy ideas you have at three am, those are
Speaker 1: the money shops. Okay, that's what you want. Yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, And you're probably up at three am. You
Speaker 1: have a lot of your twelve house, the twelve house.
Speaker 1: What more on that in a second, So the eleventh house,
Speaker 1: the Mondane House. But you have some very important bits there.
Speaker 1: Um your mercury. Mercury was retrograde when you were born.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you know about the mercury retrograde
Speaker 1: I also was born during a Mercury retigrade. So that
Speaker 1: means that you have a somewhat of an unusual way
Speaker 1: of thinking, or on your bad days you may think
Speaker 1: about the past a little bit too much. Sometimes they
Speaker 1: can give some learning disabilities like dyslexy or a d
Speaker 1: D something like that. Um. But Mercury and the sign
Speaker 1: of Aquarius is just absolutely wonderful, all right. So you
Speaker 1: have Series, which is to nurture and be nurtured, next
Speaker 1: to your Mercury. So even though you can have a
Speaker 1: brilliant or somewhat shocking way of speaking, um, because Series
Speaker 1: is next to it, it means that you also wish
Speaker 1: to somehow comfort people with your with your thoughts, with
Speaker 1: your words, with your intellectual property, or that people may
Speaker 1: come to you to be comforted um for your words. Um.
Speaker 1: Your sense of community is extremely important to you. UM.
Speaker 1: And you would be a bit of a humanitarian um
Speaker 1: meaning that uh, you can't just think about yourself. You
Speaker 1: think about the total the total city of mankind. Um.
Speaker 1: What you think, what can I offer? What can I give?
Speaker 1: A capricorn mid heaven, which is that you have the
Speaker 1: natural placements on most of the cuffs on the main
Speaker 1: cuff for sure. Capricorn at the top of the chart
Speaker 1: means that you could be structured, organized and disciplined UM
Speaker 1: in your profession, that you can sublimate your feelings and
Speaker 1: just get shipped done like a serial killer. You know. Okay,
Speaker 1: you're not a s but you have something fascinating you have.
Speaker 1: Have you studied astrology? No, but I'm very interested in it,
Speaker 1: but I have not studied. I really think that you
Speaker 1: should do as you want, but there would be a
Speaker 1: really good reason for you to do that. You have
Speaker 1: palas Athena and palas Athena as the asteroid goddess Warrior,
Speaker 1: which has to do with sensing patterns and trends and
Speaker 1: seeing a clear vision of the future. To be prescient.
Speaker 1: In other words, you would know things before other people
Speaker 1: know them, and at the very least in this incarnation
Speaker 1: it would be UM. You would be a trendsetter, not
Speaker 1: a trend follow were as part of and parcel of
Speaker 1: your career, so you would know upcoming trends and people
Speaker 1: would say, oh, Christina Hutchinson knows things before other people
Speaker 1: know them. And you have your Palessothene and Capricorn, and
Speaker 1: that's so fascinating your palas athena conjuncts my mercury, or
Speaker 1: rather my mercury conjunctu palas athena. So me talking about
Speaker 1: astrology as part of your career is just what was
Speaker 1: meant to happen here. So as soon as I thought, amazing,
Speaker 1: amazing and all right in your fifth House, the House
Speaker 1: of Romance, fun and games. Uh you have Lilith, yep, yep.
Speaker 1: Now have people tried Have people tried to interfere or
Speaker 1: co opt your romances? People that I'm dating or other outsiders,
Speaker 1: anybody I don't know. I don't think so I mean,
Speaker 1: don't pick. I mean it's not going great, but no
Speaker 1: one's interfering. Well, I mean cheating. I've been cheated on
Speaker 1: many times. Right, so somebody so, so you're hetersexual, you're
Speaker 1: with a guy and some girl tried to oh yeah,
Speaker 1: but it was more the guy being a piece of ship,
Speaker 1: right right right, But there was you know, someone was
Speaker 1: stepping out on somebody. So unfortunately that you'll have a
Speaker 1: lot of that in your life with Lilith in the
Speaker 1: fifth House. So again I'm going to talk about the
Speaker 1: hand that rocks the cradle. I just I love using
Speaker 1: movie metaphors because it's just so you know. So basically,
Speaker 1: let's say you you meet someone and you're having a
Speaker 1: great time with them and you're really falling in love,
Speaker 1: and let's say you have a baby. Don't let Rebecca
Speaker 1: Dimornay come into your house and breastfeed your kids down,
Speaker 1: you know, really, just don't let that happen. So you think,
Speaker 1: so what wait, is what you're saying that I'm gonna
Speaker 1: fall for some cheaters? No, no, no, um, I feel that.
