I didn’t tell anyone especially her in the family about the childhood abuse I experienced because I was afraid of their leaving Earth sooner than I was supposed to in awful ways. I felt that the secrets means they get to leave Earth naturally. Those trauma complexes are forever over. She likes my Liberal-Progressive views on women. She likes my childless confirmed bachelor statuses. Towards the end, I talk about her tiredness from heavy working one day while throwing away a hot dog that a White man out glass in due to her instincts and clean up White folks’ homes for a living, losing her husband to disease, overcoming feeling I can’t trust anyone in my family after my aunt and Her (grandma mom) transitioned, I love her quotes, her sending 7-8 kids to college as a single mother in the projects, her community activism (I call her the very first human rights champion I know,) her distrusting Malcolm X and Petey Greene for their criminal pasts to having respect for them towards the ends of their lives as they were improving their lives, my African spirituality (thinking and talking in heart with Her and my ancestry with every choice and view I make and have), my Cultural Liberalism, my nontraditional bond with Jesus, Love is my religion and my religion is love (even though I do not practice any religion.) She’s okay with me evading what is supposed to be Christian television and some supposedly Christian aspects because of the unethical practices. She has no problem with each and every detail about myself! There is no subject unsuitable for discussion with us! We are in temporal and eternal conversation, as well as temporal and eternal kinship union! I am number two to Her (Jesus is number one and that’s fine with me.) She is number two to me and number one to me is Christlikeness. In fact, she's the first "Church and Christlikeness" I've ever experienced! We are One! We are safe as singular! We are also true friends! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/antonio-myers4/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/antonio-myers4/support