After 2 years of hosting The Deep and holding space for others, I'm ready to share with you one of the traumas that I lived through. When I was younger, I became a victim of domestic violence. I was manipulated, isolated, physically and sexually abused until I didn't know who I was anymore. But I got out. Somehow. And this is my story.Sean Szeps holds this conversation. Someone I trust and tell all my secrets to.Please note. During this chat I may sound guarded or at times unemotional. I know that this is still a trauma response. Because of legal reasons I can't reveal the identity of my abuser so some things need to stay private. It makes this a difficult conversation because I can't share everything that I want to. What I am doing is sharing the full extent of this abusive relationship for the first time ever.Content warning; This episode discusses domestic abuse, physical and sexual abuse, and suicide. Support resources are listed below...
https://www.zoemarshall.com/
Gesamtlänge aller Episoden: 5 days 21 hours 2 minutes
episode 9: The Satanic Cult - Part 2
We spoke to Serena last week about her life growing up in a Satanic cult. But after leaving, her life didn't get any simpler. The man she married turned out to be a narcissistic cheater, and the story of their relationship is just so bizarre.
Content warning: this episode discusses self harm and suicide. For assistance, contact Lifeline 13 11 14.
Follow Serena at her website serenamastin.com and get her book at www.amazon...
episode 8: The Satanic Cult - Part 1
Growing up in a satanic cult, Serena was being abused before she was even 5 years old. Her father, the leader of the cult, committed all sorts of abuses in the name of ritual and sacrifice. Serena is now able to tell her story with a level of self awareness and empathy that is just so impressive.
Content warning: This episode discusses child abuse. Contact Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800.
Follow Serena at her website serenamastin.com and get her book at www.amazon...
episode 7: Pussy Power with Kellie
I have spent the past few months doing womb spiral. It's a journey to awaken the feminine, investigate trauma and listen to your body and yoni. There are 7 gates moving through the female organs which each cover a different element of your life. I went through this with Kellie from Soul Healing and she is one of my trusted guides when it comes to this work. This is not one of my typical interviews, it's more a debrief of my experience, which I felt was really valuable to share...
episode 6: The Port Arthur Massacre - The Daughter
The Port Arthur massacre. It's common knowledge in the minds of Australians but it's not often we hear the story of a family who lived through this first hand. Sue's mother was shot and killed during the massacre and her whole family feels the effects of it, even today.
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episode 5: The Cuckold - The Wife
If you haven't heard of cuckolds, they are people who enjoy seeing their partner get intimate with someone else. Today we speak to Ciren whose husband is one such person. He'll even jump on the security camera to catch a glimpse. And this is what gets him off. Content warning: this episode sexually explicit...
episode 4: Intersex
Intersex, lots of us have never heard of the term. We did do an episode with a mother of an intersex child. You can go back into the archives to hear that one. Today we're talking to someone who is intersex. Blume is an incredible human and this is their story.
Follow Blume on Instagram @blumekind_
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episode 3: Childhood Dementia
Renee's story is one of pain that is yet to come. She's discovered that her children have a terminal genetic disorder, a type of childhood dementia. As young children they appear perfectly normal but the disease progresses fast, and there is no cure.
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episode 2: The Journal
Today I want to share with you my greatest friend in life Nina and the power of journaling. This isn't a fluffy 'dear diary' either. This is raw. This is without expectation of outcome. Today I am sharing a lot about myself. I hope you enjoy and take something with you from this chat.
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episode 1: Mirror Syndrome
I had never heard of mirror syndrome before recording this interview. An unborn baby with a terrible diagnosis which is also passed on to the pregnant mother. It sounds like science fiction but this is what happened to Sophie.
Content warning: this episode discusses child loss. For support contact:
- Miscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au
- SANDS www.sands.org...
The Yes Vote
This Saturday, if you are Australian you'll be asked to vote either yes or no for First Nations and Torres Strait Islander People to have a voice in parliament. This referendum can be confusing so we've called in Millie Telford to explain how it all works.
Links:
- Here you can pledge to talk to 3 people: https://www.yes.org...