Speaker 1: See Lilith is the divide and conquer. So that means
Speaker 1: that in relations in romance, which is what the Fifth
Speaker 1: House romance fund and game and entertainment. So you work
Speaker 1: in entertainment and you are discussing issues of feminism, jealousy, rape, sex, infidelity.
Speaker 1: This is part and parcel of what you would be
Speaker 1: doing in entertainment. So goose bumps, lots of them, a
Speaker 1: little within the Fifth House means that that's part of
Speaker 1: the Uh, that's part of the fodder for your entertainment
Speaker 1: grist milt which you have, which which you have harnessed.
Speaker 1: So that is very interesting. Um, just in your actual romances,
Speaker 1: don't tempt fate. Uh. You know, if you if you
Speaker 1: when you first meet somebody, maybe don't introduce them to
Speaker 1: all your girlfriends yet, make sure you have that bond
Speaker 1: and see and then slowly, you know, integrate them in
Speaker 1: and see if if you see that they're serious, and
Speaker 1: see how they react, and see how the women in
Speaker 1: your life react to them. Interesting, no woman is in
Speaker 1: my life has ever liked anybody've ever dated. So, but
Speaker 1: have they had sex with the people that you date?
Speaker 1: I don't think so, but if they have. But I
Speaker 1: also have a different view on monogamy. I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't want my friend my boyfriend. They'd be like, can
Speaker 1: you pick someone else? But also I have a different
Speaker 1: view of monogamy and what it means, you know, like
Speaker 1: emotional monogamy I'm all for, but sexual monogamy I'm more
Speaker 1: understanding that people are. You know, it's not maybe not
Speaker 1: necessarily natural for somebody to just want to fuck you
Speaker 1: for the rest of their life. Gotcha? Gotcha? So it's interesting, Um,
Speaker 1: that's it's opposite your lilith. It's what does that mean
Speaker 1: when opposition, especially an exact opposition, I call it an
Speaker 1: astrological boomerang. The opposition. The more you try to avoid something,
Speaker 1: it comes back and strong focus to it. So it's like, no,
Speaker 1: I don't want this. Oh boy, it's here again, so
Speaker 1: right to deal with it? So um, comforting angry women, uh,
Speaker 1: understanding angry women, understanding feminism, understanding. So So basically your
Speaker 1: mercury is conjoined series. So communicating in a comforting way
Speaker 1: about or involving uh, you know, jealousy, rage, female rage
Speaker 1: u uh, infidelity versus monogamy versus you know. So this,
Speaker 1: this is a constant thing in your life that you
Speaker 1: will be communicating in a comforting way about this and
Speaker 1: talking about how it makes you feel, how it makes
Speaker 1: other women feel, etcetera. Oh uh, so you're Jupiter. So
Speaker 1: you're Jupiter trying your cock. So if you're a guy,
Speaker 1: you'd have a big cock. You like guys with big cocks,
Speaker 1: like big cocks, so I cannot love all right, So
Speaker 1: you have venis and aries. Okay, that's the stalker chick
Speaker 1: of the zodiac. Really, I love my stalker. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: love it. Okay, it's okay, I'm gonna mitigating factors. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna walk back on that for a second. Venus in
Speaker 1: aries is one of the demented venus positions. I remember
Speaker 1: it was it was. It's actually it started my foray
Speaker 1: into astrology. Some dude I knew who had Actually I've
Speaker 1: known lots of dicks with v Us in areas, you know,
Speaker 1: because I have areas of my descendant. So, but Venus
Speaker 1: doesn't sit so well in the sign of aries because
Speaker 1: it's opposite Venus um in its relationship position, which is
Speaker 1: Venus in Libra. Venus and Libra is you know more
Speaker 1: about monogamy Venus and Libra balanced, fair play and harmony
Speaker 1: and relationships Venus and arias is I want big cock,
Speaker 1: and I want it now. Whoever wrote get out my way, bitch,
Speaker 1: get out my way had Venus and areas. Like when
Speaker 1: things go slow and you don't get what your immediate
Speaker 1: gratification with love is your middle name, you like, want
Speaker 1: it right yea? And when you don't get it right now,
Speaker 1: temper ten. Now, I'm gonna walk back on that a minute,
Speaker 1: because your venus is in the twelve house, which has
Speaker 1: a pissy and connotation to it, so or a vibe.
