Every Sunday @ 10am / This podcast is showing hope. It is dedicated to all those whose lives are affected by depression, suicidality, fear and worry. I want to tell you the story of my Ramshackle mind, explaining how depression arising and developing in a bad way and how I managed to go back to a life without fear, depression and terrible thoughts. Let me inspire you, guide you and help you to make a change and a decision for life. There is hope, for each one of us.
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Gesamtlänge aller Episoden: 5 hours 36 minutes
episode 1: 1 - To whom I dedicate this podcast
Let me tell you why I did this podcast and why I adress people who have problems with mental health issues.
episode 2: 2 - The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
The day a suicide triggered my personal apocalypse and wiped out everything that mattered.
episode 3: 3 - The days before the suicide happend - what have we done?
The days before the suicide happend - what have we done?
I describe the terrible situation the days before the Suicide took place and how different people were helpless involved in the situation
episode 4: 4 - The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide)
The value of a human being, before and after losing the partner through suicide)
I felt that our relationship and I as a person had no value to keep on living
episode 5: 5 - Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Born as a unwonted boy in a convent because my Nazi grandparents freaked out
Well the drama started, when my mother got pregnant with 15 years from a Italian and my Nazi Grandparetns freaked out.
episode 6: 6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
6 - The "old geezer" who planted the depression into my child-soul
episode 7: 7 - Depression, panic and fear, 40 years after the old geezer
What happend to the old geezer and how the situation from the past is ruling my health of the present.
episode 8: 8 - Suicide Attempt with 9
... and than there was this one day I couldn´t handle my life any more. Death would be the only solution to escape such parents.
episode 9: 9 - Meeting my biological father for the first time
And one day, I was 14 years old, out of the blue, my mother told me that my father is just my stepfather ... Halleluja
episode 10: 10 - Lies, rassism, hate, death and the loss of believe
If the universe turns life one more time into hell