Here's the recording. Scorch Atlas: Want for Wish for Nowhere A story from Scorch Atlas, a 2009 short story collection written by Blake Butler and published by Featherproof Books. Recorded on location on a windy shore. My first child splurged inside me. He ate what I ate - ate it all. There never was enough: my milk, my eggs and honey, my hunks of ham and strange things craved. I picked gnats out of the carpet; chewed through the shower curtain; swallowed blood. Baby hungry. Baby want.