Speaker 1: So you have you have venus and areas, but with
Speaker 1: a dash of so you're passive, you could so it's
Speaker 1: a tendency towards passive aggressive that's one possibility, um. But
Speaker 1: Venus loves being in the twelve House because that's a
Speaker 1: piscey in house anything just like your career in the
Speaker 1: eleventh because that has an aquarious vibe and and exalts
Speaker 1: it somehow and Venus in the twelve House. But it
Speaker 1: does speak also to clandestine affairs or secrets or mystery
Speaker 1: with with that touch of of of pisces there because
Speaker 1: because the twelve House is the house of darkness, the
Speaker 1: house of the subconscious mind, so there could also be
Speaker 1: a strong subconscious motivation um to how you love and
Speaker 1: how you go about it. And so if you find
Speaker 1: yourself in a situation you really need to, you know,
Speaker 1: go deep inside your psyche and say, you know, how
Speaker 1: did I get here? And which this is not my
Speaker 1: beautiful house, this is not which I'm in now, and
Speaker 1: like how did I get here? So you wanna you know,
Speaker 1: want to meditate, to yoga, uh, you know, go to
Speaker 1: a shrink, get get in touch with the and did
Speaker 1: you study psychology studied acting? Interesting, you would definitely want
Speaker 1: to your what's known as a natural psychologist with a
Speaker 1: huge presence in the twelveth House. And the twelve house
Speaker 1: again house of psychology, the house of the subconscious mon ND,
Speaker 1: the go to point to figure out what's you know
Speaker 1: going on deep inside your your psyche and your subconscious
Speaker 1: um so the north node there. So it really would
Speaker 1: behoove you to get in touch with your own subconscious
Speaker 1: nature and motivations UM, and therefore be very adept to
Speaker 1: mining the subconscious of others. UM. You know. So there's
Speaker 1: a strong, strong, strong um sense of psychology and what
Speaker 1: you do. So if I were you, I would study
Speaker 1: that as most as much as possible. All right, So
Speaker 1: I would definitely study psychology if I were you. UM.
Speaker 1: But you do have a few signatures of an astrologer.
Speaker 1: You have Hades. Hades is a weird little trans neptune
Speaker 1: in um. It's a transceptunian Um. It rules death, garbage,
Speaker 1: rotting things, and astrology. Yeah. Here it speaks to ancient
Speaker 1: wisdom UM, or things of iniquity or things that are
Speaker 1: decaying in somehow. Um. That's what it was, you know,
Speaker 1: things that are writting however, Um. Astrology is an ancient uh,
Speaker 1: you know, a format of ancient wisdom. The ancient Babylonians
Speaker 1: came up with this over three thousand years ago. So anyway,
Speaker 1: so you have Hades in the second house, and Hades
Speaker 1: is one of the rulers of astrology. UM, and your
Speaker 1: generation has Hades in Gemini. So communicating about ancient wisdom
Speaker 1: is the go to point for your bank account in
Speaker 1: the second house the house of values, so you greatly
Speaker 1: value ancient wisdom and communicating about ancient wisdom. So I
Speaker 1: between your huge presence in the twelve house twelvehouse again
Speaker 1: as a pisy in house, so learning mysticism, occult studies,
Speaker 1: et cetera, you will feel less victimized UM, and you
Speaker 1: will feel more enlightened if you do that UM. And
Speaker 1: you know to be a reader of some sort. And
Speaker 1: also Pisces is just very prescient and and of themselves.
