The Deep

As we approach January 26, this year we hand the microphone over to two amazing indigenous creators.

Gamilaroi and Dunghutti author and podcaster Marlee Silva teams up with one of her best mates, proud Wiradjuri man and Cronulla Sharks star Nicho Hynes to have a conversation about one of their toughest days on the calendar: January 26th...

As we approach January 26, this year we hand the microphone over to two amazing indigenous creators...

Ali Kali is famous as the lactating porn star. Yep, she's known for squirting dudes in the face with her milk. But that's only a tiny part of why I wanted to talk to her. Her story is a wild ride involving addiction, sex work, child loss, and... meditation masturbation?

Content warning: this episode is very sexually explicit and contains discussions on infant loss, addiction and suicide. Support resources are linked below...

Imagine hearing your mum say she wished she had an abortion. Always feeling like a burden. Always hungry because she never fed you. That was Fiona's childhood. It's so bizarre and so sad and it's affected every aspect of her life.

Content warning: this episode discusses disordered eating and pregnancy termination. Resources are linked below...

Steve was happily married with his wife and two young kids. But he was also living a lie. You see, Steve is gay. And he tried to suppress it for a long time but eventually the truth came out. We explore how Steve was able to mask this for so long and perform with women, how he discovered his sexuality and how he broke the news to his wife and kids.

Follow Steve on Instagram @______steve88

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Jasmin was raised as a Christian and saved herself for marriage. But her wedding night was not the beautiful moment she had imagined. Jasmin suffers from Vaginismus - an involuntary tightening of her vaginal muscles that makes sex extremely painful, if not virtually impossible. This is such a brave and fascinating discussion on the way that religion and purity culture can have a huge effect on our sexual health.

Check out Jasmin's podcast: Conscious Sexuality The Podcast...

An elder of a family abused every single little girl for generations. The victims are many and their responses are just as varied. Krystal's mum was one of the last to be abused. But the trauma has been passed down and this family are now in the process of healing.

Content warning: this episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are listed below.

• Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com...

Last week we spoke to Krystal about the elder who had abused all the girls in the family including her mum. Today we speak to Krystal's mum. Dani was sexually abused from as early as she can remember. And her own mother put her in that situation. Delivering her to the family paedophile on a weekly basis. It is harrowing. But this is also a story of an incredibly strong woman who did better and is breaking the cycle of generational trauma...

You've never met a woman like Karly. We spoke to her husband Steven in this season. He came out as gay, leaving his young family and starting a new life. So many of you wanted to hear her perspective so we got her on the show. Honestly this woman is incredible.

Follow Karly on Instagram @__Karlyanne

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What would you do if you were pregnant, had a 2 year old son and found out the love of your life was leaving you for someone they met at the gym?

How would you deal with the betrayal? Would it make you crazy?

Would you do things you regret? Would you take them back?

This is a wild story of infidelity, forgiveness and redemption.

Follow Jaclyn on Instagram @forthewildfemme.

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