You are unhappy about how you handled a situation because you reacted instead of responding. There is a difference. You can either worry about it and spend your energy that way OR YOU can spend YOUR energy to make sure you do better should such a situation occur again. It's YOUR choice
I AM the Captain Now. Who's steering YOUR life, who's in charge of YOUR life, who's the decision maker in YOUR life. Who's leading YOUR life? If the answer to these questions is not (I AM), there's a problem. YOU CAN fix it. Take control TODAY
When you're failing and failing and still failing at something new to you, understand that you are just starting, you are a beginner. It takes time to be good at it. You owe it to yourself to surround your mind and body with the right nourishments so your growth will be worthy of being emulated by others. Growth is inevitable, the question is are you feeding yourself to grow in a way that you know is worthy
Ambition must be an important piece of who you are. You have to keep moving forward. Enjoy your current success and understand you must keep evolving, that small voice in your mind is reminding you it is time to write and live the next chapter in the book of your life. Listen to it and evolve