Speaker 1: They just are very sensitive and fuel things. Neptunes your ruler.
Speaker 1: And then you have just a plethora of planets, major
Speaker 1: planets in the uh the twelve house the house of psychology.
Speaker 1: Let's see. So, so the palace Athena in the tent
Speaker 1: is a signature for for an astrology also for somebody
Speaker 1: who plays the stock market or sensus patterns and trends
Speaker 1: and knows what will happen so just a handy thing
Speaker 1: to have wherever it is and to know that you
Speaker 1: have it. And then hades in the second. So that's
Speaker 1: making money from valuing ancient wisdom and communicating about it.
Speaker 1: We said it different reverence or mutual reverence. What did
Speaker 1: you say? Mutual reception? And I remember seeing it. Oh,
Speaker 1: this is what I wanted to talk to you about. Um,
Speaker 1: your urineus is at zero zero Capricorn in the ninth House.
Speaker 1: So cool, Okay, The ninth House is the house of broadcasts,
Speaker 1: all right. Urineus is one of the broadcast planets, and
Speaker 1: it means broadcasting in an electronic format internet, television, uh,
Speaker 1: you know, radio, podcasts, anything that it plugs in and
Speaker 1: turns on and is electric in nature, as opposed to Neptune,
Speaker 1: which is more film broadcast through film. You can do
Speaker 1: that as well. However, your your us is the dawning
Speaker 1: of the age for the Urinus in Capricorn, the the
Speaker 1: younger millennials. Okay, so zero zero Capricorn is on the
Speaker 1: world axis. That means the ability to have worldwide fame. Oh,
Speaker 1: everything's going banging. So that means if you do weird,
Speaker 1: unusual broadcasts, then you can garner a worldwide fame, which
Speaker 1: I think that's so cool. So zero zero Capricorn. And
Speaker 1: if I'm not mistaken, you had your neptune at yes,
Speaker 1: zero zero Capricorn. Oh so her your neptune is having
Speaker 1: sex with her urinus. Seck, that is some See I
Speaker 1: was getting some lesbian vibes. Serially totally was that's everyone's
Speaker 1: dream's everyone's dream. But are they all right? So um?
Speaker 1: So wow, super cool and your urinus, uh, exactly sex
Speaker 1: styles that doesn't have to do a sex your son.
Speaker 1: Your son is zero zero prices, not on the world exit,
Speaker 1: but zero zero cardinal. The cardinal signs are Capricorn, cancer, aries,
Speaker 1: and Libra. So if you have anything at zero zero
Speaker 1: cardinal in your chart or the the the aries decadent
Speaker 1: of a cardinal sign which means zero zero to one degree, Um,
Speaker 1: you have world fame or access to world fame. Now
Speaker 1: you have something interesting as well because you're oh, you
Speaker 1: are just like the poster child for a millennial, so
Speaker 1: freaking cool. Because you're well, you're saturn. Um. Your saturn
Speaker 1: is at zero zero Capricorn. Conjoining your urine is fascinating. Uh.
Speaker 1: Saturn is not an outer generational planet. But these um
Speaker 1: eight right, So, um you're you're so that it means
Speaker 1: you're meant to be a professional broadcaster, all right? So
Speaker 1: you so your saturn and your urineus are at zero
Speaker 1: zero cardinal fascinating and both of them trying I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: sex style your son. Um, So you being a figurehead
Speaker 1: for this broadcast totally makes sense. Fascinating. So career stuff,
Speaker 1: great love and well let's talk about that. So you
Speaker 1: have Pluto, the planet of extremes and intensity? Oh are
Speaker 1: you attracted to narcissistic Dick a little bit? A little bit? Yep?
