The Deep

After 2 years of hosting The Deep and holding space for others, I'm ready to share with you one of the traumas that I lived through. When I was younger, I became a victim of domestic violence. I was manipulated, isolated, physically and sexually abused until I didn't know who I was anymore. But I got out. Somehow. And this is my story.Sean Szeps holds this conversation. Someone I trust and tell all my secrets to.Please note. During this chat I may sound guarded or at times unemotional. I know that this is still a trauma response. Because of legal reasons I can't reveal the identity of my abuser so some things need to stay private. It makes this a difficult conversation because I can't share everything that I want to. What I am doing is sharing the full extent of this abusive relationship for the first time ever.Content warning; This episode discusses domestic abuse, physical and sexual abuse, and suicide. Support resources are listed below...

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episode 6: Men's Medicine - Second Dose


Today we have a special episode- a friend of the family shares his story of mental illness, rock bottom and suicide. I met Fatz when I started dating my husband. He was a fellow footy player who had just returned to Sydney after an incident had occurred in the UK. I didn’t know exactly what happened back then but I knew his close circle was really worried. It was serious. Today Fatz talks about where his mental illness started, how he spiralled and at what cost.
Content warning: this episode discusses: suicide, drug abuse and sexual abuse. Help services can be found below:

  • Lifeline 13 11 14 or www.lifeline.org.au
  • National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015
  • Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.au
  • Blue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.au
  • Samsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or support@samsn.org.au

For more info on Men's Medicine check out @the_space_hq on Instagram.
Credits:
  • Joanne Helder - Producer
  • Caleb Jacobs - Music
  • AJ Davis - Comms Manager

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 May 24, 2021  29m