9 years...Called it quits after 9 years. And it crushed me... My self-esteem and confidence were shattered and the only thing I could think of is: Will I ever find love again...??? Why was I so focused on this?? I was lost, I was desperate and I had zero idea who I really was... I've been 'Edie, the girlfriend' for so long, I had completely lost myself. But eventually it was finally time to find the answers to the question: Edie, what you needie?? What I did, and why it only took me 5 months to be happily taken again, is today's topic...