Speaker 1: I am, I don't want to be. I am, I
Speaker 1: am truly genuinely interested in finding a really beautiful like
Speaker 1: great love. Is that in the cards or not understanding
Speaker 1: your procleties and tendencies? Um? You know this is this
Speaker 1: is how we avoid the pitfalls of love and end
Speaker 1: up getting out of the pits and getting what we want.
Speaker 1: All right. So you have the reason I ask if
Speaker 1: you like narcissistic Dick is that you have Leo on
Speaker 1: the cusp of your fifth house. It's the natural role
Speaker 1: of this house. But the fifth house is romance, fun
Speaker 1: and games. So you may be attracted to men that
Speaker 1: are really full of themselves. Okay, but the better incarnation
Speaker 1: of of Leo would be somebody who's warm and generous
Speaker 1: and loyal. Yeah, I want that, So focus more on
Speaker 1: that and visualize that. Put yourself in arm this way,
Speaker 1: put yourself in arms way, not in harm's way. All right.
Speaker 1: So you have Pluto, the planet of extremes and intensity,
Speaker 1: in its relationship position. Hello millennial and Scorpio. Um. But
Speaker 1: but Pluto in the seventh house means you're really looking
Speaker 1: for intense uh, intimacy, Yes, sex in a in a
Speaker 1: long term like a like all consuming Yeah, you know,
Speaker 1: yes and yes and Noah's a Noah. Maybe it's why
Speaker 1: we were still talking. So you have this wishy washy
Speaker 1: degree of libra on the cause. So it's like, you know,
Speaker 1: oh I like you, I kind of like you, and
Speaker 1: you're like, okay, I kind of want to relationship with
Speaker 1: your do we kind of should I just not chase anybody? Well, again,
Speaker 1: that's the Venus in areas, it's your nature areas rising
Speaker 1: Jupiter in areas, Venus in areas, Juno in areas. There's
Speaker 1: a lot out of aries energy. Um, chase after art, Yeah,
Speaker 1: chase after social reform. Uh, don't wait around on that ship,
Speaker 1: go for that hip. So let's talk about the basic
Speaker 1: biological urge of heterosexual man. Okay, So they generally just
Speaker 1: really do want to stick it in the They want
Speaker 1: to spread their sperm. It's like it's it's a biological thing.
Speaker 1: Like let's just say this happens. Uh, and what with
Speaker 1: sexual and psychological and social moras, you know, you you're
Speaker 1: not supposed to just stick it in everybody and rape
Speaker 1: them and do what you want to went allegedly Okay,
Speaker 1: allegedly what really happens and what you know, what we
Speaker 1: think happens anyway. So so let's say they have this
Speaker 1: urge to chase after chase after you know, vibe the
Speaker 1: guy out is is he does he want to be
Speaker 1: the initiator? Do you want to be the initiator? And
Speaker 1: I think there's nothing wrong with with with women, um
Speaker 1: being the initiator. There's times when let's say I've wanted
Speaker 1: to be the initiator, but because of my generation or
Speaker 1: the way that I was raised, I was taught do
Speaker 1: not wait by the phone, do not call a man,
Speaker 1: do not show interest, don't invite him over, and cook
Speaker 1: him dinner and do things, you know, make him earn
Speaker 1: that motherfucking pussy, mic drop, make him earn that motherfucking pussy.
Speaker 1: And so when you go after the guy and you
Speaker 1: blow him on the first date and you know you're
Speaker 1: just already doing you know, it's there's no incentive for
Speaker 1: him to call again because quote unquote what he wants,
Speaker 1: what he wanted. And and again, there's nothing wrong with
Speaker 1: a woman being a sort of women are also sexual
Speaker 1: beings and have needs. Yeah, I get that. So you know,
Speaker 1: to initiate, you know what it should when there's different motivations,
Speaker 1: When it's just a fuck, yeah, I think initiating makes
Speaker 1: a lot of sense. But when it's like if, oh,
Speaker 1: if I want a relationship, I want to build something,
Speaker 1: then perhaps making the other person earn it is something
Speaker 1: that's going to have be a strong foundation. And the
Speaker 1: thing is is that you don't always know going. I mean,
Speaker 1: sometimes the guy it's like, there's no way I want
Speaker 1: a relationship with this person, you know, uh, you know,
Speaker 1: And therefore I can be more bold just because I
Speaker 1: don't really care down the line, right, but I don't
Speaker 1: like having casual sex. I don't well, I have like
Speaker 1: one person that I sleep with right now that we
Speaker 1: haven't slept together while, but it's it's truly just sexual
Speaker 1: and it's and it's really nice because we respect each other,
Speaker 1: we're very communicative. Like it's so it feels, it feels healthy.
Speaker 1: But then I have this other person where it feels
Speaker 1: and they are not necessarily doing anything. Um, I'm giving
Speaker 1: them my power and it's not their job to give
Speaker 1: it back to me. It's my job to not give
Speaker 1: it to them first. But it's it's it feels like
Speaker 1: a little bit of an emotional torture. And uh, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I think, I think the way I go
Speaker 1: about romance and approaching men and stuff is not I
Speaker 1: show them everything right away, not not sexually though, because
Speaker 1: I don't I wait. I I prefer if it's something
Speaker 1: that could be if there's a spark that could be
Speaker 1: something like really intense and beautiful and like actual love.
Speaker 1: I want to wait, So so I don't. I don't really,
Speaker 1: I don't have one night stands. I don't. That's just
Speaker 1: not how I feel comfortable doing it. So really, um,
Speaker 1: you know, the areas in the twelve House with what
Speaker 1: you're describing is just classic for the venus and aries.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, venus areas not just areas, so so venus
Speaker 1: and areas, you know, the Stoker check. You wanna you're
Speaker 1: proactive about getting your love, okay, but again flip it around.
Speaker 1: Be proactive and aggressive with your art. Be proactive, proactive
Speaker 1: and aggressive with getting that dollar, you know, get the coinage.
Speaker 1: Because Venus speaks to art, love, beauty, and music and
Speaker 1: money itself. So you definitely be aggressive in that area. Um.
Speaker 1: And when it comes to love, get more in touch
Speaker 1: with that dash of pisces because Venus loves being in
Speaker 1: this house. And see that's also where you when you
Speaker 1: say you can tell if a lover is depressed and
Speaker 1: he doesn't even call it a few days and you
Speaker 1: still know that. Um. Be careful about codependency, you know,
Speaker 1: or the EmPATH and the narcissist that we see on
Speaker 1: FBA all the time. And it's, oh my god. You
Speaker 1: know it's like you learn from that. Uh. So you know,
Speaker 1: get in touch, use that sensitivity to enhance love and
Speaker 1: to protect yourself where you can into it or sense
Speaker 1: things and you can have like a sensitive, beautiful uh
Speaker 1: you know, amazing uh love and sex life. What venus
Speaker 1: speaks a little bit more to love than actual sex. Um,
Speaker 1: so so you know, glean that from that. But there
Speaker 1: is you know the you know, the Jesus on the
Speaker 1: stick thing. You know you're you're somehow crucified with love
Speaker 1: or your you know they put they're putting the nails in.
Speaker 1: All right, So your mars squares your moon. So moon
Speaker 1: is what you want emotionally, and that's in your twelve house,
Speaker 1: the house of psychology. So you have like obscure uh,
Speaker 1: emotional psychological motivations for getting involved in let's say, clandestine
Speaker 1: affairs or things behind the scenes. And then your mars
Speaker 1: basically is the dickular penis in sagittarius would mean that
Speaker 1: you go after um noncommittal penis because sagittarius mars mars
Speaker 1: is the dick point in in a heterosexual in a
Speaker 1: in a straight guy's chart, it's the kind of dick
Speaker 1: he has, in a heterosexual woman's chart, is the kind
Speaker 1: of dick she wants. In a gay guy's chart, is
Speaker 1: the kind of dick he has and the kind of
Speaker 1: dick he wants nice. So all right, so that's interesting.
Speaker 1: And if that wasn't complicated enough, um, you have Chiron
Speaker 1: the Wounded Healer, which is also in your second house,
Speaker 1: the House of Money, so there's a financial payoff for this.
Speaker 1: But but right up on or conjuncting your third house,
Speaker 1: the House of communication, So Chirra on the Wounded Healer
Speaker 1: means you have a chronic wounding feeling wherever it is,
Speaker 1: and you have it in Gemini, So a chronic wounded feeling. Okay,
Speaker 1: talking about penis, uh, yeah, because because it's exactly it's
Speaker 1: I mean it's not exactly, but it's very close in opposition.
Speaker 1: So the more you try to avoid um communicating about
Speaker 1: penis and about how it's wounded you in some way,
Speaker 1: So Chira and the Wounded Dealer opposite your penis placement,
Speaker 1: so chronic you chronically go after unavailable dick or dick
Speaker 1: that is, um, what's the word, noncommittal dick? Unavailable? Noncommittal?
Speaker 1: And do you like foreign cock? I would love to? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean I want, I do, but I don't want
Speaker 1: to get it any cock. Any cock's attached to a
Speaker 1: nice person. The ninth ninth house is the house of
Speaker 1: foreign should that be anybody who's she would like a
Speaker 1: cock that's very different from you, different skin color, different ethnicity,
Speaker 1: different social kind of background. So maybe I should So
Speaker 1: maybe I should lay off the white ees. Then yeah,
Speaker 1: you're better off. And I don't when I date people,
Speaker 1: I'm not like I want to date a wiper. I
Speaker 1: just I just so Mars in the ninth House again
Speaker 1: winning foreigners, um, And then yes, it completely makes sense.
Speaker 1: And then the moon is squaring your mars and the
Speaker 1: moon is also squaring your chirroon. So chronic issues with mother,
Speaker 1: and you sublimate your emotions a lot. And then while
Speaker 1: you you while you go after uh, noncommittal cock in essence,
Speaker 1: you know, when we when we have sex, you know,
Speaker 1: we can say, oh, there's no emotions involved, but we're
Speaker 1: really making a point to to disconnect from our emotions. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, and if you're doing this a lot, you're
Speaker 1: just in a constant state of disconnect from your emotions.
Speaker 1: And uh and and that's you know, over time, you know.
Speaker 1: And again I think that everyone when they're younger, like
Speaker 1: in their let's say late teens, twenties there, you know,
Speaker 1: you should have as much sex as possible with different partners.
Speaker 1: You know, if if you feel like what your comfort is,
Speaker 1: what your comfort zone is and what feels again healthy
Speaker 1: for you, where you don't feel victimized, you don't feel
Speaker 1: gross the next day, like addiction is where you do
Speaker 1: it anyway and you feel still feel disgusting, and as
Speaker 1: soon as you get little urge mat you immediately feel discussing.
Speaker 1: Then we're speaking to addiction and we're speaking to what's unhealthy.
Speaker 1: All right. So Chiron the wounded heiler can never heal himself.
Speaker 1: He can only heal other people. And when he heals
Speaker 1: other people, he feels some respite from his problems. So
Speaker 1: so your Chiron is opposite your mars. So this is
Speaker 1: a chronic issue. You're trying to heal the penises in
Speaker 1: your life. Yeah, once, I don't want to do that though.
Speaker 1: Healing the penises in my life is not help me
Speaker 1: towards exactly. So that's something you need to psychologically understand
Speaker 1: through therapy. Because your moon in the in the in
Speaker 1: the twelve house of the House of Psychology is forming
Speaker 1: a nearly exact square hard angle ninety degree angle with
Speaker 1: your mars. So what you want emotionally, you're very sensitive emotionally,
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Speaker 1: your feelings while you're having sex, you know, not if
Speaker 1: you're fine with all this, like I am not, And
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